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Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Shane opens his eyes and tears spill onto his pillow and into Ilya’s hand. He has that apologetic stare again. He says, “Love you.”
“Nothing in the world could make me stop loving you,” Ilya says. “Do you understand?”
With hesitation, his eyes darting around, Shane breathes out, “I understand.”
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- Part 1 of hard times
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22 Dec 2025
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the bones i’m about to leave by paocai
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Kent’s arm slams against a locker, body angling until he’s blocking the exit. “What, you’re suddenly too good for us?”
Shane is fucking tired. It was bad enough dealing with snide remarks all game and his shoulder still twinges from a suspect slam into the boards. The last thing he wants to deal with is a belligerent Dallas Kent. “Try scoring a goal next time and I might change my mind.”
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The world ends. Somehow, Shane has to keep going.
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- Part 1 of Metamorphoses
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16 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander arrives at Boston University believing he is closer to the dream he has always pursued: becoming a professional hockey player. Talented and disciplined, he soon realizes that things will not be easy.
Ilya Rozanov dominates the rink with the same ease with which he instills fear. What begins as violence disguised as play soon turns into something deeper and more dangerous.
Caught between his dream and the obsession of the man he cannot leave, Shane learns that some traps simply have no way out.
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Ilya Rozanov is obsessed with Shane Hollander, and his way of showing it is through acts of violence.- Language:
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15 Dec 2025
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"Like he is a god and all you want is a chance to touch. You think about it, yeah? What it would be like if his full attention was on you, only you. What his voice would sound like praising your name. And to get that, you'd do anything, wouldn't you?"
"I—Marc, what are you talking about?" A high-pitched giggle escaped Marco, all nervous and anxious. He didn't know what was going on, he really didn't, this just wasn't—what the fuck was happening? "You're, this is just some kind of projecting. Leave me out of this mess going on between you two, it's not right, I'm just trying to do my job and win races."
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Or, the 24 hours of Le Mans with a twist.
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11 Dec 2025
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Jorge is…shameless, the way only his compatriots are. Unhinged, always toying on the fine line between innocent camaraderie and blatant flirting. He helps Marco to his feet only to shove him behind a flimsy aluminum partition and kiss him, wet and sloppy, almost ripping a shocked moan out of him, his calloused hand clamped on the back of his head while Marco kisses the taste of sambuca from his lewd mouth. He never liked sambuca too much, but he could consider the idea of giving it a chance if he could always drink it directly from Jorge’s tongue. Soon enough, he finds himself tugging at Jorge’s sweaty mesh top, unable to exercise enough self-restraint not to act horny on main. Again, Jorge laughs, but the way he pulls at his curls is making Marco actively want to ditch any sort of inhibition and fall on his knees right where they are – where everybody could see them, if they weren’t too busy getting drunk while a remixed version of Gloria is playing in the background.
Marco keeps his promise and gives Jorge the best blowjob of his life after Aprilia manages a podium finish.
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11 Dec 2025
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Pedro's motorhome isn't hard to find – follow the smell of faux poverty and you're there, Fermin thinks as he powerwalks across the paddock with his sunglasses on, his lip curling over his teeth, sucking the faintest taste of blood from the gums. His stupid fucking trailer is, as always, parked at the far edge of the paddock, and it's still as ugly as Fermin remembers, even now that Pedro is considerably richer. But he likes playing the people's princess, the diehard working class hero, and so he keeps traveling in that hideous thing that smells of old socks and 99 cents Arbre Magique even though he could definitely afford an upgrade.
He stalls for a moment, though, weighing the pros and cons of barging in uninvited to even the score, shaded behind a truck, arms crossed as he drums a nervous beat with his fingers. The risk of blowing things out of proportion is high. He could even be sanctioned by the FIM for unsportsmanlike conduct, but he's never been one to play gracious loser, and he most definitely won't start now. Pedro needs to be reminded who he's dealing with – no matter the cost.Following a very dangerous move that costed him his race, Fermin confronts Pedro and they end up fucking...again.
