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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    “Shane,” Rose says gently. “I don’t think Eva is good for you.”

    Shane sighs into his water glass. This again. You get one shoe thrown at you during an argument, and suddenly everyone thinks you’re being abused.

    Or: Shane ends up dating Rose’s co-star rather than her, and soon finds himself in an abusive relationship. Ilya and Shane's friends need to put aside their differences in order to keep him safe.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is cold, ruthless criminal who rules the Ottawa's underworld ever since he moved there. Life of luxury and respect from others is all he is used to. Shane Hollander, however, is not, and when Shane catches Ilya's attention, Ilya's calculated obsession begins, drawing Shane into the world of danger, power, and psychological tension that he can't escape.

    "There are only two ways out of this. With me. Or in a body bag. Your choice."

     

    **** please read the tags carefully!!!! i am not joking about them if any of these are not your cup of tea, please skip!!*******

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    28 Feb 2026

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “Y-you want me to be a girl?”

    Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.

    “No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”

    ***

    Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Three times Shane fucked himself on his foster father’s knot while he slept, and one time Ilya was awake for it.

    The rules of their foster relationship were simple: don't ask about the blood, don't touch the guns, and definitely don't ride your alpha father's cock while he's blackout drunk.

    Shane is very bad at following rules.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya,” he breathes into Shane's open, slightly panting mouth. Shane jostles their position, pointing his thumb at his own chest in an exaggerated manner.

    “Shane,” he replies. Quietly, like it's a request, not a statement. Ilya's eyes gentle, and he kisses Shane's nose.

    “Shane.”

    Or: another "Shane stays post-tuna melt scene" fic.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Shane is used to feeling fuzzy with Rozanov. Like he’s floating higher, higher, higher. But this - this isn’t that.

    Shane isn’t floating, he’s falling. Sinking down, down, down below, into darkness. It feels like there are waves crashing over his head, cold and sharp like needles against his skin, and when he does manage to breach the surface for a moment, he’s met with thick fog and a starless sky. It feels sort of like a concussion, but not. There’s no pain, just…haziness. Just a gaping, empty feeling, right in the centre of his chest.

    (Or, Vegas rewritten.)

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    02 Feb 2026

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    When he was a boy, Ilya used to play with his mother’s Matryoshka doll. He’d unstack the wooden layers. The biggest, then the next, then the next. Always finding something new, until he got to the smallest, most delicate one at the center.

    Ilya has always known Shane isn’t like anyone else. After their summer at the cottage together, Ilya learns that being with Shane is like unstacking nesting dolls. Every layer is a new treasure to discover, and the man at the center has re-shaped his entire world.

    Or, 5 times Shane unmasks around Ilya and the new ways Ilya finds to love him.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t die when his plane goes down. But he forgets.

    When Ilya is marked as missing from the Centaurs’ plane crash, nobody knows why Shane’s game goes to shit. Benched by his coach, Shane goes to the place Ilya was last seen: the Blue Ridge Mountains. A story about finding yourself when you don’t know who you are, and about falling in love with the same person twice.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “You know, I’m a good kisser.”
    Shane must have been dreaming. What the hell was happening? Rozanov couldn’t possibly be suggesting that they…
    Another step. He was so close now that Shane could feel the heat of his body. His shirt brushed Rozanov’s naked chest. If Shane dared to look up, their faces would be close enough to touch.
    “That day, last year, in the gym…If I kissed you, you would have kissed back.”
    It was not a question.
    Shane wished he could look away but he felt under a spell. Gravity pulling him towards the Russian. Rozanov just seemed to be considering him curiously, and maybe enjoying the effect he knew he was having on him.

    (Or where Shane and Ilya start out as teammates, and Ilya likes to be helpful)

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Xie Lian finds Yin Yu at the small reflecting pond behind Paradise Manor.
    "Yin Yu," he says gently, sitting next to him.
    "Your Highness."
    "Could you tell me what San Lang was like, before he found me again? How did you two meet?"
    Yin Yu looks down into the pond, watching the ripples distort his face.
    "It's a long story," he says quietly, and begins.

