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“Hey, where is Chris?” Buck mumbles, steadfastly ignoring the dig despite Eddie’s disarming smile.
Eddie raises a brow at him. “It’s noon, babe. He’s at school.”
“Babe?”
Josh snorts.
Eddie groans and throws his head in his hands. “I’m tired.” He flaps a hand at Josh and says weakly, “I’ve never hung out with both of you at the same time without the buffer of a group. Can’t code-switch like this.”
Buck frowns at him. Then he frowns at Josh, who ignores him and smiles into his coffee. “I don’t think I’ve ever actually seen you guys talk and you call each other babe?”
“What? You thought you were special?” Josh says, “I call everyone babe. I once accidentally called Captain Nash babe while trying to direct him to an injured caller.”
Buck would be eating that up if he weren’t distracted looking over at Eddie, who can’t seem to look him in the face. “You’ve never called me babe.”
“Just did,” Eddie mutters.
“By accident,” Buck huffs. “Bite me.”Or: Christopher was excellent practice for dealing with a sleepy Buck and drunk Josh, even the morning after, and Eddie needs a nap. And lots of kisses. (He gets both.)
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They’d made it to the bed this time.
And TK lingers for approximately four seconds longer than he did the last time before he starts pulling away and sitting up, throwing his legs over the side of the bed with a little sigh.[…]
“Mm,” TK groans, “God, you’re hot.” He kisses him again and then winces into it when he braces himself with a hand on Carlos’s hip. “And sticky,” he complains, “I was supposed to be getting a cloth to clean us up a little.”
“Oh, yeah? What’s keeping you?” Carlos asks innocently, all the while continuing to keep TK put with his mouth.
Carlos lets himself indulge for a little longer, still a little afraid that every kiss might be the last, until TK finally pulls away with a gentle stroke of his knuckles along Carlos’s jaw.
“I’ll be right back, okay?”
Carlos just nods, and he collapses into the pillows as soon as TK ducks out of the room. He hears him in the bathroom and then on the stairs, and Carlos leans over the side of the bed to check that TK’s clothes are still scattered over his floor. They are. And Carlos is… pretty sure that TK wouldn’t leave without them.
Either way, he lets himself trust.Series
- Part 2 of Is it always going to be like this?
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Eddie turns to Buck and says cheerily, “We’re here to kidnap you.”
Buck snorts. “Excuse me?”
“Maddie’s keeping your parents busy for me,” Eddie says, ignoring Buck’s frown and edging around him toward the stairs. “She mentioned your mom wants to buy you a couch?”
“Um. Yeah, I guess.”
“So I told her that you sleep like a big, giant baby on my couch.”
“I… do,” Buck says slowly. “So…”
“So you’re coming home with us,” Eddie says, “and we’re gonna share the bed because that couch is mediocre at best, no matter how many times you insist it’s fine.”
“But I do sleep like a baby there.”
Eddie abandons his unsubtle slow-motion beeline to the stairs. He strides back over and thwaps a hand down on Buck’s shoulder before sliding it gently over the back of his neck, his grin melting into something warm and soft. “It’s not about the couch.”
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Buck flails and tries to sit up. “Eddie,” he gasps. “No, no, no, no. I need to go. I need to find him. I need—” He struggles, tries to squirm out of Eddie’s grip, and he growls, “Let me go. I need to find Christopher.”
“You back with us?” Hen asks, joining them on Buck’s other side and helping Eddie hold him down.
“What? No, let me go!” he says, struggling against Hen’s efforts to keep him still. His eyes grow hot with tears and he tries to dive over the side of the rescue boat, calling weakly for Christopher.
Eddie tackles him, his own eyes wet, and it’s looking into those sad brown eyes that finally brings Buck fully back to himself.“Stop. Where’s Christopher?”
“I don’t know,” Buck wails. “I’m so sorry. I—” He twists, tries to fight Eddie so he might jump back into the water, but the body atop him is heavy and he’s so, so tired.
“Buck,” Eddie says, tears sliding down his face and dripping onto Buck’s soaked shirt. “Buck, stop. I’m not losing you too.”
