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  1. Public Bookmark 84

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    Dazai didn't know what he was doing, but he'd be damned if he let that stop him. For Oda, he tells himself. He's doing this for Oda.

    He definitely isn't doing this for himself. He definitely isn't doing this to keep what little piece of Chuuya he had left.

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    Soukoku Angst/Fluff fic
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    I gave them a child, that's the basis, Dazai's a dad and Chuuya doesn't know he is one (for a while, at least)
    Irregular updates, but not abandoned!

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    26 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Not dallying a heartbeat more Dazai advanced towards Fyodor; no mistaking how crimson irises glowed up, proof even demon had it in him to hope for a miracle. “I know your goal is to make me frustrated”, and congratulations, you’ve achieved just that.

    “But I didn’t know that included sexual frustration”, gibed Dazai in octave lower, glint in eyes darkening. In an echo Fyodor’s dimmed too. Those thin lips that captured too much of his attention contorted into a sinister smile, left nothing to imagination and a lot to Dazai’s accumulated frustration.


    In which Fyodor’s obsession with Dazai gets out of hand and he ends up minding Dazai’s skirt chasing habits a tad bit too much to sit it out – thence takes matters into own hands.

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    22 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    A heavy silence lingered over the rest of the theater. Arrayed in the red seats were the Port Mafia, the Hunting Dogs, and even some members of the Decay of the Angels—a chilling, silent truce forced upon them by an unknown power.

    “Jinko?”

    The voice, sharp and familiar, cut through the tension, making Atsushi stop in his tracks. He turned, his lips trembling as his eyes went wide with pure shock. “Akutagawa?”

    It had felt like ages since he’d seen him like this—returned to himself, his piercing, cold grey eyes stripped of the vampire’s empty glaze.

    or in other words...

    Season 5 BSD cast reacts to manga spoilers, chapter 114 and above. (rewritten reactions for chap 114 to 118 as for now)

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    18 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Chuuya starts seeing Dazai's ghost after he kills himself.

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    15 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    The first time Dazai tried to kill himself was when he was 8 years old. The idea of suicide was put into his head after he found a book, The Guide to Suicide. That book opened up an option to escape life a depressed, abused 8 year old shouldn’t have access too.

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    15 Oct 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    Atsushi is investigating a case of a missing child.

    Dazai is certain they're dead.

    Angst ensues.

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    15 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    “You are still a kid too, you know.”

    Dazai narrows his eyes. “I’m nearly twenty three.”

    “Compared to me, twenty three is nothing.” Fukuzawa chuckles at his own joke. “I still feel like a child sometimes, even at my age. We never really grow out of it.”

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    In learning how to feel happiness, Dazai gets the chance to finally live the childhood he never got to have. Maybe there is no greater meaning to life, but that’s something he has to figure out for himself. This is a story of healing, learning to love, and acceptance, in every sense of the words.

    Inspired by all the “de-aging” fics out there that use time travel to deal with the trauma these kids went through (which I absolutely adore!) Time moves forward, and they can’t change the past, but it’s never too late to start to heal.

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    15/15
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    12 Oct 2025

  8. Rec 67

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    Why do good things happen to bad people?
    Dazai thinks this each time something good enters his life.
    This time, when the very best thing enters his life, the thought rings even louder.

    Why do bad things happen to good people?
    Chūya wonders this about himself.
    Himself and Dazai.

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    Or, Chūya is looking for some answers. Dazai is trying to do better.
    OR, Chūya as Dazai's assistant, Dazai as a mess, and a company full of secrets.

    CWs in the tags!

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    06 Oct 2025

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