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    The bastard was bandaged like a mummy, his usually perfectly styled hair still had chunks of blood in it and he looked paler than a ghost, but somehow, annoyingly, he managed to look handsome all the same… how had he not noticed that before?

    As he thought of that, he traced the line of his bottom lip with one of his fingers, absent-mindedly.

    There were other things he didn't realize before, it seemed.

    The before and after of the (successful!) rescue mission. Ivan was ready to die for his love, and Till had a lot on his mind.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    “I can’t say I’m not disappointed.”

    The sound of a deep, gentle voice cutting through the air startles Till enough to bang his head against the tree behind him. Wincing slightly, he sits up and jerks his head to the slowly approaching man in white.

    “I thought you would win after all,” the man continues, slowing until he stood a few feet away. The man’s attention is stolen by the fluttering of a crimson flower inches away from his foot. Absently, he shifts his shoe and crushes the petals beneath him.

    It’s enough to spark something within Till. Ivan. It’s Ivan.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    Without thinking, Till reached out and harshly shoved the hand that had reached for Ivan's weak body away, Mizi sucking in a little breath of surprise as she drew back. His face flaming, Till apologised quietly.

    "Sorry," he said, his own hand coming to rest on Ivan's chest, the thumping of his heart momentarily quelling a quiet anxiety in his chest.

    "Don't be." Mizi's voice was understanding and when Till looked at her, he didn't see the girl he'd spent his entire life chasing. In her place, a friend and ally stood, offering him her hand instead. He reached out and grasped it, basked in the quiet understanding and nodded.

     

    in which ivan lives and till is left to figure out what this means for him, ivan and everyone around them.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    22 Feb 2025

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    The door chimes jingled, signaling the entrance of a customer.

    It was a 5 AM shift, and Ivan had literally just finished opening the shop, so needless to say, he was surprised, looking up from the register in shock for a second before clearing his throat, hiding the sleepiness in his voice.

    “Hey, what can I get for you today?” Ivan said, customer service smile on full display.

    “A Trenta white chocolate mocha frappuccino. Five shots of espresso.” the guy replied, sounding as sleepy as Ivan felt. He couldn’t really fault the man for his rudeness; if he had to get Starbucks this early in the morning, he’d be pretty rude too.

    “Okay, let me punch that in for yo— five shots of espresso?” he repeated, bewildered.

    “Did I stutter?” Mystery Customer replied, unimpressed.

    Ivan finally took a good look at the customer, ready to berate him on etiquette, but upon looking Mystery Customer in the eyes, he froze.

    Oh shit. He’s hot.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    [ Lately, my best friend (M22) has been constantly avoiding me (M21) and I find him on dates with another man. I don’t know who this guy is which is the problem, my best friend hasn’t told me a thing but he always does.

    I thought I was homophobic until I found that I didn’t mind seeing gay couples.

    But I can’t stand seeing my best friend with any other guy despite supporting his sexuality. What should I do?| ]

    Ivan is tasked with doing a promotional photoshoot with another uprising celebrity. Consequently, Till wonders if he is homophobic (He's gay and infuriatingly jealous.)

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    22 Feb 2025

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    Eruhaben looks blankly at bundled blankets in a basket in front of him, his eyes looking like he’s suddenly aged another century. Closing his eyes and letting his hand rub on his forehead he sighs, ‘...How Unlucky.’

    In the baskets lies a sleeping baby, an innocuous note lying on the top of the bundle of blankets, the divine feeling of Death reeking from both the baby and note. Reaching a hand forward and picking the note up using a nail to open it. Even if the appearance of the baby and note is an unwelcome one, it is without a doubt from a god, so he might as well try to treat it with respect.

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    21 Feb 2025

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    Ch7 read

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    Turn back around, Ivan thinks quietly, look at me one last time before you go.

    He wonders if this is how Eurydice felt, wanting a tangible sign of Orpheus’ love, to know that he loved her to the point of losing her. Ivan wonders if Till’s gaze would immortalize him or pass right through him, forever in search of the pink hues of the dawn rather than midnight skies.

    “You have no idea what you do to me,” Ivan whispers, helplessly caught in Till’s gravity. He thinks that this longing will consume him.

    (Or, 4 moments of Ivan loving Till like his god’s most devoted believer, and 1 moment of Till loving him back.)

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    21 Feb 2025

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    If he can’t sacrifice his life for Till… If now he can do much, much more than just leave Till alive in a death game where his survival in the next round is unsure, then he will do it.

