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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
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- 222,222
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- 28/28
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Bookmarked by amber_run
14 Jun 2026
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hammerlock by plasticheartrings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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"I can't, OK? You win."
"I think you can try harder than that."
Shane stares up at Ilya and Ilya stares down at Shane, and Shane realizes he's not getting out of this without playing along. There's a challenge in Ilya's eyes, a glint of danger that makes the competitive nerve in Shane's spine itch.
He takes a deep breath, and tries to break loose. Really tries. Tries to buck Ilya off his lap and tug his arms free. Tries to roll out from under him. Even plants his feet on the mattress to get more leverage but…he can't do it.
OR; Ilya discovers he might be stronger than Shane. Luckily, this is an incredibly hot discovery for both of them.
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26 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.
Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.
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Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.A slice of life.
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- English
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- 85,533
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- 3/3
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19 May 2026
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where the yellow grass grows knee-high by alspancakes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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“So,” Shane started out, pushing half a strawberry around his plate, leaving a pink slimy trail in its wake. His eyes were down when he spoke, as usual, but they flicked up to find Ilya’s after a moment. “Um. I know it’s early, but I have a birthday gift for you. Well,” Shane bit his lip. “It’s not, like, a gift, I guess. Not physical.”
Ilya’s eyebrows raised, and he painted on a curious smile, pointing at his chest.
“For me? A gift?”
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or, ilya's first vacation with the hollanders. shane has a few surprises for him.
(takes place immediately after the conclusion of dana street)
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- Part 3 of dana street
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- English
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- 14,169
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by amber_run
19 May 2026
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Slut,” Ilya says, watching Shane’s mouth fall open at the name. “What? Are you not?”
Shane opens his mouth again, but no words come out.
“Stretched yourself open in here, while your team was just down the hall? Fingered your ass in my bed,” Ilya says, “in a stranger’s bed,” he adds on for effect, “during a party. Is pretty slutty,” he says.
Shane swallows. “I guess so.”
“Do you like it?”
“Like what?”
Ilya rolls his eyes. “Being a slut. Prepping yourself for a stranger’s cock? Getting naked in his bed with people in the next room,” he says.
Shane chews his lip, and he nods, just the smallest movement Ilya barely catches.
“Mm. Of course you do. Imagine if they knew,” Ilya purrs, and he pulls his shirt over his head, dropping it to the floor.
“You’ll keep your mask on?” Shane asks.
“Da. Of course. Otherwise you’d know who I am.”
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Ilya throws a masquerade party so he can fuck Shane without having to face anything else.
Bookmarked by amber_run
19 May 2026
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“I was thinking about the honeymoon phase thing.”
“Yes?” Ilya said.
“I think it’s different for us. I don’t want us to be all blissful and then only start fighting when we’re back to barely seeing each other. I think it’s good if we figure things out now, when we have the time. Whatever needs figuring out. So we have a solid foundation going into the season. Sort of like training camp.”
“So this means you will keep getting mad at me for things,” Ilya said.
Shane smiled, rolled his eyes. “Yeah, exactly,” he said.
“Good, I find it very hot,” Ilya said, and kissed him.An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive thrill-seeker walk into a relationship.
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- Part 7 of perfect from now on
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- English
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- 24,384
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by amber_run
19 May 2026
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Sometimes the enormity of it all scares Ilya. Everything Shane is willing to give him. He offers himself up on a silver plate, lets Ilya cut him open and make a mess of his insides, dig his greedy fingers into the muscle of his heart. It's terrifying and new, exhilarating and awful.
It doesn't scare him now. Now he will do what he wants, because ultimately it's what Shane wants, too. Their desires are so tightly aligned and entwined he couldn't separate them from each other even if he wanted to.
Bookmarked by amber_run
04 Apr 2026
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spun out so far by ultravioletdaydream
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jul 2026
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For Shane Hollander, life has always been about playing a part. On the ice, he plays the best (or second best, depending on who you ask) hockey player in a generation. With his family, he plays the role of golden boy - kind and resilient and responsible. Even with Ilya, Shane has a part to play; reliable, happy, secure.
But after the big move to Ottawa and a summer full of life changes, Shane can't catch his footing. This is supposed to be the start to the best chapter of his life – so why does he feel like he's drowning?
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Shane Hollander-Rozanov navigates an Autism diagnosis during his first season as an Ottawa Centaur.
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- English
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- 11/12
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Bookmarked by amber_run
11 Feb 2026
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Home Ice Advantage by taywrites11
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jan 2026
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“You’re going to Boston.”
Long after Farah hangs up, the words keep echoing in Shane’s head. If he had thought his thoughts had been chaotic this morning, when his biggest problem had been his rival potentially fucking him when he came to Montreal in two weeks, that’s nothing compared to the code-red panic that started the instant he found out he was being traded to Rozanov’s team.
