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    "Suck," Ilya commands gently. Shane watches his reflection turn pink. They're alone, for now, but that could change at any moment. Shane feels sick and needy and wants to fight the urge to soothe so badly. Ilya taps again, insistent. "It will help. Suck."

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    05 Jan 2026

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    “You are such a good boy for telling me. My good boy.”

    Shane let his body relax in Ilya’s grasp, his breath catching in his throat at the blatant praise. Ilya touched a light fingertip in between Shane’s eyebrows, sliding it down the bridge of his nose and over his lips until it was resting on his Adam’s Apple,

    “You would look very pretty with a collar right here, yes?” he said, letting himself slide deeper in his accent, “My pretty puppy, humping every soft surface like he is in heat?”

    “Ilya. Male dogs don’t go into heat. Their bodies just react to-”

    “Maybe is what you need” Ilya suggested, his finger resting on Shane’s Adam’s Apple, “To return to how it felt, when you first felt good. Except now you are mine. Moy milyy shchenok.”

    My pretty puppy.

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    Shane is feeling sensitive and overwhelmed. Ilya knows exactly what he needs.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    “Come, let me see you.” he motioned for him, “No need to hide.”

    “I feel silly.” Shane admitted, and it’s quiet. He opened the door and stepped out, fidgeting with his hands again. “Uh, soft. Small.”

    “Well, you’re trying to be like child, yes?” Ilya tried, and Shane took a moment before nodding. “Children are soft and small. That’s normal. They’re silly, too, sometimes. That’s all they’re meant to be.”

    “Oh.” Shane ducked his head.

    “Don’t worry about anything, okay? Just be soft and silly and small and I’ll take care of rest, yes?”

    Or,

    Shane Hollander's therapist recommended age regression to him as a way to take a break and unwind. It takes months of research and reassurance from Ilya Rozanov that he would be there for him before he finally agrees to try it out.

    Ilya just hopes that this isn't a one-and-done deal, hopes that he will continue to be able to take care of his boy when he needs it.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.

    “Do you still read New Yorker?”

    OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    “I don’t want to smell that place again,” he says. “I don’t want to hear that language around me like that. I don’t want to be small again.”

    His chest tightens. His breathing gets shallow. He hates this part. The moment when the past stops being something he remembers and starts being something he feels.

    “I can’t,” he repeats. “I really can’t.”

    There’s a long pause. Then Ilya exhales shakily and adds, quieter now, almost breaking,

    “But I can’t leave her alone.”

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    when ilya's niece loses her mother and reaches out to him in secret, he returns to russia with shane to get her out of an unsafe home.

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    22 Dec 2025