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I ♡ LEE KNOW
i know who you are, oomf.you’re chan.
in which chan has the worst possible crush on his bandmate, felix. he lacks courage, confidence and the right words to ever confess his feelings for him.
so instead, he rots in his own heartache and writes fanfiction about them to cope.
nobody would ever suspect it is chan behind these painfully realistic depictions of chanlix, until a certain account under the name of @iheartleeknow starts unveiling his online presence.
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25 May 2026
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The Incheon Violent Crimes Department was more boring than its name suggested. Bang Chan didn’t mind, if anything, it was a sign that the city’s homicide rate was lower than it had been in the past that everyone was trying so hard to forget. His reasonably monotonous life, however, derails with the abrupt arrival of chaos itself, with whom the detective is forced to make a deal that will change his life and unbury a dark past.
The chaos has freckles, an angelic face and the name Felix.
And he is the prime suspect in a murder.
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11 May 2026
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“Nervous?” Minho asked, cocking his head to the side. “Because it’s your first big role?”
Felix nodded slowly, his grip tightening on the script in his hands.
“Who’s your co-star?”
Jisung perked up at the question, large round eyes glinting curiously. He’d been so wrapped up in teasing Felix he hadn’t asked.
He swallowed dryly. “Christopher Bang.”
“Wait, are you serious?” Jisung squeaked, his eyes widening in amused surprise. “Christopher Bang? As in like…the hottest actor in BL right now? Are you seriously going to give up this part when co-starring with him could literally be a huge advantage?”
OR Christopher Bang is a former idol turned popular BL actor. Felix is still a relatively new and unknown actor. When Felix is presented the opportunity to star in a new BL with Chris he's hesitant but knows it's too good of an opportunity to pass up. What he wasn't expecting was how his relationship with Chris would evolve into something far more than professionalism.
Updates very sporadically. I'm sorry about that!
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19 Mar 2026
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Felix could think of a million ways he wanted to spend his Christmas. Being forced to co-host his charity's annual Gala with Christopher Bang was at the very bottom of his list.
Because all the etiquette classes or media training in the world couldn't teach you how to survive a Christmas season while having to work with your sworn enemy who might also be your secret crush.
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01 Mar 2026
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The truth is, Chan didn't think that his and Felix's breakup would be that big of a deal. And yet after unresolving tensions between the members that are causing the group's dynamic to quite literally shift, Chan finds himself where he wouldn't imagine: getting him and Felix back together so the rest of the members are back to normal.
But the offer isn't for forever, Chan ensures- no, certainly not forever. And Felix knows this. They're professionals. They can pretend to date each other again for the sake of the group and no other reason...
Can't they?
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26 Feb 2026
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Unknown Number [9:27 am]
[Photo Attached]
lathyrus odoratus!
aka the sweet pea flower
you [9:48 am]
Good morning to you too
Unknown Number [9:48 am]
good morning
rate the flower ♡
felix texts chan on accident thinking he’s one of his clients for his floral business. they end up texting more and unexpected feelings get in the mix.
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07 Jan 2026
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Chan, a member of the idol group 3RACHA, accidentally texts the wrong number in an attempt to book something for the team. Where he should've blocked the number, he gets very intrigued by the fact that said person doesn’t want to believe it was actually him. He could’ve passed it on, acted like it didn’t happen, but somewhere in Chan’s gut told him to just prove it to the person.
Felix isn't up for playing funny games, especially not when he gets a suspicious message from someone pretending to be a 3RACHA member, a group he's a fan of. However, soon that turns for the better. With messages and a picture of said guy he didn’t think was actually texting him, it all becomes too real. So much so that Felix doesn’t actually know what to do with himself anymore.
In unwritten messages and secret relationships, Chan and Felix learn what it's like to be themselves, especially when the world could be watching.
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24 Dec 2025
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"The guy talking to your boyfriend. Who is he?"
Jisung follows Felix's line of sight to the bar, where Minho is chatting up the other bartender.
"Oh," Jisung says. "That's Chan-hyung! He's Lino-hyung's roommate."
"Oh…" Felix distractedly chews the straw in his soda, trying not to stare too obviously at him. "Is he new here or something? I've never seen him here before."
And Felix would definitely remember a guy like that. He's—well.
Hot, is the first word he thinks, adamantly trying to ignore the scornful voice in the back of his mind that sounds a lot like his stepfather. He swallows his guilt and tilts his head down, sneakily observing the guy from under his bangs.
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Wherein virginal Felix meets hot, older bartender Chan, and gets the opportunity to discover himself, explore his sexuality, and fall in love, all while trying to break free of his family's religious shackles.
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17 Dec 2025
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Where as the days pass on tour and beyond, Felix starts to develop these feelings of their group leader, something greater and deeper than usual. But it's probably nothing, if anything, Felix just really likes his hair growth. That's all. After tour, when seeing Chan everyday won't happen as much, his feelings will go back to normal. Right?
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23 Nov 2025
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Chan is just trying to get through university after taking a pretty long personal break, but a guy in one of his classes keeps annoying him. Though maybe he isn't quite as awful as Chan initially thought?
