ats0mi
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“Do you ever feel…” he starts but can’t finish, his words getting stuck deep in his throat just like a curse ready to burst.
“What ?” Atsumu asks patiently.
Kiyoomi shrugs, minimizing the importance of it all. “Like being alive is more of a task than a blessing ?”
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I know this one, is the first thing he thinks when he finds himself back in his home in Hyogo. He’s got his phone in his trembling hands and tears fall silently on his cheeks.
Sorry Atsumu, I don’t like you like that.
Hope we can keep being friends tho.He looks out his window, and sure enough, it’s pouring. He gets up and throws out his phone before opening the window and breathing the cold air.
Rain is familiar, it’s comfortable, predictable.
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- Part 3 of a few words and more feelings
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I hate you.
Atsumu had thought these words so strongly he didn’t know if he had actually said them out loud. He had looked his brother dead in the eyes, waiting for any kind of reaction - to be pushed, to be hit, to be hurt.
But it never came.
or : unspoken words stand between Atsumu and the people he loves.
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- Part 2 of a few words and more feelings
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“I swear to god if I fucked up, I’ll just shave it.” Atsumu grumbles to himself because nobody else is here to listen. “I’m sure I look hot as fuck bald anyway.”
This might have been Red Flag Number 1 - or rather Number 12 - and Atsumu should probably take it as a sign that he is, in fact, not doing so well mentally.
But, well, losing your father might do this to you, too.
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The thing about craving intimacy is that you actually fall in love with anyone that dares cross your path.
You cling onto the short-lived fantasies that you actually can be loved by someone you love back, and you try your very best to not repeat past mistakes. But you never actually learned anything from the past, not when you push it back so deep in your consciousness it only comes back in forms of nightmares and trembling hands at any given moment of your life.
And so, you fall from high above, just to break every bone of your body once again when you realize nobody’s ever there to catch you.Because people come and people go and Atsumu just grew accustomed to being grateful for the limited time he had with the limited love people gifted him.
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- Part 1 of a few words and more feelings
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in serious shit (i feel totally lost) by uwuyoongs
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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“Do you know where you are?”
“The hospital. Did I fall on the ice?”
“Something like that. Can you tell me the last thing you remember?”
Shane goes quiet, trying to bring up any clear memory. He gets flashes of things. Hands on his waist, speeding down the ice with a smile on his face, lips trailing down his neck, cheers and screams from the crowd, his parents sitting across from him at their kitchen table, falling asleep listening to the sound of a heart beating.
“Shane?”
“Sorry, I can’t- There’s lots of little pieces. But I can’t think clearly through this headache.”
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Shane gets hit. Hard. He doesn't know what year it is, why he's in the hospital, or who the man in the corner with the pretty hair is. His parents are keeping things from him, but this kind stranger (?) starts filling in little details that Shane wishes he remembered.
And then he accidentally sees the video.aka shane gets amnesia and can't remember his husband or his team or really... anything. angst, anxiety, and falling back in love ensue <3
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Changbin has emetophobia. The members slowly find out and learn how to help him as best as they can. Comfort ensues.
A whumpy Changbin anxiety fic that gives him just as much comfort as he deserves.
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Changbin’s stomach dropped.
He recognised the scene. The decaying plush seating of a club. The couple making out as if their lives depended on it. The walls filled with old stickers and posters advertising queer nights for dates long passed. Cigarette smoke mixing with party lighting blurred the camera, but clear as day in the middle of it all was Changbin. It was him.
This was the stupid decision he had made.
Or the emancipation of one Seo Changbin.
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Changbin is used to being the jutdae of the team- the “man of principle”. Someone who isn’t going to bend. Someone who’s ready to catch you when you fall and all too willing to support you as you get back on your feet. And Changbin can see the irony in it that while he’s the first to lift those he loves up towards their dreams, when what he wants is laying right in front of him, he’s too scared to reach for it.
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After the events of Guiding Light, Changbin and Hyunjin get an apartment together. But nothing happens between them. Both tired of waiting and afraid of what will happen if they speak from the heart, Changbin does his best to clear the whole thing out of his mind, to grit his teeth and bear it. Hyunjin has other plans to get what he wants.
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- Part 2 of A Single Word AU
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When Changbin knocks on his neighbor's door at night asking for a ride to his boyfriend’s place to break up, he doesn't expect kindness. Or interest. Or a connection that keeps pulling him in, long after the breakup is done.