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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    Bucky Barnes faces an uphill climb to reclaim his own mind in Wakanda.

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    10 Jun 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Set after the end credit scene in Civil War, Bucky is brought out of cryostasis, and Steve is there to greet him. As the ex-assassin struggles to reclaim his memories and navigate his path to recovery, Steve is willing to do whatever he can to ensure his best friend’s healing—even if that means leaving Wakanda. With enough stubbornness to fill the Hudson River, Steve wrestles with heartbreak and guilt, while Bucky fears he’ll never get better, he’ll never remember all that he was before Hydra—all that Steve believes him to be. But the two will eventually realize that in order to heal, you sometimes need your best friend (and soulmate) by your side.

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    09 Oct 2018

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    Steve was having a hard time. A real hard time. Bucky was in cryo. SHIELD was on course to become legitimised again. HYDRA stragglers were all over the place. Chitauri weapons were sweeping across the world.

    All in all, Steve was tired of it all. But someone had to do the job. Maybe, one day, he’d get to retire with Bucky, somewhere safe.
    All Bucky had to do was recover. All Steve had to do was work out his shit.

    Perhaps then, anything could happen.

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    26 Sep 2018

  4. Public Bookmark 99

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    "A shave, a minor haircut, several weeks of consistent sleep with the help of some of Banner’s sedatives, and he was feeling more like good old Bucky than he had in almost seventy years. Something was still different though, and a long hour studying his face in the mirror, finding every new line, the touches of fading hair at his temples, the small scars from his goggles and mask, had shown him that there was no going back to the cocksure twenty-something who had chased skirts as if his life depended on it.

    Might as well make the best of what was left."

    He's had so many names that he honestly didn't remember them all - some of them, he put significant effort into forgetting. But now, free from his captors, the man once known as the Winter Soldier, Prizrak, the ghost story that hunts down ghost stories, tries to rediscover what it means to be himself... and what it means to be human.

    Finding your place in the world is hard enough as it is. Finding your place in a world that isn't so sure it wants you in it, now that's another challenge entirely.

    Trigger warnings in the tags, will tag chapters/sections when appropriate. Smut-free.

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    21 Jun 2018

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    Running from his handlers - and from himself - the Asset stumbles into the life of a mouthy little punk that reminds him of… someone. He isn’t sure who. But he’s out of options, and his programming has imprinted on this new handler whether he likes it or not. His new handler seems nice, though, and she definitely isn’t HYDRA. That’s something, right?

    Rated Teen for profanity and mild violence. Art by potofsoup, beta read by Renversermonmonde.

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    20 Jun 2018

  6. Public Bookmark 33

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    Shuri works on fixing one broken white boy. T'Challa works on fixing Wakanda after the N'Jadaka Incident. And Bucky? He works on living again. (Coconut curry and goats are involved.)

    Written for Captain America Reverse Big Bang 2018 (with art by Potofsoup).

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    20 Jun 2018

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    "Whatever the price was to keep him, Steve would pay it, but the awful truth was that it wasn’t Steve who was paying it, it was Bucky, had always been Bucky. It was Bucky who had held himself back from a better life in Brooklyn to stay with Steve and look out for him, it was Bucky who had stayed in a war that had already injured him profoundly to fight at Steve’s side. And the price for that had ended up being higher than either of them could have ever imagined. No wonder Bucky had stayed away." In which Steve reads Bucky's notebooks.

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    12 Jun 2018

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    27 Nov 2017

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    “All memories to tell you the truth aren’t good.
    But sometimes there were good times.
    Love was good. I loved your crooked sleep
    beside me and never dreamed afraid.

    There should be stars for great wars
    like ours. There ought to be awards
    and plenty of champagne for the survivors.”
    - Sandra Cisneros

    Or, it takes them decades.

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    03 Jul 2017

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    “All memories to tell you the truth aren’t good.
    But sometimes there were good times.
    Love was good. I loved your crooked sleep
    beside me and never dreamed afraid.

    There should be stars for great wars
    like ours. There ought to be awards
    and plenty of champagne for the survivors.”
    - Sandra Cisneros

    Or, it takes them decades.

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    03 Jul 2017

  11. Public Bookmark 86

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    A year after the events of Civil War, Bucky Barnes is forced to flee Wakanda. With no where else to turn, he seeks Steve's help. Steve must confront the full extent of his friend's condition. The rest of the team must learn to accommodate their unstable new housemate as Bucky struggles to recover the fragments of his past.

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    04 Jun 2017

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Barnes is now glaring at him for some reason. It's somewhat terrifying but also, oddly, a little reassuring— because that's emotion right there, which means there's still somebody behind those eyes. Somebody who seems to think Sam is being a bit slow on the uptake. "Time parameters exceeded. Mission failed."

    "Wait." Sam narrows his eyes. "Is this some kind of... report? Debriefing?"

    "Mission report," confirms Barnes, looking pleased. Well, looking slightly less murderous than before.

    In which various people deal with things they never signed up for, but at the end of the day no one's particularly surprised.

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    03 Jun 2017

  13. Public Bookmark 15

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    The Soldier came up with the plan in his spare time, though he never actually believed he’d put it into practice. Hydra’s reach seemed too complete – too powerful – to actually consider running. But he thought about it.

    And then the man stopped fighting. And he said he knew him. And the Soldier felt…felt… He knew what he felt was important.

    So, he ran.
    -- Written by Vitoliel

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    21 May 2017

  14. Public Bookmark 35

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    "Twenty-four, hours," Phillips says. It's just Steve and Phillips in the command tent. Peggy has already spirited Zola off to London to begin interrogation, and the Commandos are waiting outside. "You have twenty-four hours to get back here and on a plane to London. Take twenty-five hours, and I will have you declared AWOL and your star-spangled ass court martialed."

    Steve doesn't argue. He knows he's lucky to have even that much time to bring back Bucky.

    No, that's not right.

    To bring back Bucky's body.

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    14 Jan 2017

  15. Public Bookmark 50

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    In which Bucky tries to make sense of the jigsaw puzzle that's his life, with help from the team.

    (Or: In which there is a lot of angst, some meltdowns, but some nice things, too.)

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    20 Jul 2016

  16. Public Bookmark 9

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    "I'm sorry for your loss, Sergeant Barnes."

    "He shouldn't have even been there. Here. On the train. tracking down Hydra. In the army. Wherever. He was too skinny, too sick. Could hardly take a punch without falling over. Had to run to his rescue half the time, 'fore I went to war. And then he followed. And you and Stark fixed that."

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    In which Steve is the one to fall of the train that day, and Bucky become the Winter Soldier by driving a plane into the Arctic.

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    02 Jun 2016

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Good becomes great. Bad becomes worse.

     

    Angsty Post-Zola Bucky and Steve. Also, sex in tents. With biting.

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    31 May 2016

  18. Public Bookmark 77

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    Bucky's apartment in Bucharest, what he remembers while he's there, and what he wishes he could forget.

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    16 May 2016

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    Seven months after the end of Civil War, Bucky gets to be the one to save Steve and both of them find their way home. With some help from their friends.

     

    T'Challa gives Bucky a jet when he leaves to go find Steve. "Do not break this," he says, like Bucky is a child. "It is worth more than your arm."

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    10 May 2016

  20. This has been deleted, sorry!

    13 Feb 2016

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