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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    07 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    I LOVE Shane but I kinda wanted a story where Ilya didn’t let him off the hook so easily after the tuna melt. Don’t worry, it’s a happy ending,
    I just wanted a lil more drama.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Thank you for being parents to me today. Was nice to not feel scared and alone. Love being part of Hollander family. ❤️

    “My god, even I never get a heart emoji from you,” Shane laughed, handing the phone back to Ilya, who quickly sent the message. “It must be love.”

    “It is,” Ilya said as his phone pinged again, a message from Yuna lighting up the screen.

    And we love you, Ilya. We're here for you and Shane, always. Thank you for letting us take care of you. ❤️

    *****

    Life for Ilya Rozanov hasn’t always been easy.

    It's a good thing that Shane, Yuna and David have decided he’s theirs now.

    A series of firsts with Ilya's chosen family.
     

    Or: the found family fic where Ilya finally gets the love he deserves.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “The Centaurs’ plane had to make an emergency landing.” Yuna said, her voice the same kind of gentle she reserved for bad news. “There was a fire. I haven’t gotten a hold of Ilya yet, but from what I do know, it sounds like everyone will be ok.”

    “Holy shit.” Shane leaned forward, covering his face. “Holy shit.” He breathed. His whole body was numb with panic now.
    ———

    AU where the emergency landing was worse than the book.

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    15 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Any comment on Shane Hollander’s retirement?”
    He knew they would ask. He had rehearsed a PR answer. Instead of giving it, he froze. The noise from the gaggle of reporters slowly stilled as well, as though the air had left the room. The microphone picked up his swallow.
    “This game is sometimes cruel,” he heard himself say. “When we played against each other, I was the best I could be. But he is not dead. I doubt this is the last we will hear from Shane Hollander.”

    Years later, after winning cups that should have gone to Montreal, Ilya hears Shane Hollander's voice again. On the popular podcast Man in the Crease.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    After the disastrous dinner with Hayden and Jackie, Shane meets Rose and comes to some realizations to fix his relationship.

    There's some Hayden bashing but he isn't irredeemable, he's just working with outdated info.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Ilya asks Shane to hit him during sex and ends up getting a lot more than that.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Shane has warned Ilya four times about the dishes. Tonight, Ilya learns what happens when Shane runs out of patience.

    Or: Shane spanks Ilya within an inch of his life, Ilya begs and tries to negotiate because he knows the marks are going to be embarrassing.

    Shane doesn’t care. After all, Ilya has brought this upon himself.

    Or: Shane thinks he’s invented hole spanking!

    The last chapter includes Dom!Ilya spanking Shane, if that’s what you’re into.

    No plot. All porn.

    Two times Shane spanks Ilya, one time Ilya spanks Shane.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”

    Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.

    “Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.

    He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.

    Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.

    Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.

    All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.

     

    Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out

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    07 Feb 2026

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    The first blow lands softly, just enough to hear the clap of skin on skin. Shane sees Ilya stifle a laugh and feels a wave of embarrassment rush through him, but he steels himself before he can get lost in his head about it. Not before Ilya gets a shot in, though.

    “Am I supposed to be scared, Hollander? I guess you don’t just have a weak backhand — Ow!”

    The second blow lands harder than the first, properly sounding like a smack. Shane’s palm tingles slightly with the force of it.

    “I’ll show you a weak backhand,” Shane retorts.

    ——

    Or: Ilya acts like a brat at dinner with Hayden and his wife. Shane spanks him about it.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.

    His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.

    Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.

    Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.

     

    or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.

    "I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    “You like it, right?” Shane whispered against his lips.

    “Hm?” Ilya tried hard to focus on Shane’s words but Shane felt too good, the pressure of his ass on Ilya’s crotch too maddeningly distracting.

    Shane leaned in so that his mouth was now right on Ilya’s ear, stilling his movements. “I said,” he breathed hotly, “you like it? Being my dog?”

    And this was new. The words sent an electric shock down Ilya’s spine, making him involuntarily thrust up into Shane. Ilya swallowed, closing his eyes and nodding furiously, as Shane nibbled on his ear lobe and sucked sweetly at the skin there.

    “Speak,” Shane said simply, the same tone he used when talking to Chiron or Anya. When talking to dogs.

    “Fuck,” Ilya choked out. “Yes, da, yes, I like being your dog.”

    or, Ilya discovers a new kink about himself.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Ilya has been a pain in the ass for the entire game, Shane has to help a misbehaving puppy settle down.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    social media is a flutter that Ilya Rozanov was a bit of a slut before coming out with Shane.

    people have some things to say!

    OR:

    Me furthering the Ilya was a good ass attentive partner even when he was just fucking around agenda. Because I want to. Because I say so.

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    20 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 75

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    Shane is confronted with the fact that his fleeing from tuna melts genuinely hurt Ilya.

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    14 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 74

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    Ilya unnecessarily endangers himself in a game. Shane reminds him of the rules within their dynamic and how they apply to Ilya, too. Ilya's behind is unhappy about it.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “You freak out because I–” said your name. It’s so small, almost insignificant, and yet, it has caused so much ruin. “...but Miles was practically humping you in public, and that’s fine."

    “It’s different,” Shane stresses like Ilya should understand. That’s the problem, Ilya realizes, because he does understand. But that doesn’t make it any easier.

    “Why, because you were making out with Rose Landry when it happened?”

    Shane doesn’t acknowledge the words. He shakes his head again and straightens his back as he meets Ilya’s eyes, resolutely.

    “Things between us can’t change,” he says.

    “They already have. Hollander.”

    --

    Ilya witnesses Shane dancing sandwiched between Rose and Miles in the club, with Rose's hands under his shirt and Miles' lips on his neck. When he flees out of there, Shane follows after him, and it changes their following interactions.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    10 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 77

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    Ilya is overwhelmed, his life is falling apart, his father is dying, his brother hates him, and he feels completely alone. In a desperate move to ease the pain in his mind he asks Shane to hurt him during sex. Shane doesn't like the idea, but when Ilya threatens to find someone else to do it he reluctantly agrees. When the experience doesn't end well Shane is left to pick up the pieces and try to make Ilya feel better in other ways.

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    10 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 51

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    It's the day after they talked with Shane's parents and Ilya's still in bed.

    When Shane comes to find him after going through his usual morning rituals, what will he think of Ilya? And will Ilya be able to push past it all?

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    4,165

    07 Jan 2026

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