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my mid-november plea by eonfliction (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Slow Damage (Visual Novel)
14 Jul 2025
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A discarded note written by Ikuina after he has been rejected by Towa and begun to self harm.
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25 Sep 2025
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The only thing that makes life bearable for Light is the Kpop idol Beyond Birthday. His world has shrunk to the little glowing window of his phone, where he spends his days watching Beyond’s videos, re-reading his words, and defending him online from the legions of people who don’t understand that he’s the most important person on Earth. Perhaps his closest remaining relationship is with his online nemesis, L, who loves Beyond too, but loves him all wrong. When L spontaneously shows up at his cupsleeve event, he finds his world begin to widen.
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L and Light are the most toxic Kpop fans in the universe.
“You have to promise to take care of yourself.” Light knows these words like a prayer, and he repeats them in the rhythm of Beyond’s voice, lilting, falling into itself. “The world is a difficult place, but you have to promise that no matter how hard it gets you’ll think of me and stay. You have to survive at all costs."
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You're Only Human, Master Jinshi by RoseDragonWitch
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)
23 Feb 2026
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"For you, I will remove every obstacle that keeps us apart. One day. Just know that. I won't let what you fear come to pass. I swear it."
Jinshi was in serious trouble now. With the Emperor’s children continuing to grow sick and die, he’s not sure where to go from here. The doctors were at a complete loss, and it seems that the chains of his future tighten with each passing day. At least until a young apothecary girl with sharp blue eyes, a splattering of freckles, and was as blunt as a hammer comes into his life. Despite having everything handed to him on a silver platter, Jinshi had lived a lonely and dull life where he learned to hide his true face behind a façade he presents to the court… until he meets Maomao.
For the first time, someone sees past his mask to his true self and she fills his world with color. Jinshi's feelings for Maomao evolve from initial curiosity and amusement to deep affection and romantic interest until he realized he cannot live without her.
This is going to be a retelling of the Apothecary Diaries only they’re told from Jinshi's POV, based on both the anime and light novels. From his first meeting with Maomao to at least to the final episode of season 2.
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03 Aug 2025
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School Diaries by cxkui
Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)
31 Aug 2025
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Inspired by The Apothecary Diaries April fools school AU!
Maomao transfers to a some-what prestigious city High school, a grand contrast from her rural hometown, she's content on keeping to herself as a quiet, observant first year with few friends and little interest in the social scene. Despite her efforts to stay under the radar, her sharp wit and unshakable personality soon catches the eye of Jinshi, the ever-composed and dazzling second year student council president who reigns over the school. Intrigued by the new girl who seems immune to his charm, he finds himself drawn in, determined to unravel her mystery.
As their paths continue to cross—whether through student council errands, school events, or pure coincidence—Maomao is slowly pulled into the strange orbit of Jinshi’s world, one she could've never imagined herself seeing.- Language:
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03 Aug 2025
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Kiss My Bloodied Lips Goodnight by mer_cury_y
Fandoms: New Dangan Ronpa V3: Everyone's New Semester of Killing
12 Feb 2026
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Kokichi Oma, a boy who gave up on life long ago, has to rework his entire everyday reality because his family decided to move cities. Starting from a total scratch is no easy move, especially when his past quickly began to gawk at him from his deepest parts. All because of a certain someone he met, someone interesting in the world of boring, optimistic people.
Shuichi Saihara, the outcast and creep of Yamada High School, someone who never was interested in letting others into his life. No matter if it was a potential friend or a romantic partner, no one ever had a place in his mind. Or at least so he thought until one day he met an unknown boy on the way to school, one so innocent but hopelessly looking.
That's the story of how their existences collided, creating something much darker than both of them ever expected. Their complicated love story filled with blood of innocents and obsession, possesivness and love found at the right moment by the right people. A fucked up love story.