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I Lost You (And It Hurts Like Hell) by bmart57
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
01 May 2018
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It finally happened. Steve lost everything. This time the price was too high. More than he was willing to pay.
This?
This he couldn't do.
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The Memory Is No Friend by bmart57
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies)
21 Apr 2018
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Life is made up of moments. Any single moment could change the course of your life forever. Kurt doesn't know it, but when Finn stops him from going to Dalton to spy on the Warblers, that was a defining moment for his life. Almost three years later, Kurt meets Blaine in class at NYADA. It seems like they've finally found each other, but the scars high school left on them may be a chasm to large to overcome.
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“Why did you even bring me out here, Derek? Did you just want to play with me a little bit? You were drunk and horny and you knew I’d be willing?” Stiles wiped furiously at the tears forming in his eyes before they could make their way down his cheeks. “Do you really think that little of me?”
Derek’s face crumpled. “Stiles.” He reached a hand out, but aborted the movement when Stiles stiffened. “I never meant to hurt you.”
“I don’t think you thought about me very much at all.”
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Lydia looks over her shoulder to look at Derek Hale again, then back to him. “He’s an asshole, you know.”
“You think I don’t know that?” Stiles is confused, furrowing his brow. “I’ve only spent the last ten years of my life fighting with him.”
“Yeah, but, I mean, he’s an asshole,” she draws the word out nice and long, as if it takes on a different meaning depending on exactly how she says it. “No one who has ever dated or hooked up with that guy has ever had anything nice to say about him after the fact.”
“What do I care about that?”
She looks at him. It’s that all-knowing, all-seeing gaze, like the eye of Mordor. Stiles feels tiny under its wrath, so he looks away and stares down at his beer can, traces the design with his thumb. “I know you, Stiles Stilinski.”
“Not really. We only dated for, like, five months.”
With a snort, totally uncharacteristic of her and something she would never do sober, she rolls her eyes. “Gee, I wonder why.”
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- Part 1 of Down by Contact
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01 Sep 2025
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It's time for Castiel to meet his future husband, Sam Winchester. Castiel resolves to play nice despite his personal misgivings, but out of all the challenges he'd expected to face, finding out the man he'd had a one night stand with is to be his brother-in-law isn't one.
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- Part 2 of Not Part of the Plan
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01 Nov 2019
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In John’s mind, it had all started with a pill.
No, actually it had all started with the mood shifts, the irrational anger, the hyperactivity, the over-indulgence and the inability to stay in one place at one time but Sheriff John Stilinski liked to pretend that it had all (very conveniently) started with a pill.
For both Stiles and Gwendolyn.
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05 Dec 2018
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Stiles clenched his fists, feeling empty and alone. He took a deep breath, shuddering shakily when he exhaled and his eyes began to sting and fill with moisture. He wiped at them angrily, he refused to cry. He breathed deeply to keep himself calm, to keep the overwhelming feeling of panic at bay, he didn't want to have a panic attack, not here, not out in the open like this. Derek was out there, he knew it, and he wasn't going to embarrass himself further in front of the werewolf. To make himself look needy. Stiles just let his shoulders slump with defeat and climbed into his jeep.
No one wants you.
He drove home silently, entered the house, and laid upon the bed. His felt his eyes droop heavily, his breathing evened out shortly after, and he fell asleep easily. He then entered a dream where the pain wasn't as sharp and he wasn't alone. He entered a dream where he was just a shadow to those that didn't matter and was someone important to a person that did.
**due to the disappointed reviews given by my readers I am going to rewrite the ending of this fic. You can read this version but I will be posting and new and approved version in a week or so. Please be patient and thank you for the understanding!!
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05 Dec 2018
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Stiles always knew his days were numbered. I mean, what do you expect from a teenager with dementia, right? But his days become more numbered than ever when after finding out he has cancer, that he wants no stone unturned, especially with Derek. As he ties up the loose ends before the last of his days, he is also helping a young werewolf they recruited to the pack learn his way, and also insuring that his missing piece from the pack will be replaced.
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- Part 1 of We're Just Broken Series
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05 Dec 2018