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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    “Stay still, shitty Dazai!” Chuuya snapped. “It's not my fault you have a girly face!”

    Dazai blinked. “Girly?”

    “You know what I mean,” Chuuya muttered, fluster flaring so quickly he tried to mask it with attitude. “You’re—you just—you look stupid enough for it, okay?”

    or: Dazai doesn’t think much about gender—until glitter triggers a memory from when he was fifteen. A summer festival, yukatas, and Dazai looking way too pretty with sparkles on his face.
    (Ranpo approves. Loudly.)

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    20 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    'But maybe it's also because of the way Chuuya's red hair frames his face, making me wanna bury myself in it,' Dazai said as he snuggles deeper.

    'Or the distinct blue colour of his eyes that make me see the ocean,' he says, tracing his thumb below chuuya's right eye.

    'Or the way his freckles look like little constellations,' his hand moved from the cheek to tracing the bridge of chuuya's nose.

    There was a moment of silence while Chuuya took it in.

    'Dazai...'

    'Hm?' the brunette replied, fingers still tracing chuuya's face.

    'You're not drunk anymore, are you?'

    'Nope, I realised what was happening halfway through my speech,' Dazai said with a little grin, 'but I was too far into the confession so I might as well finish it.'

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    or, a confession on a drunken night + odasaku as a good brother to soukoku scenes

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    20 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Fyodor wants to write scripture about the way Dazai’s hair falls into his eyes. Compose a sonata inspired by the hue of Dazai’s eyes under the streetlights. He wants to rip away Dazai’s mask of false purity with his teeth and feast on the sickness inside the wretched man’s soul.

    He is snapped out of his reverie by laughter. The streetlights paint Dazai’s features sweetly, like honey drizzled over freshly-baked shortcake. He’s still leaning into Fyodor’s personal bubble as though it is nothing, as if the walls that have stood for over two thousand years were simply never built. The man tilts his head, amused. “Fyodor, are you feeling well? You can’t stop staring, this isn’t like you. You look a little more flushed than usual. This is odd, even for a freak like you.”

    Fyodor blinks, runs sixteen simulations of the most feasibly possible outcomes for his next question in his mind, tilts his head, smiles, and—

    “Osamu, would you like to come home with me tonight?”

    —takes a leap of faith, for once.

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    18 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    After the happenings in Beast Yeast Pure Vanilla has been on the road, travelling back to their kingdom with his companions, when a nagging feeling keeps on reminding him that some things are not as they seem.

    Someone familiar has been watching.

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  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    A truce. A banquet. A dare that should’ve been harmless. But when Dazai is told to kiss three people and rank them, the game shifts into something neither he nor Chuuya can walk away from unchanged.

    What begins with wine and banter beneath velvet lights spirals into late-night confessions, old scars reopened, and the slow, reluctant softening of a rivalry forged in fire. Somewhere between kisses and silence, they find something dangerously close to peace.

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