18 Works by antarez
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“You can’t move on.”
“I’m not sure how to,” he admits.
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Post-Journey's End whump
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"And he hadn't slept for days up until that point, so when his body pushed against the mattress just right and heated up when he slid the blanket over himself, he knew he'd be out in a second. Before he committed to it, he felt this familiar energy in his room, lingering in his mind and invading everything around him.
He'd be dreaming tonight."
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- 1,493
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Kendall attends therapy post-finale, gets bored and has a bunch of flashbacks that don't really mean anything in the end.
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Clutching his stomach and heavily breathing, he chose to ignore the sound of the phone ringing for the 3rd time to no avail and instead listened in to the waves splashing against each other in the distance. He closed his eyes and remembered the feeling of choking on water, wondered if going back to it was what should've happened, what he was supposed to do.
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The consequences of falling in love with Kendall Roy and the impossible hopelessness of being afraid
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The day Kendall Logan Roy died and then smoked weed with Stewy afterwards
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He lets himself slip and show his greedy, yearnful, ugly side. Show his humanity. Whatever's left of it, anyways.
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you start, stand still and shove regret back at me by antarez
Fandoms: Better Call Saul (TV)
16 Jul 2024
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It was the only way he could forget about him. The only way he could bring himself to move on. Whatever it was, it felt like revenge. Served rotten, stale and rancid.
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- Part 2 of midlife crisis yaoi
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hopeless/have we ever been anything different? by antarez
Fandoms: Better Call Saul (TV)
27 Jun 2024
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He hates him. He hates what he represents. He hates what he reminds him of. He hates that he can still remember the taste of his lips and the feeling of his hands on his skin.
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- Part 1 of midlife crisis yaoi
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Scene rewrite. Nacho dies earlier.
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We'll Probably Remain This Way To The End, In Steps by antarez
Fandoms: Better Call Saul (TV)
10 Jun 2024
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Domingo can't sleep after meeting up with Nacho a week after he beat the shit out of him.
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Trying to live in one house with your past constantly following you around proves to be difficult for all of them, but especially for Alex. These past few years have been weird, but somehow the weirdest part of it all is just how often Tim and Alexs bodies end up against each other these days.
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Tim teaches Jay how to properly roll a joint in a car. Also Jay has a staring problem.
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Alex comes back home with blood-soaked arms for the 3rd time without an explanation whatsoever. Amy has a lot of trouble accepting the reality of her boyfriend keeping such secrets from her.
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- 941
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- 6
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After Alex shows up one morning to let Tim kill him and ends up attempting suicide, Tim decides to help him even though he doesn't forgive him one bit for killing Jay and knows he never would.
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Tim feels extremely unhappy about Jays decision to let Alex, who not so long ago almost killed him, let live together with them and gets even more mad after Alex stays past his due. Unexpectedly, something one night changes Tims feelings about him.
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Tim has a nightmare and wakes Jay up. Tim feels guilty and goes outside for a smoke.
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Jay attacks Tim in an attempt to kill him, but is unable to bring himself to do it and folds.
(Heavily based on/copied off of a @mersei47 (on tumblr) comic. Sorry if I interpreted your art wrong)