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11 Dec 2025
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“Let’s do something,” Tony says at last, sprinting back to where Fabio is lazily sprawled under the sun and crawling on all fours until he’s practically on top of him, a mischievous grin splitting his sunkissed face in two. It’s hot and it’s afternoon, and Fabio really doesn’t want to do anything in particular, so he wraps his legs around Tony, throws him off balance, and catches him right before he smashes face first into his nose.
“Can’t we just cook in the sun a little more?”
Tony snorts, his plush lips curling into a displeased pout.
“But we’ve been here for hours,” he laments, excessively plaintive. Fabio chuckles: it’s been hardly thirty minutes, he’d argue, but he knows better than to start a war he can’t really win.A slow, lazy afternoon on Fabio's yacht.
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11 Dec 2025
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"Don't you feel like Bezz has been acting strange?" Luca muttered, staring at the track through the window. It had been hours since Bezz took a break, as he only paused to refuel the bike. Even as the lamps outside flickered on, as the other academy members put away their plates, Bezz didn't come inside.
Luca sighed, standing up to grab his rain jacket and an umbrella."Luca." Vale finally called out. Luca turned to face his mentor. "I'll talk to him"
Luca didn't question Vale, but god, he wished he did.
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- Part 1 of Untitled Universe
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11 Dec 2025
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It was a Sunday like many others before, although the race finished hours before the nagging feeling that Bez had been sensing for days didn’t go away. On Thursday, when it first appeared, he thought something was going to happen during the weekend, but other that the usual slide during practice, everything went well. Now that the weekend was over the nagging feeling was still there. He just needed someone to cuddle with to drown out the unease before packing everything to fly away. As usual, he wasn’t really paying attention to his surroundings, Vale and the other always told him to never let his guard down even, the MotoGP paddock wasn’t safe for an omega like him.
Or What happen when an awful situation bring two enemies togheter.
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11 Dec 2025
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“Want a sip?”
“What is it?”
“I don’t know,” he candidly admits. “It’s got a weird name. It’s…coconut water based, I think?”
Marco grimaces.
“Coconut water tastes like it’s been in someone else’s mouth,” he shakes his head. And – oh boy. Jorge laughs. Hard, open-mouthed, genuine. Marco’s face catches on fire the moment he pulls him in a sort of tight hug, a display of camaraderie for sure, but it feels like there’s something more to it, something sizzling, bubbling, trapped right under the surface. Jorge’s right arm around his shoulders. His left hand instinctively flying to Marco’s chest to pat him – Marco wonders if it’s possible to feel someone’s heartbeat under a hoodie, then he decides not to obsess too much over it. Overthinkers will overthink, yadda yadda.
Still.
He’s not imagining it, the subtle hum of static energy between them. He’s drunk, of course, but not drunk enough to hallucinate something that isn’t there.
“You’re so funny,” Jorge ends up saying, a little bit too indulgently not to get Marco’s mind running wild.Bez and Jorge end up fucking after visiting the Aprilia factory.
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11 Dec 2025
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Jannik Sinner is a beta. But, with his height, he could've been an alpha. There's strength in him, and sometimes, when he scores a good point, when Carlos knows Jannik feels in control, he'll shake the racket in his hand – as close to a celebration as he will usually allow himself to give –, and his eyes will look just dark enough. Threatening. Dominating.
Carlos doesn't let himself think about the other possibility. About the wide hips and the legs that go on for fucking miles, and the shyness and the awkwardness in interviews and the hard-won smiles. Because if Jannik were an omega – well, that would be a dangerous thought, wouldn't it?
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11 Oct 2025
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Dr. Henry Loomis was a giving guy it seemed, and Duncan wasn’t really used to that.
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- Part 26 of Movie and TV fics
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20 Sep 2025
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Pecco grumbled under his breath, fingers digging into his thighs. He wasn’t sure how much longer he could sit there and watch Bez flirt with Sava, their bodies practically enmeshed, stitched together at the sides. Inseparable.
