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The bites are about five days old now. They’re not healing well, skin-split punctures and raised pinks and purples. Any forming scabs have chafed raw all over again under Dean’s clothes. And Sam’s running his fingers over the worst ones, almost gentle, like a doctor examining an open wound. There’s nothing at all gentle about Sam’s rage-tight mouth though. Nor his mutter of, “I’ll fucking kill him.”
And those tight-lips part and he grabs for Dean’s wrists, throws them above his head on the pillow that smells so good, so Sammy, and Dean crosses and keeps them there even though Sam doesn’t hold him down. He winces as Sam presses on one of the worst ones, deep canine nick just below his hip that keeps bleeding again. And Dean licks his kiss-wet lips and says, “jeez, Sammy, let go of your pearls. It’s not that bad.”
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You know there is so much harm Dad could do in these moments, if he were so inclined. He as good as says it himself sometimes, with his quiet promises of I'd never hurt you, Dean, like a pre-emptive hail Mary for his sin.
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There's nothing good on TV, and Sam's contemplating killing his father again.
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John’s moods are like a slow growing tumor. Easy to miss at first. Causing all kinds of problems when it's too late.
for the square: awkward sex on my dusty crusty bingo card
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- Part 8 of SPN Kink Bingo 2023
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Where John wasn't planning to snoop around Sam's laptop, but his boy seems to be hiding something.
for kink bingo square: flogging
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- Part 7 of SPN Kink Bingo 2023
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A Story For Another Day by sal_si_puedes for BaronSamedi
Fandoms: Supernatural, Wincest - Fandom
21 Feb 2016
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In the aftermath of the events of ep 11x14 (The Vessel) Dean needs someone to take him out of his head. He needs to atone for his shortcomings. Sam, honoring the dynamics that have shaped his and Dean's relationship for many years now, rises to the occasion. Guns blazing, so to speak.
This is a pretty dark and twisted tale of atonement and forgiveness. It probably isn't sane. It's definitely not safe. But at least it's consensual - in a twisted, Wincest-y way...
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Dean starts keeping track of their route on the Rand McNally, logging each leg with a pen he finds in the glovebox. He doesn’t know why other than they’ve never moved like this in his life and he wants some record of the places they stop, even if it’s only for three hours to sleep. East on 90, south on 75, then 65, west on 30, south on 45 all the way to the gulf. Dean reads the frenzy in John’s white-knuckled grip on the steering wheel and it frightens him but he says nothing, just lets his father volley them across the country, away from one ghost and toward every other.
(after sam leaves for stanford, dean and john try to find their way.)
Bookmarked by chinablue
17 Feb 2025
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if you love john and only read one of my bookmarks make it this one
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"Girl, I hope he treats you well and you like him, ‘cause ain’t nobody messing with your boyfriend," a friend had told her once, over drinks. At the time, she’d laughed it off, assumed her friend was conflating Sam’s passionate devotion with something darker. But now...now.
Now, she wonders whether he’ll ever allow her to truly see that side of him.
Wonders, with a shiver, what her reaction would be if he did.
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- Part 1 of Carpe Diem, Deinde Incende Eum
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Sam doesn't use the knife in Soul Survivor. Dean does use the hammer. But Dean's not ready to let his brother go - not when he's got a much better idea for how to rebuild their relationship.
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- Part 3 of SPN Masquerade Fills
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01 Mar 2024
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September, 2005. Jessica Moore is focused on acing her final year at Stanford, passing her medical school entrance exams, and figuring out her boyfriend Sam—all of which leaves very little time for sorting through her strained family relationships, or wondering about her missing cousin, or remembering the charming green-eyed drifter she slept with some months back. But when she gets a strange call from her best friend Brady, kidnapped by a cult while home for the summer, she and Sam set out to find him—and along the way, she discovers her part in a sprawling chess match that not only involves Sam’s family secrets, but her own as well.
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- Part 2 of Carpe Diem, Deinde Incende Eum
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07 Feb 2024