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    HuskerDust love and struggles.

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    12 things Erwin Smith learns about love.

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    15 Jun 2025

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    This fic feels like pressing on a bruise, repeatedly. As a writer myself, I've long been trying to figure out what it is about calacreda that has me so enamoured with their fics. I figured it out on this re-read.

    Both Levi's and Erwin’s characterisations are so human and fiercely emotional in the world where there's no space to be either. This fic dives into Erwin's head and leaves you breathless from the trip. It knows exactly what to say and what to omit. Every interaction had me shaking, because the characters' responses are so uniquely them that nothing needs to be explicitly stated. The unsaid hurts. Not that the said doesn't, don't get me wrong.

    Bring tissues.

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    Eddiaz is listening to the slowburn friends to lovers playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the POV you’re falling in love with your best friend playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the sad gay yearning hours playlist
    Eddiaz listened to the he was my best friend and that was the worst part playlist

     

    Or, Eddie doesn't know how to make his listening history private. Buck doesn't know what to do with the words in front of his eyes. Chris cannot believe he has to deal with either of them.

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    12 May 2025

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    My face hurts from grinning like an idiot. It's so simple and silly, and like drinking hot cocoa. The ultimate comfort.

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    The Winter Soldier thrashed, drowning. It was taking forever. His mask seemed to be stuck. He pulled on it, struggling to draw breath, sinking and resurfacing, clawing at his face, the panic in his eyes terrible.

    Steve's would-be killer. The very worst HYDRA had ever conjured. A symbol of death and everything he stood against. And Steve just couldn't bear it. He was ready to go, but this guy clearly wasn't.

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    The premise: the Winter Soldier's mask doesn't come off quite as easily. Meaning, Steve never saw Bucky's face, and he didn't hold back during the fight on the Helicarrier. This is where the story picks up and is no longer canon-compliant. Though, I've stolen some ideas from the sequels and deliberately contradicted some future plot points/established canon.

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    28 Apr 2025

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    Obviously it was going to be perfect. And obviously it was. For the post Winter Soldier, Bucky recovery fic, I haven't found anything else that hits the spot quite like this one. The build up and the tension was so sweet, the best kind of pain. And the pay off! Buck learning to set boundaries and looking so hard for himself with Natasha's help had me re-reading paragraphs dozens of times. The dialogue here is God-tier, and so is the deep dive into Steve's inner turmoil. And when Buck and Steve finally find themselves, and discover they're different and irreversibly changed, and yet exactly who they want themselves and wach other to be... Again, perfection.

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    Remus is a PhD student and hobbyist baker who finds himself adrift following his father’s death. On a whim, he enters the Great British Bake Off and is swept up in a flurry of curdled custard, shrunken souffle, and under-proved dough. Remus expects to be challenged and to embarrass himself on public television. What he doesn’t account for are the friendships he develops with the other contestants and the deep connection he forms with his teenage crush, Sirius Black: charming ex-boy band member and Bake Off presenter.

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    Sirius groans, dropping his head back into his hands. “It’s the dough,” he mumbles into the skin of his palms. “It’s the kneading. It’s his hands. They’re obscene.”

    Lily laughs. “They are a bit, aren’t they?”

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    26 Apr 2025

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    This was great fun, perfect and lighthearted. It'd make the perfect romantic comedy, from the delicious tension to tear-wrenching family healing. Also, I'm hungry for some cardamom buns.

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    Harry's haunted by guilt. Snape's warded by roses. Each must free the other in order to free himself.

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    26 Apr 2025

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    If you ever need a reason to remind yourself why you love fanfic, why you read these love stories about the same characters getting together over and over again, read this.
    There are stories that go beyond literature, beyond being beautifully written, beyond wonderful characterisation and gripping dialogue, and some of the smoothest smut there is.
    This story is all of the above, but it doesn't even matter. It doesn't matter it's a 10/10 in all scores. This is a story about what love is, and most of all about what love isn't, and it will stay with me forever. The ultimate tale of sacrifice, and guilt, and sorrow so deep you can't ever touch it. And hope.