ashesashesinmyarms
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may all your troubles soon be gone (oh, christmas lights, keep shining on) by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
25 Dec 2025
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Mid-December 2014. Ava’s first Christmas after S.H.I.E.L.D.’s collapse. While nothing about molecular disequilibrium is easy, Bill does his best to bring her some holiday cheer.
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another version of me, i was in it by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), What If...? (Cartoon 2021), Marvel Zombies (Cartoon 2025)
19 Oct 2025
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“Dreams are windows into the lives of our multiversal selves.”
- Dr. Stephen Strange, Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (2021)Three times Ava dreamed about an alternate universe, and one time Bill did.
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underneath the skin, there’s a human (despite everything, i’m still human) by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
20 Aug 2025
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Others at S.H.I.E.L.D. saw an opportunity in Ava’s affliction. They built a containment suit to control her phasing. They trained her as a stealth operative, weaponized her — she stole for them, spied for them, killed for them. All of it was documented.
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S.H.I.E.L.D. has been gone for months. Ava’s cure never came. She’s staying with Bill now, and he’s kind in a way she isn’t used to, but if she’s to have any hope of a pain-free existence, they both need to face what happened in that lab prison. Neither of them are quite ready for the footage.
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and i’m split in half, but that’ll have to do by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
05 Aug 2025
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Dr. Foster’s world, five years after half of it turned to dust.
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Ava has been dead for years when Scott arrives with the quantum healing particles. It takes an unexpected conversation with another father for Bill to realize that he was one, once, too.
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if there was a place that i could call home by ashesashesinmyarms
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Ant-Man (Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
29 Jul 2025
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Ava’s exhaustion in the absence of pain — after Janet, after everything. Ava’s exhaustion, and the unexpected vulnerability that comes with being so tired.
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Ava falls asleep in Bill’s arms.