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    After Sochi, Shane Hollander stopped trusting intensity.
    After three Cups, he stopped believing in fulfillment.

    What he finds instead is a voice.

    A man who doesn’t need his face.
    A man who tells him when to breathe.
    When to stop thinking.
    When to let go.

    It’s supposed to be anonymous.

    Ilya Rozanov let him freeze in the snow-bright glare of Sochi.
    Now Dima is teaching him to burn in the dark.

    Phone sex becomes release.
    Control becomes craving.
    Familiarity becomes revelation.
    And forgiveness becomes the most dangerous act of all.

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    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, it's a story of second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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    12 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    A momentary lapse in decorum, a square of conrnflower blue silk, and a bit of reckless friction. Shane and Ilya compromise to make the most of a few stolen minutes before the world demands them back.

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    11 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    Shane Hollander is many things: a professional, a perfectionist, and a man who appreciates a very specific type of order. But when a stack of unread documents collides with a needy Ilya Rozanov, Shane has to find out just how good his chaotic husband is willing to be.

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    11 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    11 May 2026

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    29 Apr 2026