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It was always going to end like this. There was no other way it could end. Zanka knew that from the beginning, they both did.
Was it hubris to think he could stop fate? Was it love to want to try anyways?
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Jabber's death, and the months that lead up to it.
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26 Feb 2026
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The first time Zanka had ever been touched without it aching in some way was by a new supporter who’d placed his gloved hand on the small of his back to help steady him while walking across uneven terrain. At the time he hadn't even noticed, the lack of consequence from the firm press slipped by as they completed their mission. It was when he was alone that night stripping off his uniform that he noticed the scuff of dirt, the memory of the supporter’s gentle guidance slammed to the forefront.
Follo Tunito had managed to touch him without any misery.
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- Part 8 of Gachiakuta
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13 Feb 2026
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ten months and ten days by katerpillar
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga), 呪術廻戦≡ | Jujutsu Kaisen Modulo (Manga)
02 Feb 2026
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By December, Megumi's figured out that he's dying.
(Or: in the summer of 2069, Fushiguro Megumi's shikigami begin to disappear.)Bookmarked by barton118
06 Feb 2026
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Growing up, Natsuki’s view about the soulmate marks was whimsical and romantic. It's supposed to aid people in finding their perfect match. It means to stay together forever, was what he heard. And yet, of all the people in the world, he ends up with Uruha as his soulmate.
For years, he lived with a clear awareness that half of his soul was Uruha's, and half of Uruha's was his - until the day Uruha died and their shared soulmate mark disappeared from his skin.Bookmarked by barton118
03 Feb 2026
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Zanka's breathing is loud now, raw and ragged. Hands shaking in their death grip against the wheel. He hates that. Hates that Jabber sees. Hates that Jabber doesn't.
Hates him, probably, maybe, not at all.
“Z, man,” his tone is still lighter than the conversation deserves, not laughing but not solemn either, fake or maybe real, it's a coin flip with Jabber. “You can stop now.”
Too fast. Too close.
Zanka runs a red.
“Zanka.”
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Dancing with someone else. Getting under Zanka's skin. Unreasonable reactions. Toxicity hitting different when you're both playing the game.Series
- Part 17 of Janka Fics
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26 Jan 2026
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Spoilers for Gachiakuta Manga!
“Whoda thought rage baitin’ you outta that well would mean finding the perfect sadist for myself?”
“Don’t call me that.”
“Stop denying the truth. It’s just us—and it ain’t like I’m gonna judge ya, man.”
Enjin isn’t the reason Zanka crawls out of that well he’d dropped himself into. A pain loving freak is.
Or, a what if scenario where Jabber finds Zanka first, and how it changes them both.
Edit: Russian translation for this fic is now available, done by gienamnogolikaya! Thank you for offering to translate <3
- https://ficbook.net/readfic/019aa86d-f236-7cae-a2eb-0fcec3c7f053
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22 Jan 2026
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A Brother Of Yours Is A Brother Of Mine by a_burning_constellation
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
07 Aug 2025
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"You remember last week when Yuuji got back the results of his DNA test?”
"Yeah…?" Yuuji responds slowly.
Finding out he had a brother was one of the biggest, most life altering moments of his whole existence. How could he possibly forget?
“Oooh. Wrong answer. Those actually weren’t Yuuji’s results.”
OR yuuji decides to find out if he has any genetic siblings. and he does! it just takes him a second to figure out who it actually is.
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11 Jan 2026
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Five times Hakuri was shown love by the people around him, and the one time he gave a little bit of it back.
(Or: a fluffy 5+1 collection, sickfic style.)
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03 Jan 2026
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Nightshade by pearlescentime for Frehior, offlinecatter, sabaramond
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga)
19 Dec 2025
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It was never fair from the start, was it? Jabber thinks, and he’s not sure whether to be envious or so deeply endeared to Zanka for it, but, You always had that upper hand. You were always going to win, weren’t you?
Zanka, unconscious, cannot answer to his thoughts. Jabber scrunches the cotton sheets in his hand and wonders why he feels so sick in the stomach.
After a brutal fight, both Jabber and Zanka must learn how to heal. For Jabber, it means coming to terms with his own desires. For Zanka, it means forgiveness- and perhaps acceptance, too.
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- Part 4 of Poison Garden
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02 Jan 2026
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“This,” Zanka snarls, thrusting his broken weapon in Jabber’s direction, “Is what happens when ya do things that’re best for me!”
Jabber is silent, staring at the crack in Assistaff as Zanka steps toward him with fury running hotly through his veins like fire. What he must be feeling, Zanka doesn’t know— he’s starting to find he doesn’t really care.