Meanwhile Changbin gathers the courage to ask out his crush.-
Most of this story will be about Chan and Felix, Changbin and Hyunjin will just be a background/ side couple
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30 Oct 2025
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Felix Lee's meteoric rise as the fashion world's top model is just the beginning of his extremely promising career. This next major fashion campaign will surely put him on the path to the stardom he's worked so diligently toward.
He just has to survive a make-or-break collaboration with Christopher Bahng — celebrated creative director, photographer, and Felix's most contentious ex.
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28 Oct 2025
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Bang Chan is exactly Felix's type. He’s unfairly hot - shockingly, deliciously hot - and everyone on campus knows it. Unfortunately for Felix, Chan also seems to have developed some weird, inexplicable vendetta against him. A vendetta that culminates in a ridiculous dare: in punishment for refusing a game of spin the bottle, Felix has to humiliate himself in front of everyone by trying out for the cheer squad.
Felix has no interest in becoming a cheerleader. None. He tells Chan exactly where he can stick it, because there is no way in hell he’s going to do something so ridiculous. Especially not just so someone as smug and infuriating as Chan can laugh at his expense.
…Right?
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19 Oct 2025
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Chan fixates on the fact that Felix hasn't had his first kiss. What follows is them getting together and developing a relationship, falling in love as it goes.
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21 Aug 2025
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Felix isn’t sure who brings it up first, but they start singing ‘Happy Birthday’ for his mom. Felix knows exactly where she’s sitting— she’d sent a photo before the concert. He points towards her and waves, glued to Chan’s shoulder. He can’t see her too well. He hopes she’s smiling.
“Thank you to Felix’s mom,” Chan starts, ruffling Felix’s hair, “for giving birth to our little sunshine.” Felix laughs and slaps Chan’s shoulder as Chan laughs into the mic, pretending to dodge Felix’s hand. “Anyway—”
aka chan flirts a little too much with STAYs on FANS and felix gets only a little bit jealous. only a little.
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- Part 2 of home is wherever you are
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19 Aug 2025
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They had been skirting around this for months, years.
But now, for whatever reason, Felix had given up, and was here, in his room, in his bed, asking for his attention. Begging for his attention in the soft purple glow of his LEDs.Chan and Felix have always had something special between them - but there have always been rules keeping them from acknowledging it. But they've reached a breaking point, and neither of them really care about the rules anymore.
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29 May 2025
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Change My Plans (Change My Life) by MoonChanSunLix (19ARMY923457)
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
28 Feb 2026
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In which after many failed relationships, Chan gives up on love altogether until he meets Felix, whose five years old child is one of Chan's students.
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16 May 2025
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Chan wakes up married to Felix in Vegas.
They don’t get divorced.
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- Part 2 of anon skz works
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27 Apr 2025
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When Felix accidentally drinks one of Jisung’s grandmother’s “love potions”, he never expected that it would cause his literal heart to burst out from his chest in the form of a strangely adorable ball of pink fluff.
Neither did he expect said ball of pink fluff to chase after his unrequited crush at every given opportunity. Trying to fix what’s happened, Felix must keep his heart as far as possible from Chan while maintaining as much normalcy as he can.
Especially when Chan’s own heart lies somewhere else.
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20 Apr 2025
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“I’m so sorry, Chris, but I just-” Felix gasps, “-I just don’t feel the same, I’m sorry. I am so sorry.”
He can’t stop the tears that are already falling.
“No, Felix! Please don’t apologise and please don’t cry-”
“-But Hyung-”
“No, Felix, I’ll be alright.” Chan gently pulls down the arm covering Felix’s face so that he can meet his eyes.
“This was just something I had to get off my chest. You know I can’t lie- and now that I’ve said it, I’m good! I’ve got my answer!” Chan stares into Felix’s red-rimmed eyes, “Trust me, I’ll be okay.”
And trust Chan to push his feelings aside and focus on reassuring Felix.
“You promise?”
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Three months after rejecting Chan’s confession, Felix tells himself their friendship is still intact.
Things are fine.
Mostly.
But when he finds out Chan is going on a date, the cracks start to show.
Now, Felix has to unravel the mess in his head- and finally confront what Chan really means to him.
Maybe the worst part of turning someone down...
is realising you never wanted them to stop loving you.
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16 Apr 2025
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In a heartbeat, years worth of memories came flooding into his brain. Waves of joy, love, heartache, despair, came crashing over him, enough that he had to brace himself so as to not be knocked onto the floor from its sheer power. It filled his head with thoughts that he hadn’t allowed himself to fully delve into for a long time, things that he had shut out to protect his heart, to stop himself from feeling a type of pain that ate away at him from the inside out, threatening to burn a hole through his chest.
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After a particularly nasty divorce, Felix attempts to get 'back in the game' when it comes to dating. He signs up for a dating app that essentially sets its users up on blind dates. Since not even names are shared beforehand. It's also how Felix finds himself on a date with his high school boyfriend. The first man he ever loved, and the very person he dumped before going away to college.
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01 Apr 2025