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Do you think we’ll be in love forever? by ate_my_brain
Fandoms: Eurovision Song Contest RPF, Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician)
26 May 2024
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In 2025 Bojan’s life is very different from where he expected it to be back in April 2023. It wasn’t one particular decision that brought him where he is, it was a flow of life with its sharp turns and rocky waves. And okay, maybe some wrong choices and disappointments sprinkled on top too.
Bojan still makes music and plays gigs, and yet happiness seems permanently out of his reach. Is there a way to bring back joy and hunger for life that had once overfilled him? Does he even know he is missing them?
Also, what has happened to Joker Out, and why is Jere not in Bojan’s life anymore?or
A story where nobody is perfect and everyone makes mistakes.
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The story of love (that hurts) by ate_my_brain
Fandoms: Eurovision Song Contest RPF, Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician)
24 Aug 2023
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The story started with a text. A stupid fucking text message he received from Jere after a month of silence. For a whole month there had been no reactions to any of his Instagram stories, no silly DMs, no emojis in WhatsApp chat. Actually, it had been a month and exactly one week, but it wasn’t as if Bojan was keeping count.
No, that wasn’t right. The story started a lot earlier than that.
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A story about love that is not as straightforward as it should have been - because it rarely is.
(Inspired by Bojan's recent Instagram story about having to go to the hospital after returning from the UK tour)
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To hell with everybody else by ate_my_brain
Fandoms: Eurovision Song Contest RPF, Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician)
22 Jul 2023
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Every time Bojan got drunk at a party, he would make out with a man. It kind of became his thing. It never really meant anything – merely a way to draw attention and get with the girls.
The first time Jere kissed Bojan it was a soft brush of lips on his neck as they were dancing, tired and a little drunk, during the pre-party in Madrid. Out of habit, Bojan glanced around the room with a huge grin, expecting a loud reaction from those around him, but nobody was paying them any attention. Bojan contemplated pulling Jere into a proper kiss, as the broken pattern made something stir inside him uncomfortably. He needed people to see and react – that was the rule.or
A story about the kisses that didn't matter until they did.
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Dreams taste like you by ate_my_brain
Fandoms: Eurovision Song Contest RPF, Joker Out (Band), Käärijä (Musician)
08 Jul 2023
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When Joker Out’s manager landed them the Eurovision gig, the whole band was ecstatic. Of course, they all knew it was only half of the job done, but it was a big step nonetheless. Bojan could feel that something big was brewing for them, and they needed to not fuck up. Everything was working out perfectly, all the pieces aligning into the magical yellow brick road to the success he craved with his whole soul.
So of course, Bojan just had to go and fuck it up for everybody.
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A story of self-discovery and self-acceptance.
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The boys have changed a lot over the summer after the war, but Harry hasn’t got over the urge to spy on Malfoy.
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Bookmarked by ate_my_brain
03 Feb 2023
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It's not like Daryl hates the guy. It's exactly the opposite.
Bookmarked by ate_my_brain
26 Nov 2022
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I've Waited Here for You (Everlong) by heyitsamorette (AmoretteHD) for anemonen
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
18 Aug 2016
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Ever since Ginny started dating Blaise, Harry has had to see a lot of Blaise’s friends as well… and with them comes Malfoy. Everyone’s too focused on rebuilding the world after the war to notice that Malfoy is still a dick, so they don’t seem to mind letting him into their little group. But Harry remembers everything, and when he’s not having nightmares from the war or training to become an Auror, he is doing his best not to let himself become friends with Draco Malfoy. And friends with benefits is not actually friends… is it?
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09 Nov 2022
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wasn't looking for this by cherryvanilla
Fandom Deadpool (2016), Deadpool (Movieverse), Deadpool - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb)
11 Jul 2020
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11 Sep 2022
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this is the life by jilliancares
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Deadpool - All Media Types
29 Dec 2021
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An up-and-coming masked hero is revealed to be a serial killer, and the public is terrified. Everyone's demanding that Spider-Man reveal his identity for their own safety, and as if that isn't enough, Deadpool is hired to make sure it happens. Peter's stressed enough as it is with work and rent and school and a new super villain cropping up — he just doesn't have time for this. He especially doesn't have time for Deadpool accosting Peter Parker, wanting Spider-Man's photographer to help track down the elusive hero.
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Everything seems to be going wrong all at once. It's a miracle Peter hasn't had a breakdown.
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04 Sep 2022