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    Adam knew he had kind of a hard time indulging in things. He mostly found that this didn’t cause too many problems - refusing to go out to dinner or buy that new pair of shoes meant more money in his savings account, after all, and that was never a bad thing. It only became an issue when refusing to go out to dinner meant skipping dinner, and not buying that new pair of shoes meant wearing the ones with holes in them for another two months.

    So he was trying to get better. He was trying to get better at wanting things. One of the things he was trying to get better at wanting was Ronan Lynch, because Ronan wanted him, as well, and that, for some reason, turned the want into a different, more pressing kind of hunger. Which was why he was driving to the Barns at just after midnight, coming off of a six hour shift, needing to get up for another one in five hours.

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    16 Sep 2021

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    Ronan needs someone to pretend to be his boyfriend. Blue talks Adam into helping him.

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    05 Mar 2021

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    “Look Ronan, I think maybe we should…ease up on the gas a bit.”

    “Are you using a car metaphor right now? Fuck that.”

    "I just mean that I think this is getting away from us.”

    “Stop speaking like my fucking dickhead brother. Are you breaking up with me?”

    Adam forced out a deep breath. ”Yeah. I guess I am."

    Ronan lifted his chin. “Why?” he asked, defiant.

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    21 Feb 2021

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    "Just, you know," Henry says. "If your mum weren't the president and you were just a normal bloke living a normal life, what things might be like? What you'd be doing instead?"

    After being discovered on Instagram as a teenager, Alex Diaz is thriving as a social media influencer and model who just landed a high profile, high fashion contract with Calvin Klein. Alex can get any girl he wants, and he’s loving it. Meanwhile, British poet Henry Fox has just arrived in L.A. to kick off a North American tour promoting his new, steamy book of gay erotic poetry, and he’s attracting a lot of attention.

    Bad blood is immediately sparked between them when Henry blows Alex off at their first meeting. Several tabloid rumors and an Instagram tantrum later, Alex and Henry are reluctantly thrust together to make nice, resulting in a grudging friendship and a magnetism between them that Alex can't explain. Why is Henry's poetry making Alex feel like this? And just what is it about Henry Fox that gets to him so much?

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    20 Feb 2021

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    18 Jan 2021