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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    He knew fifth year would be hard. Harry expected nightmares about Cedric, endless detentions and the beginning of Voldemort's return. He was ready to hear the whispers, the unsure looks of caution and the isolation that followed.

    What he didn't expect was the relief of skipping dinner, the control he felt when the blade slashed across his skin or just how easy it had become to push everyone away.

    After witnessing the murder of Cedric Diggory, Harry begins to find a way to deal with the guilt that followed. Desperate for something to ease the pain, he begins hurting himself in secret. Harry begins to disappear in ways his friends never expected. He cant sleep, he's too afraid to eat, he has no energy to speak anymore. Nobody seems to understand why he is so angry all of the time and Harry doesn't have it in him to tell them because admitting something is wrong feels worse than drowning in it alone.

    But Harry cant hide his problems forever, people begin to notice especially a professor he never thought would care. By the time people begin to notice, Harry has sunk so deep into depression that he no longer sees a future past the war.

    Disappearing is easy, Recovering is not.

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Harry is depressed, and after a particularly harsh beating, takes to harming himself once more to shove his emotions down. But he cuts too deep, and nearly bleeds out.

    Now, stuck on suicide watch in Snape's home upon demand of Dumbledore, Harry is determined not to get better. It's easier to never feel, to just bleed away his emotions.

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    Severitus fic revolving around healing from self-harm addiction and learning to lean on those around us for comfort rather than the sharp allure of a blade.

    Obviously, massive content warning for graphic, frequent self-harm, but also for graphic child abuse at the beginning. After that, it's mostly talks of deaths, guilt, the usual. Really though;

    Love yourself. If you're not in the headspace for this, don't feel pressured to read.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    ‘My legs are dangling off the edge, a stomach full of pills didn’t work again,

    I’ll put a bullet in my head, and I’m gone, gone, gone, gone…’ — Bullet by Hollywood undead.

    7n7 reaches his limit after a very stressful day and does something he’ll inevitably regret. Guest 1337 catches him in the act but couldn’t stop him in time, it all goes downhill from there.
    Will 1337 end up catching 007n7 when he falls?

    Or will 7n7 fall further into the misery that surrounds him?

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    04 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    Preparations are underway for the wedding of Charlie, Vaggie and Emily! But Alastor has clued Charlie onto a great mystery that has ensnared both the Radio Demon and her own mother. As Charlie investigates, a threat to everyone in Hell and Heaven alike begins to take form. One with personal ties to herself and others in the Hazbin Hotel. If Charlie, her wives and their growing found family have any hope of thwarting the threat, they must first uncover all the pieces of the puzzle.

     

    (Note: This story occurs after the events of the Hazbin Hotel S1 Finale, the Helluva Boss episode Ghostfuckers, and the preceeding stories Charlie's Angels and Aftershocks. It does not maintain continuity with either series or associated releases beyond those episodes.)

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    04 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    In the wake of the events of the Hazbin Hotel season one finale, the Court of Heaven decides that Heaven's Embassy needs an Ambassador who can act as a go-between for Heaven and the Hazbin Hotel. Emily is chosen, for both clear and hidden reasons. As Charlie, Vaggie and Emily grow closer, everyone staying at the Hazbin Hotel finds themselves facing new threats from old enemies. The question is: why?

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    04 Jun 2026