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This fic will discuss mental health, eating disorders, and self-harm. If this is not a good fic for you, please don't read! There will be no graphic depictions of self-harm, but references to scars and some references to child abuse.
Scars on a hockey player weren’t rare; they were actually quite common, from fights on the ice to drunken mishaps. However, Ilya Rosanov had more than most. Ilya was the walking poster board for daddy issues and good old fashion russian discipline. When he first started with Boston, he would flinch ever so slightly when one of the older guys clapped him on the back too hard; a few scars were too perfect, too round, and too structured cigarette burns; they littered his body.
OR 5 times people who love Ilya Rozanov realize he's self-harming, and 1 time he tells them
Chapter 1- Cliff Marlow
Chapter 2 - Svetlana Vetrovaz
Chapter 3 - Shane Hollander
Chapter 4 - David and YunaSeries
- Part 1 of Heated Rivalry anonymous fics
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16 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander kills a pregnant woman in a car accident. What he didn't expect was for it to be his rivals wife and unborn child he killed. Nor did he think Ilya would expect him to replace them.
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14 Apr 2026
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“Ilya may have preached about the importance of ‘sharing the supplies’ with Harris, but he wouldn’t be Russian without knowing how to properly play all sides of a situation, choosing to prioritize his homeland above everything else along the way.
And Shane was his home.”
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The Ottawa Centaurs’ plane goes down, but this time, Shane and Ilya are together.
After the metal machine crash-lands in the Canadian Wilderness, the married couple is forced to face the terrifying realities of life, death, and survival — battling with the weight of last words left unsaid.
Will they ever get to say them? Or are some things better left unspoken, if they can both still make it out alive?
WARNING: Graphic depictions of blood, gore, death, and injury.
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14 Apr 2026
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Standing at the door of Ilya’s hotel room, Shane prepares his speech in his head. Everything he wants to tell Ilya, to explain to Ilya. To apologize for running away when things started to feel too real. What he didn’t prepare for was Ilya’s arms wrapped around him as the man cried into his shoulder.
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Or how one night in a Tampa bay hotel room changes their lives and careers forever
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23 Mar 2026
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7 years after being framed for murder and almost dying, Eddie Munson is just trying to go on with life as best he can. Things get complicated, however, when he realizes the past isn't always where you left it.
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- Part 1 of Bonded By Blood
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11 May 2024