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    Shane doesn't get his bell wrung. Ilya ends things. Months later, Shane meets Mark. Things get much, much worse before they get better. AKA Sweet beautiful boy Shane gets into an abusive relationship, and struggles to escape. Here comes Ilya.

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    Mark’s hands were curling around his waist and his warmth is at Shane’s back and for the first time he can really identify, he doesn’t want this. It’d been building for a while, months actually, but he knows definitively now - he doesn’t want it at all anymore.

    “Just let me know, next time. I worry about you, you know?”

    And the rules only build from there.

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    The noise must have been loud enough to reach Shane too, because he turned his head, his eyes just slitted and open enough to find Ilya’s despite the trainer’s warning to keep still. Ilya’s breath caught. Shane—his Shane—looked so scared, with tears running down his face and mingling with all the blood.

    His mouth moved. It was more unintelligible sounds, really just a breath of air, but for the first time Ilya saw it. He knew those syllables, he had seen them pass through Shane’s lips only once before, on a night he would never forget.

    "Ilya."

    or, a reimagining of Shane’s injury during the Montreal vs. Boston game in 2017, except this time it’s a little messier, a little bloodier, and much, much worse.

    Oh, and Ilya loses his mind.

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    The club scene except someone spikes Shane’s drink and he almost blacks out on the dance floor.

    Ilya catches him.

    Rose puts the pieces together.

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    Shane receives a life-altering diagnosis.

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    “And here I was going to behave, ask if I am yet allowed to touch you.” Ilya reaches between them to capture Shane’s chin between thumb and forefinger, looking intently into his eyes for a half-dozen heartbeats or so. Then his lips are on Shane’s, a warm press of mouths turned wet as Ilya slides his tongue between Shane’s teeth.

    “It was so fucking annoying, not being able to,” Shane grumbles into Ilya’s mouth, breaking the kiss so he can nuzzle Ilya’s pulse instead. “Not wanting this is stupid as hell.” As he rubs the underside of his jaw into Ilya’s shoulder, he feels the alpha’s low chuckle vibrate through to the base of his own spine, making him squirm.

    “For once we agree on something, Hollander. You are very stupid and annoying.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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