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    There were moments that changed the course of Dean’s life drastically: his mom dying, carrying his brother to safety, his first solo hunt at 17, reuniting with Sam, going to Hell, and his subsequent rescue, just to name a few. And of course, who could forget the moment when he was found under Cas in the backseat of the car, leading everyone to think that they screwed?

    Suddenly, Dean’s biggest problems aren’t apocalypses, demons, and monsters anymore—it’s trying to convince his family that he isn’t dating Cas. (And if he has to hear Sam say one more word about his alleged sex life, he's gonna blow a gasket)

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    28 Mar 2026

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    “I don’t share,” Castiel growls, grabbing Dean by the upper arm and squeezing hard enough to leave finger-shaped bruises.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Dean keeps going back.

    When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.

    He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.

    He likes to talk.

    There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.

    Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “Since these glasses are scorched in holy fire, the hellhounds wouldn’t be the only thing you can see with them”, he explains quietly, an uncertainty in his voice that is so unfamiliar that it makes Dean nervous.

    “Okay? Care to elaborate that?”

    “My wings, Dean. You will be able to see my wings.”

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    While hunting a hellhound, Cas gets weirdly nervous around Dean wearing the hellhound glasses. Turns out, hellhounds are not the only things Dean can see with them. And if he doesn't put them down once they relieve the after hunt tension, well, that's not exclusively his fault.

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    18 Mar 2026