“Stop glaring him down, Francesco, it won’t help,” a voice drawled. Pecco shifted his gaze, smiling momentarily when he spotted his boyfriend. Marc was a dream, always keeping his head level even when Bez flirted with Sava right in front of them. Pecco only wished he could be that steady one day.
or, Pecco and Marc are pining.
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20 Sep 2025
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(Everything I do) I do it for you by Youthgoneoscarwilde for Lauraaa26
Fandoms: Tennis RPF
30 Mar 2024
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Jannik feels his heart starting to race in his chest. “I am happy you invited me.“ He admits.
Carlos smiles at him once more. “You know, I would like to spend more time with you.” Carlos then says.
So does Jannik, but he cannot. This won’t happen, it cannot. “I wish we could.” Jannik says.
“We could” Carlos says.
Jannik looks away and shakes his head. “I … no, I don’t think so.”
“Why not?” Carlos asks.
Jannik tugs at his shirt and tries to find an excuse. “I … different scheduels and everything.”
“But not all the time, right? I am sure there must evenings where we are both free.”
Jannik knows that it will not be possible, but still he lies to make Carlos happy but also so he will let go of the topic.-----
Or: Jannik is secretly in love with Carlos, only one person knows. Instead of happiness it bring him only pain and abuse from the person who should want only his best. Carlos on the other hand, wishes Jannik would not always push him away....
TW: abuse (physical, mentla, sexual), eating disorder, self confidence issues
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26 Aug 2025
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"Ah what the fuck is that?!"Martin shrieked scrambling away behind Zora.
"It's an Anchiornis!"Henry gasped and knelt down on the floor near the creature that cocked it's head to the side, eyeing them all in curiosity.Henry deserved to touch more dinosaurs :<
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09 Jul 2025
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Effects of Heat-Supressant Withdrawal in Life-threatening Situations: a Case Study by Anonymous
Fandoms: Jurassic World Rebirth (2025)
11 Jul 2025
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By the second hour he is sweating terribly. More than normal. Nothing about this is normal. He keeps pulling at the collar of his shirt and panting and thinking with a shameful flush that everyone knows. He keeps waiting for someone to call him out. Someone's got to have noticed. He shuts his eyes, just briefly. He's being paranoid. Nobody knows. He's fine.
(Or: Henry's heat suppressants are lost at sea.)
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08 Jul 2025
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Past joys, vain loves, and buried hopes by psychomachia for chunni
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV)
09 Jul 2022
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For most of his life, Anthony believed he was a beta. It's the cruelest joke of all.
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12 Jun 2025
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Shiro has PTSD and also Sendak and Haggar can kiss my ass.
This is basically a huge self-indulgent fic where Shiro has actual trauma that is addressed and also has a real character (kind of, hopefully) and then has Best Boyfriend Adam to help him afterwards
TW Rape elements (implied), blood and gore, general upsetting trauma
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06 Jun 2025
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If We Can't Stop The Bleeding, We Don't Have To Fix It by Anonymous
Fandoms: Motorcycling RPF
14 May 2025
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After an accident on track, everything changes.
The season doesn’t pause. Cameras don’t look away. But behind the scenes, three riders are holding each other together with quiet hands, soft words, and the kind of love that was never meant to be public.
Some stories are too fragile to share.
This one learns how to breathe anyway.Series
- Part 2 of All I Want Is Nothing More
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15 May 2025
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“I thought maybe if I just tried hard enough, it would be enough. That if I went through the motions, if I let him hold me, let him kiss me - maybe I’d start to feel like his Alex again. Maybe I’d get the memories back. But the more I try, the more I feel like I’m failing him.” Alex swallowed hard, blinking against the tears burning his eyes. “It’s like Red Bull all over again, you know? They needed me to be a second Max. To be this perfect version of a driver I couldn’t be, no matter how hard I pushed myself. And George... he needs me to be a version of myself I can’t even remember. I’m not what he wants. I’m not what he needs. I’m just... disappointing him. Over and over.”
Or: Part two of "It's fine. Don't worry."
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- Part 2 of Alexander Albon suffers from Amnesia
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04 Mar 2025