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    As far as he knows, Jeongguk arrived to Namjoon’s doorstep and has only left it on two occasions - for a doctor’s visit and a trip to the courthouse to get his birth certificate and social security. Even his cooperation with police has been done from the comfort of Namjoon’s living room.

    Jeongguk is an owner of some things now, an email, and a pay-as-you-go phone that Hoseok brought him that he claimed was an old one of his. Jeongguk doesn’t care much about these things yet, but it’s all part of Namjoon’s plan to get him on his feet and out into the world.

    He just hasn’t seen much of the world outside this door.

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    "There used to be a lot of them here. At one point, there were more than the house could really hold. They’d fill the room from wall to wall during evening meditation. They were so perfect back then. They got so close."

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    Ever since Chan brought Jisung into the divine light, he has been utterly devoted to his faith. Even after all the other members have left, even after years of manipulation and trauma, even when their home becomes bug-infested and decaying. When Changbin returns for a visit, Jisung is sure it's a sign their religious movement will come back in full force, but things only seem to get more confusing.

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    It’s desperation that drives Felix to place himself at the mercy of someone he has no right to expect kindness from. Six months on the street with his funds running low, if one of his father’s men doesn’t kill him then the oncoming winter will. Going to Chan is a decided risk, he might put a bullet in Felix's skull instead of taking on the job he's offering, but— well. At least that death will be quick.

    But Chan doesn’t kill him. He gives Felix shelter, gives him a home. And Felix finds himself in way too deep with a man who doesn’t even fully know who he’s falling for.

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    “This is Minho,” his mother said, not standing at Jisung’s entrance. “He’ll be staying with you when we’re not around.”

    Jisung nodded. It was too erratic; he must have looked crazy. Minho was still smiling. Jisung felt like the layers of his skin were being peeled back and examined. He felt like a twitching body on an autopsy table. He felt like he was going to have a heart attack under all of the attention. He felt like he was going to die.

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    “I’m sorry about this,” the man said. He took a sip of his coffee before continuing, “It’s the lesser of two evils. A mother and her young children, or a single kid. It has to be you.”

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