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    according to all known laws of life by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    05 Feb 2021

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    Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.

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    Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?

    Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.

    It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.

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    Cunk on Fangs by

    Fandoms: Cunk on Earth (TV), Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)  

    18 Mar 2025

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    Philomena Cunk interviews the vampire.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Don't Miss Me. by

    Fandoms: Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)  

    24 Apr 2026

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    The beginning of a different End.

    My take on a post-canon AU where Wolfwood lives.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    lonely rivers flow by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    04 Apr 2022

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    Dean is tired and he wants Cas to stay. Maybe this time, he'll ask.

    ‘No, I just…’ Dean runs a hand over his face and leans back against the wall. ‘I missed you.’ He stares at a spot across the hall, can’t look at Cas. ‘So damn much.’

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    23 Dec 2025

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    And in the Dark, I see Your Light by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    09 Feb 2016

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    A Hunter's life is not a safe life, and ever since Castiel became human, healing for the brothers doesn't come as easy anymore.
    So when Dean is brought back to the bunker after a hunt gone wrong, his life seemingly hanging in the balance, Castiel is not taking it very well...

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    15 Dec 2025