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    “Me finding out that instead of mysterious and cool, people think I’m autistic and lesbian.”

    Ilya and Shane get Reddit’s advice under the aliases Lily and Jane. Things spiral from there….

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    He’s considering color coding it when he realizes with a startled laugh that this is something Hollander would do. Well. What’s the phrase? You are what you eat?

    He hopes Shane has always had the answers, has never had to ask, “why am I like this?” while tearing himself to shreds.

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    “You will not be so nice when we beat you,” Ilya told Shane Hollander, holding onto his hand, not letting him pull away. Not yet.

    But Hollander’s brow furrowed, not in anger but in confusion. “Ah, um, sorry,” Hollander said. “Merci. My English is bad. Worse… than you. Maybe slower?” And he leaned in, like that would help him understand.

    Ilya’s eyebrows rose, and his smile widened.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov grew up in Russia. Shane Hollander was raised in France. When they first meet, neither of them can speak English very well. Somehow, it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.

    (Stand-alone remix of “I’m Reading Your Lips (You’re Speaking My Language)” but this time neither of them are native English speakers, and learning a new language is sort of like falling in love, if you think about it.)

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    20 Jun 2026

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    "Dogs don't talk, do they?

    Shane clamped his mouth together, shaking his head.

    "There's a special word, isn't there? When I want you talk. Do you know what it is?"

    Shane parted his lip to respond, then furrowed his eyebrows, closing his lips. He nodded.

    "Ah, smart puppy. You knew that was a trick question, didn't you?"

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “Time to go, baby.”

    Shane was still deep in subspace and ready for their usual after sex nap, so why was Ilya dragging him around and telling him he needed to go? He wrapped his arms around Ilya’s waist and cried out, “Why, ‘lya?”

    “Because you have to pee,” he gently explained. “And then we can go back to bed, get under covers, I lay on your back, and we go to sleep.”

    Or, Ilya helps Shane pee after having sex.

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    14 Jun 2026