    He’ll save Till again.

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    (or: wherein ivan was actually saved by hyuna and the team because we need fluff after round 6)

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    21 Feb 2025

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    “Till?” Ivan says his name and Till is pulled in, drawn in. He feels the spark in his chest flicker slowly back to life and grow with each passing second.

    Till doesn’t answer, too caught in Ivan’s gaze.

    He was alive. Again. He was alive again. That thought repeated like a mantra in Till’s head.

    This meant he would die again too. Till had to stop it.

    aka an ivantill timeloop au centring around round six because i am still not over it

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    21 Feb 2025

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    Words couldn't convey how much Ivan wanted to kiss his pain away, or how badly he wanted to wrap his arms around him and hold him close to his chest, close to his heart. How much he wanted Till to lean against his touch, how much he wanted to tell him that he would be okay, that he wasn't as alone as he thought he was. But Till wasn't his, and Till didn't need these gestures or these words from him. So Ivan stayed quiet.

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    Ivan finding Till alone in that room and deciding to take care of him as an act of love before their round.

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    21 Feb 2025

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    "ivan? why're you here?"

    "i'm here to return this."

    "your engagement ring? does it not fit?"

    "It just… didn't go as planned."

     

    or: ivan returns the engagement ring he bought.

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    21 Feb 2025

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    “Don’t– don’t talk, it’s–” Till coughs, the smoke is heavy and there’s a heat in the air now, “you’ll only make your condition worse.”

    Amusement flashes briefly in Ivan’s eyes and there’s a hand reaching up as he coughs too, he’s covering his mouth, ever the image of perfection and manner’s drilled into him that he can’t even shake the habit now, in moments that could very well be his last.

    “You finally looked at me.” He says and something inside Till fractures, splitting, breaking into pieces.

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    21 Feb 2025

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    Till,” Mizi says frantically. “Your apartment is shaking.”

    Sure enough, it is. Till sighs. He knows what this is. “We’re fine,” he says. “It's just Ivan.”

    What?”

    (Mizi finally meets Ivan, Till’s ever-elusive childhood friend and roommate. Something about him is, to put it lightly, freaky as hell.)

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    21 Feb 2025

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    till challenges ivan to act as couple-y as possible during a stream without getting accused of anything.

     

    or: the most plotless streamer au. no plot, just fluff, vibes, and maybe a slight attempt at crack

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    21 Feb 2025

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    “Ah, thank you very much for coming. It's been quite awhile since I've streamed, I'm surprised more than ten people showed up to be honest.” Till puts his guitar to the side before coming closer to the camera. Positioning himself now so that only his face could be seen.

    Stream Unknown: sir?? Are the 60k followers of yours a joke to you??

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    21 Feb 2025

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    Someone needs to tell Till how to cope when the man who’d been in love with him in their past life no longer looks at him anymore.

    Never mind. He doesn’t need to cope. He’ll grab that guy’s face with his own two hands and make him look at Till again.

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    21 Feb 2025

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    🥰🥰🥰

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    A black haired child, clutching at the hand of his alien owner, watches Till with inky sable eyes. He’s wearing white, pajama-like clothes, seemingly one of the new students of Anakt Garden as they once were. He seems to be awestruck by Till’s performance, and he has a polite, small smile on his face as though he was trained not to let it stretch his lips any wider.

    Luka’s gaze flicks back to Till and his eyes are blown wide, holding more emotion in his verdant irises than when his beloved Mizi had lost it. From what Luka could decipher; the main emotions swirling around chaotically was surprise, sorrow, and… grief?

    And it clicks.

    Ah,

    Luka’s chosen the wrong one.

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    In which Round 7 happens, Till is coping terribly with losing Ivan, Luka is an insecure creep who is actively failing to manipulate Till, and the resistance has to restrain Ivan from rioting.

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    20 Feb 2025

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    “..Did you know that the real sun can turn people blind if they look at it?” A far higher pitched Ivan asked from beside him. The contrast to the current Ivan’s deep, bassy voice was strange.

    “Wha-? That’s stupid! No way it’s true!” Till had exclaimed.

    “I wanna see it,” he decided.

    Ivan responded, “Maybe we can see it together.” Till looked back at Ivan to see the other boy truly smiling. His lips stretched out to show all of his teeth in a genuine grin.

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    20 Feb 2025

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    Ch 3 read

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    20 Feb 2025

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    P1 read
    P2 ch3 read

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