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Esther didn't feel much anymore. He hadn't for some time, but the fear had passed and now it was just fact. He couldn't feel, but he could still see, could still hear. He had long since lost the ability to speak, though there wasn't much left for him to say.
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A small character study about Sebastian post the loss of his family and Joseph's Internal Affairs report.
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As a storm settles over the haven, the guys spend a quiet moment together.
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“How did you know him?”
H.P. had expected ridicule, scorn. Instead, Simon sighed. Deep and low and truly tired. The age showed a little more on his face in the pale dark of morning, the waning moon catching the silver hairs that hid throughout his mane of fire. His eyes were the worst. Hollow and distant, as though still lost in the dungeon below. “He was my friend,” he had said, sinking further into the dark.
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Mydei crosses his arms. “How are you of all people supposed to help me get through Christmas with my family?” he asks dryly.
Phainon’s brows lift. “Huh.” When he doesn’t elaborate, Mydei gives him a look. “Well,” he says. “It’s just that I think I have a similar problem. With family. And Christmas.” He grimaces. “If I don’t come home with a boyfriend, I think my mother will kill me.”
Mydei’s eyes narrow. “Did you tell Cipher that? She probably thinks we can help each other.”
Phainon’s scoffs. “How? By pretending to date each other?”
Tired of their families pressuring them about significant others at Christmas, Mydei and Phainon agree to pretend to date each other and then break up after the holidays. Things don't go as planned.
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25 Dec 2025
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Phaidei my beloved <333
One day I will christmas like Phainon's family -
The Book at the End of the Universe by Maleficar
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Sep 2025
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Every book in the universe one day ends up at the Library. They all come to Mydei’s desk, and it’s his pleasure to catalog them. For years, from the rising to the setting of the sun, he has sat at his desk entering those books into the card catalog before passing them off to his librarians to shelve. Though the librarians are the world’s heroes, and the Library rests firmly in the control of the Head Librarian, no one disputes that the Library is his. When someone wants to find a rare tome, they come first to him.
“Enter,” he says as someone knocks on his door.
Hephaestion opens the door. “A petitioner for the cataloguer,” he says, a smile playing across his lips. Mydei looks past Hephaestion to a silvery-haired young man, eager as a puppy, expression hopeful. It is no small thing to seek out Mydei’s help, and no small expense. This puppy looks as though he could hardly afford his own dinner. “This is Phainon,” Hephaestion continues. “Of Aedes Elysiae.”
In a Library that contains more than just books, Phainon commissions Chief Cataloguer Mydei to find a particular volume of great importance to him. What they endure on their journey will change them forever.
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15 Sep 2025
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Aww shit, here we go again /said in the most loving, adoring tone
Living library and cursed knowledge and my sillies, what more could a girl ask for?
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An Analysis of the Song of Khaslana by Maleficar
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
25 Jul 2025
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Mydei stares at him, sucking in a sharp breath. Heat burns in his golden eyes, and his lips curl in a surprised but pleased smile. “You’re not half bad yourself,” Mydei says.
“Thanks?”
“At first, I couldn’t tell if you were a dumb jock who stumbled into a doctoral candidacy or a genuinely brilliant mind that won the genetic lottery,” Mydei drawls.
Doctoral candidate Phainon walks into the special collections in search of a rare book and finds a rare librarian. Mydei is not impressed.
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Mydeimos’s smile is sharp as he shrugs. “What’s your name again?”
“Phainon of—” Phainon cuts himself off, looking away. It doesn’t matter where he’s from. Not anymore. “Phainon.”
“Phainon of Nowhere,” Mydeimos says, and those words disembowel Phainon, cutting into his belly and slicing clean across it. “Come to bed with me. We have a show to put on.”
In the midst of an ongoing war between Okhema and Castrum Kremnos, Mydei's mother gifts him Phainon, an Okheman bed slave he neither wants nor needs. But there is more at stake for both Mydei and Phainon: between Gorgo's ploys, Eurypon's plans, and the advancing black tide, they are pulled between a growing desire for each other and the very fate of their world.
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09 Jun 2025
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SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
IF YOU READ NOTHING ELSE ON MY BOOKMARKS/RECS READ THIS ONE YOU WONT REGRET IT -
the four times gojo satoru purposefully released limitless for geto suguru (and the one time he didnt) by kartoffel
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
20 Dec 2023
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An angsty collection of five stories (five chapters) that detail the times Satoru willingly let Suguru touch him past limitless.
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07 Jan 2024