15 Bookmarks by ceruleancries

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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Philip has started to think that 90% of the important moments of his life have happened in the past few months. Meeting the love of his life, witnessing a triple homicide, almost losing Lukas, and then losing his mother. His weekly therapy sessions are helping, but not nearly enough.

    It piles up. Philip wants to believe he's in good hands now — that he's content in the aftermath of what shreds of his confidence he's left to pick up. But he isn't. No matter how much he lies to Lukas, to Helen and Gabe.

    And the week after Lukas kisses him at the party, he crumbles even further.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    This is a what-if divergence beginning with Episode 6 of Eyewitness, reimagining what might have happened if Philip told the truth about what he saw in Bo’s cabin—and what he and Lukas were to each other. What begins as a forced apology dinner unravels into something far more raw and heartbreaking. Secrets are exposed. Loyalties are tested. And Philip, finally, refuses to be quiet any longer.

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    23/?
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    24 Feb 2026

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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    Chapters:
    108/108
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    15 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    Babe Heffron tears a hole in his best friend's shirt, knocks out his front tooth, and ruins Eugene Roe’s life.

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    2/?
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    25
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    04 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    The letter is almost unreadable, by the time Babe turns off of the interstate and into Baton Rouge. He ghosts a featherlight fingertip over the writing even now, long after the lead has been wiped away. He still remembers the word that had been there, feels it against his skin like he's a blind man reading braille. Cancer, it reads. Somewhere further down, another groove will spell out, low on time, first, then, nothing they can do. It's so cliche it makes Babe want to throw up.

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    Or, the one in which Gene and Babe survive the war, go back to their homes, and try to lead their own separate lives--until Gene gets sick, Babe gets a letter, and it all comes crashing down.

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    30 Jul 2025

  6. Rec 94

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    "Eugene Roe first met Edward Heffron in August 1944 on a sheet of paper in Captain Winters’s office."

    Eugene Roe's final year of the war is marked by a red-headed soldier from Philadelphia.

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    29 Jul 2025

  7. Rec 16

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    Overseas, Babe was enough, because it was temporary. It was supposed to be easier when they got home. Eugene wasn't supposed to be slipping away from him. His grief wasn't supposed to be a thick, cloying thing that Babe's hands can't reach through.

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    20 May 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    02 May 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 3

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    17 years before the events of Dead Poets Society, John Keating was a student at Welton Academy. This story follows Mr. Keating and the original dead poets society from their first meetings, graduation, and life beyond high school.

    Originally posted on tumblr at justarandompjofan

    Trigger warnings will be in the notes at the end of each chapter if you want to read them before.

    Comments are always appreciated, I’d love to here what you think of the story :)

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    16/16
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    23 Mar 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 76

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    "Todd, who had been raising his toast to take a bite, let out a small laugh. Because it was a joke. Because it must be a joke. He didn’t get why or how it was funny, but not laughing at jokes wasn’t nice. So he laughed. Except, Knox didn’t laugh with him. Instead, he just stared at him with something sad in his eyes. Todd’s laughter died. They stared at each other. Todd took another bite from his toast.

    “Todd...” Knox said after Todd had continued eating his toast, pity in his voice. “You know you’re a catch right?”

    Todd felt thoroughly confused. Like he’d woken up and was actually in a parallel universe. He looked at Neil, just in case there was something off about him too. But he looked normal, invested in his own conversation. He noticed Todd’s look though, and shot him a cute smile that Todd wanted to kiss— wait. Focus. He didn’t know what was going on. He thought about Knox’s question, and well, he didn’t know about being a catch. But he didn’t know how it mattered anyway. And either or, he figured that Neil must think so— being Todd’s boyfriend and all."

    or

    it never occurred to todd that other ppl might /not/ know he was with neil

    or

    todd, neil, and coming out

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    15 Mar 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 73

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    Neil fails his attempt but he gets amnesia, living a new life as Dr. James Wilson. His friends have been wondering where he’s been since the night of the play, especially Todd.
    A decade later, Todd becomes a spunky actor in Neil’s honor, forgetting his poet dreams. One of his acting gigs landed him in the ER, just in time to meet someone very Familiar.

    Or, Alternatively,

    Todd basically being Ethan Hawke and you don't need to know anything about House M.D. to enjoy this fic :D

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    Chapters:
    17/?
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    481
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    73
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    13,073

    10 Mar 2025

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    In which a famous young actor falls madly for the soft spoken screenwriter hired to work for his TV show (featuring frigid city nights, raging parties, wool coats, spilled coffee, long drives, controlling fathers, fake girlfriends, chosen family, taxi rides, loft apartments, secret schemes, film sets, and a love that might just last forever).

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    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
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    26 Feb 2025

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    As soon as their days at Hellton were over, the poets collectively decided to use their savings to buy a house. Against a backdrop of parental rejections and less-than-ideal jobs, the seven poets took comfort in knowing they had each other to embark on what would be the toughest challenge so far: to be free and pursue their dreams.

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    The front door creaked, and its sound echoed in the silent night. The faint porch lamp offered such dim illumination that the weather-beaten facade of the house remained mostly shrouded in darkness. Though the house showed the scars of time, seven young people gathered before it, their smiles radiant and their gazes determined.

    “Home, sweet home,” said Neil.

    “It certainly has potential,” offered Charlie with his signature smirk.

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    25 Feb 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 85

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    “I’ve read your poetry, you know,” Neil admits casually after a few beats of silence, as if he’s discussing the weather and not revealing earth-shattering information, while his eyes remain trained on the football game playing on the TV in the corner of the bar.

    Did he know? Could he see right through all of Todd’s poetry, see all of the desperate clinging onto his glory days which were limited to five brief months because of his disappearance? Todd almost wants to lunge at him, wants to throttle this boy-turned-man for getting to know all of the agonies which traced his mind while he was stuck in this dingy bar still not even being able to tell if a smirk or frown was pulling at Neil’s lips.

    Of course he doesn’t lunge, – when has Todd lunged for anything in his life? – just struggles to not choke on his spit while he rasps out a simple “yeah?” as if it’s a full question. This will be the death of him, he’s decided.

    Or in which it’s 1981, New York Times bestselling poet Todd Anderson has run out of words to say, and he just so happens to run into the only boy who always knew how to speak up for him.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    Once Neil gets to about page 6 when looking over his play, he feels his eyebrows furrow. Now, obviously since the play was about the Poets as a whole, there wasn’t really a main character. There would be a more prominent character in each given scene, but Neil made sure to avoid making himself the one who narrated and directed the entire story.

    But once he was about halfway through rereading what he had so far, he realized that every character more or less revolved around one Poet in particular. Every scene managed to include the character, there were always in-depth descriptions of what he and his facial expressions looked like, and everyone either went to him for help or obviously valued his opinion highly.

    Neil had named the character William, and he was realizing now that he had included a surprising amount of descriptions about this character’s blond hair, blue eyes, and unassuming but devout personality.

    Oh shit, Neil thinks to himself, I accidentally made Todd the main character.

    Or in which it's 1960, the Poets' senior year at Welton, and Neil's writing a secret play, his magnum opus, but there's just one problem: Todd keeps getting in the way.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    463
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    1,402
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    30,528

    19 Feb 2025

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