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White Silence, Dark Heat by Zavia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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After Sochi, Shane Hollander stopped trusting intensity.
After three Cups, he stopped believing in fulfillment.What he finds instead is a voice.
A man who doesn’t need his face.
A man who tells him when to breathe.
When to stop thinking.
When to let go.It’s supposed to be anonymous.
Ilya Rozanov let him freeze in the snow-bright glare of Sochi.
Now Dima is teaching him to burn in the dark.Phone sex becomes release.
Control becomes craving.
Familiarity becomes revelation.
And forgiveness becomes the most dangerous act of all.----
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Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, it's a story of second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.Series
- Part 1 of The Things We Survive
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 26/26
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- 1,254
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12 May 2026
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Cornflower Compromise by h3artdevoured
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Apr 2026
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A momentary lapse in decorum, a square of conrnflower blue silk, and a bit of reckless friction. Shane and Ilya compromise to make the most of a few stolen minutes before the world demands them back.
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11 May 2026
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Top of the Morning (Afternoon), Terms and Conditions May Apply by h3artdevoured
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is many things: a professional, a perfectionist, and a man who appreciates a very specific type of order. But when a stack of unread documents collides with a needy Ilya Rozanov, Shane has to find out just how good his chaotic husband is willing to be.
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11 May 2026
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Gay During That Goal, Too by batsbeerandbaddecisions
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 May 2026
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Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.
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- English
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- 6,739
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- 1/1
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11 May 2026
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Concussion Protocol by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.
In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.
But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.
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A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.
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- Part 1 of Return-to-Play
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,003
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Collections:
- 18
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- 5,569
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- 27,397
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29 Apr 2026
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Compatible by jewelledfoxes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s blood has always run hotter than Shane's.
Or: Yay Hollanov free use! Everybody cheered!
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- English
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- 18,760
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- 1/1
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28 Apr 2026
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He thought he’d pulled it off. He thought he got away with it.
Ilya just wanted more time.
He just wanted the opportunity to pause a bit, to take his time with Shane’s body other than in the confines of a dark hotel room, and to get to see a bit more of Shane’s intriguing mind. He thought it might help quench the unexplained thirst for him, that he has for no one else.
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or: Shane flees, leaving Ilya adrift in his wakeupdate with chapter 2, Shane's POV
completed with chapter 3, the post-tuna melt game - Ilya POV
Bonus chapter 4: the game, Shane POVBookmarked by brisingr
28 Apr 2026
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The week before the 2017 All-Stars Game, Ilya Rozanov is placed on IR. Ten days later, he disappears from the league entirely. Boston says nothing, and for once, a notoriously fickle league closes ranks.
Every attempt Shane makes to find him hits a wall. In one last desperate, life-altering bid to reach him, Shane comes out to the world, only to be met with Ilya’s silence.
By the time the 2020/21 season begins, Shane has nothing left but hockey and regret. He builds a dynasty, guts his life, and pins the last scraps of his hope on the Metros’ newest transfer, the dangerously hot-headed Cliff Marlow.
Stepping back into the public eye after the worst three years of his life, all Ilya wants is to find some kind of purpose. Shane is done with him, he made that much clear. Ilya isn't about to try to convince himself otherwise. He just wants to prove he still has some use left in him.
Fortunately for both of them, they're still fucking stupid for each other.
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- English
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- 104,607
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- 18/33
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25 Apr 2026
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“Teammates,” Taylor echoed, his gaze drifting. Slowly, deliberately, to the ring on Ilya’s left hand. He did not look away immediately. He let the silence stretch until it became noticeable.
Shane felt the first flicker of unease then—not jealousy, not yet, but something colder. A sense of being assessed.
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25 Apr 2026
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Show Our Rookie How It’s Done by Dandelion_After_Dark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 May 2026
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Luca Haas grew up idolizing two hockey legends: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
Now he’s on their team, skating beside them every day—and trying very hard not to embarrass himself in front of his captain.Unfortunately, Luca has never been particularly good at hiding his crush.