Jabber struggles to cope with the foreign weight of his own emotions. Zanka searches desperately for a way to save himself, but there's only so much his heart can take before he succumbs to his long-accumulated anger.
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- Part 3 of Poison Garden
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02 Jan 2026
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To the Cleaners, their bond doesn’t make sense— they don’t know, likely won’t ever know what they went through together, how Jabber initiated and Zanka, in an unhinged rush of stress, pain and desire, met him halfway.
They’re too similar not to have ended up like this, he thinks bleakly. Maybe it was bound to have happened, one way or another.
After the loop, Zanka recovers. But recovery is not a steady slope, and before the healing process can begin, all infected areas must be purged. The question is: once all the ugly bits are cut away, how much of Zanka really remains?
A continuation of Larkspur.
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- Part 2 of Poison Garden
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02 Jan 2026
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Zanka’s breaths are short and wet– he’s not long for this world. Without his mask and with that gaping wound in his chest, anyone can see that he’s not going to survive more than another minute or so. Jabber sits beside him, giddy with anticipation as he waits for Zanka's inevitable death.
Jabber gets trapped in a time loop where Zanka dies, over and over. It doesn't bother him- he loves the look on Zanka's face as the light fades from his eyes- until he comes to a few realisations about himself, and then it really, really does.
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- Part 1 of Poison Garden
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01 Jan 2026
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Enjin notices it first, eyes going wide and unable to look away. Zanka doesn’t say anything, just lets him get an eyeful of the ten, pretty silver rings decorating his fingers and pretending that they’ve always been there, that they belong there.
Zanka takes good care of vital instruments. It’s why he’s considered the best at handling them, after all.
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01 Jan 2026
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Hakuri goes quiet sometimes.
It scares Chihiro every time.
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22 Dec 2025
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“Tecchou-san,” he choked out in a gasp, “I can’t–“
But Tecchou simply stared at Jouno, rendered helpless at the sight unfolding in front of him.
Desperate, Jouno sucked in a sharp breath, exhaled it in a panicked half-sob, and managed to increase his pulse even further. He opened his mouth, his brows furrowed, his face ashen pale. “I can’t hear–”
Tecchou’s mind blanked. He staggered backwards and felt his stomach drop to the bottom of his feet.
“...What?”
Or: Jouno gets seriously injured saving Tecchou and Tecchou falls in love in a hospital
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11 Dec 2025
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“I knew it,” Sherlock says breathlessly, hand shaking as he smoothes the rough pad of his thumb across the small, tidy imprint of ‘Sherlock Holmes’ set neatly into the pale skin of William’s wrist.
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20 Nov 2025
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Dazai had always known he wouldn’t get the painless, happy suicide he so desired. Of course he knew, he wasn’t actually stupid (even if Kunikida thought otherwise).
He just wished it wouldn’t end like THIS.
The fact he was always so cheerfully telling everyone he was going to die didn't help in this situation.
There's only one person he could turn to.
Now let's hope that person doesn't murder him a second time.
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23 Oct 2025
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"I'm married." Akutagawa admits. "It's not a big deal, so I don't—"
The wine glass in Chuuya's hand shatters from his sheer grip. Surprised for a few seconds, Akutagawa hurriedly schools his expression back to neutral, also noting that the glass was thankfully already empty when Chuuya broke it.
"You're married?" Chuuya's blue eyes are wide like dinner plates. "What the fuck? Are you for real?"
The Port Mafia discover that there's more to the mysterious and brutal ability user they know.
For one, they find out Akutagawa is married.
And he's happily in love with his spouse.
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29 Sep 2025
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“Atsushi-kun has a sugar daddy,” Dazai mumbles, teetering between betrayal and crazy. “I can’t believe that Akutagawa-kun just chucked his Port Mafia salary to your face!”
“Quite literally,” Atsushi insists, rubbing at the still-reddened space on his forehead, where Akutagawa’s wallet has practically imprinted itself. “I still think he was trying to kill me.”
A sigh. “The pinnacle of romance.”
“Dazai-san!”
[or, the one where atsushi & akutagawa navigate living together]
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29 Sep 2025
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As he watches Angel stand calf deep in the water, bathed in sunlight and happy, Aki realizes two things.
One is that he is hopelessly in love with him.
And two-
“I never thanked you,” Aki winces at the way his voice cracks and Angel looks up at him from where he’s crouched to watch the small fish swim by. He’s visibly confused, tilting his head enough that the tips of his hair dip into the water. “For saving me that day on the beach.”
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24 Sep 2025