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    "Tell Lan Zhan that I'm weeping uncontrollably," Wei Wuxian says to the juniors. "Tell him I'm truly pitiful and he needs to do everything I say until I'm well again."

    Lan Congyi is in the middle of carefully holding his eyelids open to check his pupils, but he still obeys, bless him. "Hanguang-Jun, Senior Wei would like us to tell you that he can't stop crying and he'd like for you to do everything he says until he's better." There's a moment of silence, and then Lan Congyi says to Wei Wuxian, "Hanguang-Jun says he already does everything you tell him."

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    Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji find themselves cursed, unable to see or hear each other. They figure things out anyway.

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    24 Oct 2025

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    You and me, Wei Ying had said. Jiang Cheng is going to take him at his word.

    Command says that the first neural link is the one that stands out the most, the one that everyone has to be the most careful of, because a navigator’s thoughts can get tangled up with their pilot’s and become inextricably linked. Entangled.

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    14 Oct 2025

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    Lan Zhan has been working at the public library for three years the first time he meets the most beautiful man he has ever seen.

    (50% library shenanigans, 50% fandom feels, 100% WangXian.)

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    08 Oct 2025

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    Fandom essay discussing why Wei Wuxian is not actually oblivious.

    Features internalized and external homophobia, heteronormativity and compulsory heterosexuality, Lan Wangji's confusing behavior, the timing of various aspects of the novel, why notable examples of Wei Wuxian's obliviousness have reasonable alternative explanations, and more.

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    01 Oct 2025

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    Jin Ling’s needs were constant and repetitive; they ran like a lifeline through Jiang Cheng’s days. He didn’t need to see past the next feeding, the next changing. He didn’t need to persuade himself to get out of bed in the morning; sooner or later Lingling would cry, and he would find he could move after all. In the middle of the night, when neither of them could sleep, he paced up and down the room, holding Lingling to his chest, whispering, “Jiujiu’s here. I won’t leave you alone. I promise.”
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    Jiang Cheng knew Lan Zhan had been seeing way more of Wei Ying than he had, but it still burned: Lan Zhan’s easy familiarity with Wei Ying’s household, with his thoughts. I’m the one that grew up with him. He was mine first.

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    30 Sep 2025