Ilya notices everything.
Shane notices too.Eventually, curiosity turns into an invitation.
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The handprints keep flashing in his mind. Dark against Shane’s skin. Fingers splayed. Too deliberate to be an accident.
Bruises happen. Hockey players bruise like breathing is involuntary. Like ice is cold.
But those had not been from a hit or a fall or a puck to the wrong place.
Those were hands.
Ilya’s hands.
- Language:
- English
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- 155,154
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- 14/?
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- 2,495
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20 Apr 2026
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Tubes of Neon Light, Refracted by bluerosebouquet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,
“Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”
He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.
They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.
Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.
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- Part 1 of Tubes 'Verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,100
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 1,027
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19 Apr 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 4,253
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- 19,215
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17 Apr 2026
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Protected Person by chinesebakery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Shane finds out on Twitter.
Not from a lawyer or a teammate or even one of the journalists who've been calling nonstop since the FanMail video went viral. He finds out at 6:47 am, still in bed, that Russia is coming for Ilya. Propaganda charges. Passport revocation. Return to the Russian Federation required.
What follows is weeks of watching everything fall apart. Ilya's career. Their safety. The system that was supposed to protect them. Shane keeps playing while Ilya can't. The lawyers file paperwork and say to wait. Montreal demands silence.
Shane faces a choice: keep his head down and trust the process, or burn down his career and force the world to pay attention.
He chooses fire.
- Language:
- English
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- 27,498
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- 7/7
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- 875
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17 Apr 2026
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A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.
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Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”
Shane snorted. “That can’t—”
“It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”
She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.
Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.
“Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”
“Ilya is your husband.”
- Language:
- English
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- 95,810
- Chapters:
- 26/26
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- 1,292
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- 7,554
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- 2,200
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16 Apr 2026
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bad to the bone by yourinsomnia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is sick and tired of getting set up on terrible dates by his ex-girlfriend. He's going to ruin the next one so spectacularly that Rose never tries it again.
He doesn't expect the plan to work perfectly, but meeting Ilya turns out to be its own plot twist, a delicious bite of irony.
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15 Apr 2026
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,706
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- 24/24
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- 2,158
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- 22,356
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13 Apr 2026
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ain’t ever been vanilla, honey (just wait until you get a taste) by sunnysalutations
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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5 times Shane discovers a new kink for himself + 1 time he discovers one for Ilya
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- Part 9 of off the ice (smutty hollanov one shots)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,138
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 170
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- 8,248
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- 2,127
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13 Apr 2026
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Buyer's Remorse by smugrobotics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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They’re standing in front of the table of items being auctioned: a variety of MLH memorabilia, box seats for the season, a bottle of wine that’s probably worth more than Shane’s signing bonus—
—and a piece of paper, with six words printed across the top in big, bold letters:
HOLLANDER AND ROZANOV WINNER’S ROOM PERFORMANCE.
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13 Apr 2026
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Free Shot by smugrobotics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“I want you to use me.”
Ilya pauses, hot dog halfway to his mouth, his eyebrows scrunching up and holding, even as he finishes taking a bite. The confusion sits there the entire time he’s chewing, looking at Shane expectantly. When Shane doesn’t say anything else, he swallows down his mouthful with a swig of beer and smacks his lips obnoxiously.
“Use for what?”
“Sex,” Shane says. He keeps his volume level, resists the urge to drop into a whisper. It feels so wrong to say this sort of stuff with the sunlight on his back. “I want you to use me for sex.”
“I do not do this already?”
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13 Apr 2026
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Immune to Everything (Except You) by proseandpulse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Mar 2026
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Shane's heart learned Ilya's name and forgot how to beat for anything else.
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- Part 2 of Night Changes AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,881
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 1,281
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- 8,786
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- 1,527
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13 Apr 2026