Buck slumps, letting his eyes flutter closed and giving in to the warm weight of Eddie’s body holding him down. “I’m already lost,” he mumbles into the darkness as he finally, finally goes to sleep. -
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“Hey,” Eddie says softly, “You really showed up for me yesterday. Thank you.”
“Course,” Buck says, “We had fun.”
“Fun? You sat in the ER with my abuela for three hours.”
“Well, yeah,” he says, “but just think about how many embarrassing stories can be told in that time.”
Eddie groans. “I don’t wanna know.” He stands up and yanks the blanket past Buck’s smug smile and up over his head. “I’m getting in the shower,” he says from a little further away, “I put the coffee on for you.”
“Angel,” Buck mumbles reverently, “marry me.”
“Maybe one day.”
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You love me. by anarchyat4am
Fandom: Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
30 Jun 2024
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They haven’t seen one another since they exchanged a whispered argument about profiteroles at some fancy dinner over a year ago, when—to the rest of the world, at least—Henry was a straight man living in Kensington Palace and Alex was a straight woman living in the White House. And now… a gay man and a bisexual trans man meet in Texas.
They fall in love. And then they fuck about it.
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Take me to bed, Prince Charming. by anarchyat4am
Fandom: Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
27 Nov 2023
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Alex is flown back to London for another Bros Weekend™ now that he and Henry are actually friends, and once again, they meet in the KP guest kitchen in their pyjamas. This time, it... goes a little differently.
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Grew up out of ice-frozen ground by yourbuttervoicedbeau (kiwiana) for midnightstreet
Fandoms: Schitt's Creek
13 Aug 2020
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Embarrassment and fury wash through Patrick in equal measure. What a snobby, elitist asshole. Here’s Patrick, offering a friendly welcome to someone else who’s new in town, and Mr Big City can’t even bring himself to say hello?
Well, now he knows. David Rose isn’t worth a minute of his time.
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08 Oct 2025
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“Um,” his voice cracks and he clears his throat and tries again, “Um, Patrick can’t come into work today?”
“Oh?” Alexis asks, keeping the question carefully nonchalant which really only makes things worse. If she’s sparing his feelings then shit surely must be hitting the fan.
“Yeah.”
“Did he say why?” Again, meticulously neutral.
“No.”
Or, the morning after Grad Night goes somewhat differently when Patrick gets a call from home.
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for everything I long to do (it's a, it's a, it's a, it's a sin) by stellarpoint (pettifogger)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
15 Jan 2023
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Steve and Eddie are close. The whole party knows that; it’s not a secret. But they’re close in the way they’re all close, right? The bonds of trauma, or something like that. They’re close like Steve and Robin are close, like Jonathan and Argyle are close, like Will and El are close.
Right?
Slowly, Will turns back around and peeks around the corner again.
Snippets of their conversation float over to him. Steve is adding chocolate chips to the batter and Eddie is leaning up against the counter next to him, one arm looped loosely around Steve’s waist, the other reaching into the bowl to steal chocolate chips and nibble on them.
Eddie rests his chin on Steve’s shoulder and hums. “Is this what it’s gonna be like when we have those six little Harringtons? You makin’ breakfast every morning?”
Or: Will wakes up early after a sleepover at the Harrington house. He sees something in the kitchen he wasn't meant to see, which prompts the realization that he might not be as alone as he thought.
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time we lost is resting on the stairs (and so we go) by control
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
22 Sep 2017
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Bucky’s mouth quirks a little, a tiny smile hovering at the corner of his lips. Sam is, surprisingly, enjoying this vibe—this catching-up-with-an-old-buddy vibe he’s getting here, sitting in a Starbucks with Bucky Barnes—but now that the prospect of answers is lurking just under his nose he can’t wait any longer.
“So why have you been following me around town?” he asks, casual-like, in the same voice he would use on a first date: so what do you like to do?
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i'm onto you by steddieas_shegoes for SimpleBTRomance
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
31 Oct 2023
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Wayne liked to think he couldn’t be rattled, not since Eddie “died” and showed up on his doorstep being held up by Steve Harrington and Dustin Henderson looking like he hadn’t slept in a week and hadn’t showered for even longer.
But walking into his trailer to see Steve Harrington wrapped up in Eddie’s arms on his couch did startle him a bit.
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