chequer_playhouse

a looping gif of the tbh autism creature kneading the surface under it.



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  1. Summary

    a quiet place. small and dark. our head is stuffed with melatonin. a fuzzy, weighted blanket is over us. we'd just had a bath, all with hair still damp. i cuddle into you, our kid smushed between us. you grin and pull me closer. our third husband feels left out, so they drape themself over us. we both kiss their face, and they sigh.

    i wondered if i could hold it and fall in love with too

    it feels like everything's going to be okay when i'm laying on you. not that everything is okay. but that it will be.

    i'm a little sick right now, but i swear... when i'm ready i will fly us out of here

    you're so tired. you just want a place to sleep. you're so tired

    but after sunlit days, one thing stays the same. rises the moon.

    i'm so happy that i'm in love with you. i'm so happy that i can still love. you're mine, and i'm yours. we're each others, in this rotting carousel. i'll never lose you.

    the kind of thing that makes you proud that nothing else had ever worked out..♡

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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    21 May 2025

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    the way i'd let this man snap my neck. the way i'd thank him for it.

    an addiction. whipped, truly.

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    踏上舞台的一瞬间尖叫和应援口号排山倒海一般倾泻而下,而他的星星举起麦克风的动作就像天使张开翅膀,把过量的热情和爱意全部接下,依然稳稳地站在原地,仿佛永远也不会因此倒下。

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    26 Oct 2024

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    可愛。頭は空っぽだ、心はいっぱい。

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    The sound of water dripping from the faucet; the sound of my time running out.

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    26 Oct 2024

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    i don't know why i want to keep this.

  4. Rec 1

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    05 Dec 2024

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    this is so cool. i fucking love this.

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    you deserve to be happy. i don't know your reasons for wanting it to end, and telling you that you should want to live in spite of your pain is pointless. you're not doing anything wrong.

    if you feel like you're being selfish, good. you need to be selfish. it's your life, and it's hurting you. you can't live because someone else needs you to.

    you need to rest.

    it has to be worth it to you. you have to feel like you deserve it. you don't need to live because you have to, or because anyone else needs you.

    you only need to live because your peace exists somewhere. and if it doesn't, yet, i wanna try to give it to you.

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