Rozanov, who was supposed to be his great career rival. Rozanov, who he’s hooked up with twice now. Rozanov, who had been planning on coming to Shane’s apartment in Montreal to fuck him the next time they saw each other. God, how on Earth is Shane going to walk into his locker room in Boston in a few days time?
The impending awkwardness of dealing with Rozanov is almost enough to eclipse the hurt he’s trying to ignore. The knowledge that Montreal values him so little that they’re willing to dispose of him only six months into his rookie season. Almost, but not quite.
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Or, Shane gets traded to Boston AU.
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- Part 1 of Home Ice Advantage
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- English
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Bookmarked by amber_run
09 Feb 2026
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Who needs a nice guy in Montreal, anyway?
(or: 5 people who were pleasantly surprised by ilya rozanov)
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“You are so impatient,” Rozanov says. “Could not wait for me to finish my workout. Come here.”
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A Study in Devotion by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Dec 2025
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Shane, prickling with insecurity after seeing paparazzi photos of Ilya with an ex, tries to pick a fight.
Ilya disarms him completely by sitting in an armchair and calmly ordering, “On your knees.”
When Shane hesitates, Ilya adds, “You want to prove you’re better than a memory? Show me.”
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Shane is jealous. Ilya is more than ready to fuck him out of it.
Translated in Russian
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- Part 3 of Cross-Checked & Kissed (smut oneshots)
Bookmarked by amber_run
16 Dec 2025
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“I did not … know what happened. You touched over my pants, kissed my stomach. Went into my lap.” Ilya gestures with his free hand like he’s grasping for a word he can’t find, just out of reach. “Something was different.”
Shane can’t say he remembers all that in as much clarity as Ilya does – the whole day is a bit of a blur in his mind.
“We were having fun afternoon. Sex and naps and talking. And then I touched your hair and you went somewhere. Scared me, a little bit.”
Blinking and still not understanding, Shane repeats, “I went somewhere?”
Reaching over, Ilya picks up the booklet. One handed, he holds it against his thigh and flips to a page around halfway through with the word Subspace in bold at the top. He taps it with his forefinger. “Went here, I think.”
Shane experiences a sub-drop without knowing what's happening. Ilya doesn't know either, so he makes it his mission to find out.
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- Part 1 of Ilya and Shane explore gentle BDSM!
Bookmarked by amber_run
15 Dec 2025
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"I bet I can make you come more than twice in an hour Rozanov teased Shane when his hand swiped over the head of Shane's cock and gathered up the wet precome that gathered there before he jerked Shane off with single minded determination. And Shane had laughed and said big talk."
Shane and Ilya test to see how many times Shane can come in an hour.
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15 Dec 2025
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Eddie’s been in love with Buck for years—but he’s good at hiding things, burying feelings, and pretending everything’s fine. Until one night, he just... can’t anymore. He blurts out that he wants to scene with Buck, and to his surprise, Buck says yes. What starts as one scene quickly spirals into something deeper, something neither of them are quite ready to admit out loud. Cue: seven years of pining, mutual idiocy, soft dom!Buck, emotionally constipated!Eddie, a whole lot of feelings, some very intense aftercare, and eventually realizing that sometimes, love sounds a lot like “Color?” and “Green.”
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Three months later, things are mostly back to normal.
And then there's an accident.
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Buck wakes up in a dumpster.
This doesn't even rank among the top five worst places he’s woken up, which really says a lot about his life.
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- Part 1 of Better Buck Next Time
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Buck takes it to the grave.
He doesn’t mean to. It’s just—with all that time he spent teasing death, all the motorcycles and factory fires and blood-coated grenades—death gets impatient, in the end. Right as he’s starting to take life seriously. After he puts his name on the lease, buys life a ring, like, I’m in this for the long haul. Death gets jealous, and Buck falls through a second-story floor onto a derelict wrought-iron stair rail, and his femoral artery begins the quick but methodical work of leaking out the next fifty or sixty years of his life onto the charred tile floor. -
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“You’re being weird,” Buck plants his palms firmly on the kitchen island as Eddie stirs some hot chocolate in a small pot, just like his abuela used to do. This was a hit with the firehouse, and if he needed anything, it’s something that could cause a distraction so they didn’t need to have this conversation.
“What’re you talking about? No I’m not,” he returns, eyes looking anywhere other than into the eyes of the man he loves.
Eddie is coming to terms with his heightened sex drive...Buck doesn't mind one bit.
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It’s actually annoying that he’s not in love with Eddie.
You know?
It would make everything so much easier if he was.