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    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    In another life, John and Simon meet when Simon is working in a butcher’s shop and John is two years into his bachelor’s degree.

    In another life, Simon still joins the military, but John never follows, instead choosing to further pursue his education.

    In another life, John is little more than a civilian mourning his partner when he’s informed Simon was killed in action during a mission in Mexico.

    And in another life, after a year of being dead, Simon shows up unexpectedly at John’s door.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Simon sits on Johnny's face and gets his ghussy eaten until he loses all coherence. That's it, that's the fic.

    Per @spacecryptids_ on twitter:
    i need simon to just ride soap's face til he's overstimulated actually. like I just need him to grind his pussy against his face until his shaking

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Soap is frustrated with Ghost's ability to stay cool and collected during sex. Ghost ought to be lost in his sauce by now and he's not even slightly turned around; it's like he's got a map or a GPS or a fucking compass. Johnny has tried everything he can think of to throw Ghost off course and make him scream with no luck.

    Until he discovers Ghost's latent praise kink, followed by the knowledge that Ghost has never bottomed before, despite his apparent interest in it.

    Well, Soap can certainly do something about all of that. And he fully intends to.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Johnny sings. Simon mourns.

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    30 Jan 2026