belledamn
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heart cracked open, head smashed up by belledamn
Fandoms: You Could Make a Life Series - Taylor Fitzpatrick
14 Sep 2025
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Bryce should be embarrassed — he is embarrassed. But there's something else, this other feeling he doesn't even recognize, at first, swelling inside of him and shoving all his negative thoughts out of the way, no room for anything but — happiness, he guesses, although that word alone doesn't seem like enough, not with everything else mixed in. Gratitude, relief. Pride, that he landed the best looking guy in the rink — in the league, maybe — and now the whole team knows it.
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"You'll be doing me a favour," Dana tells her, still unbothered. "I've never lived alone before, I don't know how to do it. I've started eating Lean Cuisines for dinner, hon. It's pathetic."
Well, Heather eats Lean Cuisine, too, when she's too tired to make a salad and too cheap to pick up her phone and order one, so she doesn't know how much help she'll be on that front.
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"Maybe we could hang out for real sometime," Raf hears himself say, stupidly, as though he has any time at all to do that, between practice and roadies and the endless backlog of homework he should definitely be giving a higher priority.
Only once he's made the offer he can't take it back, because it turns out he wants it badly enough that he doesn't care. It's not just that Grace is pretty and smart and into hockey, it's the weird empty feeling in his chest that he didn't care to identify until this exact moment. He'll make the time if he has to, if it means spending time with her, and all of a sudden it feels like he really does have to.
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Now, this is the point in the conversation when Fraser would usually adopt that irritatingly sensible attitude, clueless in a way that feels deliberately targeted, and yes, Ray knows exactly how crazy that sounds, and that's exactly how Fraser keeps getting away with it, because every time Ray tries to call him on it he sounds insane, Fraser blinking at him, all, Who, me? while Ray sputters uselessly about how he's gotta be doing that shit on purpose.
He is, for the record. Ray's fucking sure of it.
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Jaq Zimmermann is not cute. Jaq Zimmermann is beautiful, high cheekbones and blue eyes, dark hair and pale skin, like an honest-to-god Snow White — that is, if Snow White happened to be 5'10, French Canadian, and incredibly rude.
Can't win 'em all, Erica guesses, although Jaq sure does win an awful lot.
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all our friends who lost the war by belledamn
Fandom Black Widow (Comics), Marvel, Marvel (Comics)
20 Jan 2024
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Shane isn't used to people touching him. Then he meets Ilya Rozanov.
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26 Jan 2026
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Philosophe, physicien by a_good_soldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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Ilya doesn’t think much of his own impulses. He goes to a bar, he finds a pretty girl, he has sex. He catches Sasha’s eye from across the locker room, and then they’re in the same toilet stall, noises bitten away before they become dangerous. Svetlana invites him over when her father is away, and he kisses her on top of her quilted bedspread, hard from the feel of her under his hands and, a little bit, from the anticipation of the beating he’ll get if the Minister walks in on him. She scratches her fingers through his hair afterwards and he traces letters into the skin above her knee.
So when he gets the impulse to buy Hollander flowers, he doesn’t hesitate. Maybe it’s because Hollander is so cute with his little freckles. Maybe because he gets irritated so easily, that flush spilling down his collarbones to his chest. Maybe Ilya just wants to reward him for opening the door after that CCM shoot, or for letting Ilya suck his dick after the All-Stars even with Scott Hunter next door.
OR: 5 times Ilya got Shane flowers, and 1 time Shane got Ilya flowers
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26 Jan 2026
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“I always felt like I was… dunno how to describe it. Like there was a wall, or something, like a glass wall between me and everyone else. Everyone knew something I just didn’t get. But you just… you just understood me.” He blinks. “I feel like you always just understood me.”
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Instead of being outed by a video from Hayden Pike, what if Ilya and Shane were allowed to release their relationship the way they wanted?
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26 Jan 2026
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Shane comes to visit Ilya in Boston. Ilya isn't expecting him.
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26 Jan 2026
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virtue theory by gone_girl
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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When Shane thought back on his life, he could not identify a serious misstep. Nothing should be wrong with him. He'd done everything exactly how he was supposed to.
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26 Jan 2026