    Or: how Yin Yu met Hua Cheng, how the two of them met Black Water, and what Yin Yu learned about unconditional love and revenge along the way.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Unable to pay the rent, even his heating has broken and the bathroom faucet is leaking; Xie Lian is in desperate need of money.

    What better idea than to open an account on an adult site and upload content, however, there is a problem. He's too prudish, so he hasn't billed as much as he would have liked. So, he needed to do something about it.

    That’s why they are here now, currently face to face on the soft crimson sheets of his best friend, Hua Cheng, king-size bed and Xie Lian’s legs on each side of his hips. A camera recording beside them.

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    04 Mar 2025

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    AU where Xie Lian actually tells Mu Qing that he considers him a friend, and for once, Mu Qing doesn’t scoff or push it away, just nods, almost imperceptibly, like he’s holding onto the words more tightly than he’d ever admit. And when Xie Lian tells Feng Xin he wouldn’t blame him for leaving, Feng Xin doesn’t argue, just sits down beside him in silence, staying anyway.

    Xie Lian also grows that weird, unusual, but soft and warm feeling toward Wu Ming... though, of course, all of this doesn’t change the absolute disaster that his life is. It’s not like taking a slightly different path ever led him to a happy ending anyway.

    Or did it?

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    01 Mar 2025

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    "Can I ask you something?" Hua Cheng leaned closer, grinning, when Xie Lian looked up at him curiously, "What got you into piercings? I get lots of different clients, but you don't strike me as the type to be a regular."

    Xie Lian was blushing again, staring down at the form and saying quietly, "The first time, I went with a friend and… I kinda liked the pain. I think they look really nice as well, but… maybe part of me is just looking for that feeling again. Is that weird?"

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    AKA: The one where Xie Lian explores his pain kink through body piercings and Hua Cheng is more than happy to help him explore it in other, much more enjoyable ways, too.

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    20 Feb 2025

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    Xie Lian is awoken late at night, and a mysterious letter arrives for General Hua.

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    27 Jan 2025

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    Post-canon beefleaf fix-it where He Xuan eats well, tries to figure out what he's doing in this world and what it has to do with Shi Qingxuan; meanwhile there's a demon on the coast that killed a heavenly official, and someone responds to the prayers made to the Wind Mistress.

    !!! SPOILERS FOR THE BLACKWATER ARC AND THE END OF THE NOVEL !!!

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    Collage by @CarevnaNeVsebe
    Art - 4th ch. by @AbyssBirdy (the author)
    Collage - 6th ch. by @CarevnaNeVsebe
    Art - 7th ch. by @AbyssBirdy
    Art - 9th ch. by @AbyssBirdy
    The demon (spoiler - 9th ch.) by @AbyssBirdy

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    26 Jan 2025

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    Crown Prince Xie Lian returns home to find his family’s royal palace seized as collateral for his father’s debt to a supreme-ranked ghost. Now stripped of money, power, and a home, he and his family must start over. However, this isn't the end of their troubles, as the ghost king seems rather fond of the former crown prince.

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    A pre-canon AU set before the fall of Xianle, where everyone retains their canon forms except Xie Lian and his loved ones.

    (Post-canon Hua Cheng x Pre-canon Xie Lian)

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    09 Dec 2024

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    Our tale begins with Xie Lian hiring an escort to help him deal with an “unspeakable affliction” after a disastrous breakup forced him to leave college and return to his hometown.

    Hua Cheng (or Wuming, as he is called when we first meet him) isn’t really interested in helping people—he just wants to get paid. If the situation with a client seems too complicated to deal with, he has no problem walking away. But for some reason he can’t explain, he feels compelled to help Xie Lian.

    The two find themselves very quickly drawn to one another, but nothing in life is easy, especially when it comes to love.

    Xie Lian is struggling to forget about the demise of the relationship that ruined his life—a struggle complicated by the fact that his ex may or may not be stalking him.

    Meanwhile, Hua Cheng is busy running from a past that will soon catch up to him with deadly consequences.

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    09 Dec 2024

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