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Seungmin hesitates for a moment, then asks, "Do you have lube?"
Hyunjin doesn't say anything at first, too stunned.
"That's what you want…right?" Seungmin questions, suddenly uncertain.
Hyunjin snaps out of it and nods rapidly. "Yes! Please. Second drawer in my bedside table." Hyunjin pauses too, and makes sure to clarify: "Only if you want to."
"I want to," Seungmin assures him, voice soft but full of conviction. He opens the drawer, pulls out the lube, and inspects the label.
Hyunjin waits. Then he laughs. "Are you reading the directions?"
"Yeah? I mean— it might— I don't know," Seungmin stammers.
Hyunjin is so in love with him. He doesn't think he'll ever recover.
OR: seungmin learns that love isn't perfect or harmless. love is choosing to try again and again and again.
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- Part 2 of i'll remember for you
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11 Nov 2025
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“Hyunjin?” Seungmin’s voice is soft.
He takes off his sunglasses; now Hyunjin can see his eyes. Hyunjin has always liked Seungmin’s eyes, how sincere his gaze is.
Hyunjin is frozen. “Do you want a different server?”
And here, Seungmin’s mouth flattens into a frown. “No,” he snaps, harsh. “I’m a normal paying customer. Treat me the way you’d treat anyone else.”
[Hyunjin is a part-time waiter; Seungmin is an idol. Seven years later, they meet again on a Wednesday at the Nine & Dine.]
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29 Oct 2025
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Seungmin’s eyebrows rise. “You’re not wearing blockers?”
Hyunjin’s cheeks turn a light shade of pink. He avoids Seungmin’s eyes even as his hand comes up to cup the side of his neck. His very bare neck. “I forgot.”
“Liar,” Seungmin says with a deep, almost vicious satisfaction. “Attention whore.”
Muffled around a mouthful of food, Changbin pipes up right on schedule, “Hyunjinnie’s too pretty not to pay attention to.”
or: Seungmin wants to bite, Hyunjin wants attention and Changbin just wants to work out in peace.
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02 Oct 2025
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I tease you, but I know where the line is better than anyone else.
You know what makes it even more annoying? Most people just cross the line, and when they do, I can explode and get some relief from it. I know that you don’t want to take it too far and make me blow up, but you tease me to just below that point… It’s just like a mosquito bite I can’t reach to scratch. I get no relief.
or: seungmin chooses violence over dealing with his developing crush with maturity and grace.
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22 Sep 2025
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With every brush of his hand, every word he says to charm Jisung’s dad, the way he holds Jisung and the eagerness to spend time together, it gets harder to remember that it’s all just for show. And Jisung hates himself for it, he really does, because that thought he keeps pushing into the abyss of his mind resurfaces every time, empowered by the flame in Minho’s eyes when he looks at Jisung.
(One drunken night leads Jisung to release songs he wrote for people he’s had crushes on throughout his life, earning him confrontations and feelings he has never been ready for.)
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17 Mar 2025
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"You can either ice him out or you can take him back. You can't do both."
"I'm not icing him out." Felix doesn't let himself look at the tangle of Jeongin and Chan, still in their own island, wrapped up in each other.
"And there's nothing to take back," he adds quieter. Chan was everything to him. And then he was nothing.
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- Part 2 of lickety-split drabbles
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23 Feb 2025
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15 Feb 2025
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Chenle loathes werewolves and urgently needs to figure out how to coexist with them.
(Un)fortunately for him, one certain alpha is there to help him adjust and change his mindset for better... or worse.
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26 Jan 2025
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“Seungmin-ah,” Hyunjin begins gently, “This isn’t healthy.”
“It’s fine,” Seungmin says, a touch defensive, “I know what I’m doing.”
“You’re going to get hurt,” he says bluntly. “And you’re going to hurt Changbin hyung. He’s not as strong as he pretends to be.”
“I’m not—he would’ve said something if this was upsetting him.”
Seungmin doesn’t know who he’s trying to convince.Or: Fucking your ex goes against every rule of getting over a breakup, and yet, Seungmin can't keep himself away from Changbin, no matter how hard he tries.
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20 Dec 2024
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They’re mobbed at the airport.
What’s worse is they’re mobbed after landing in Gimpo, desperate for lower-body baths and their own pillows. This is not a welcome home, Chan thinks bitterly. This is not love.
Indignation builds in his chest. Navigating airports would be so much easier if he could just move his kids around like plushies in a claw machine. Or wolf pups in a den. If he could scruff them by the backs of their hoodies, he would. If he could slink away to hide them somewhere secluded and safe, he would. No one would get in their way if he snarled and raised his hackles to say these are mine, leave them alone.
And—pain explodes in his mouth. Every movement of his tongue feels like firecrackers against his teeth. There’s too much pressure in his sinuses, in his eye sockets. His jaw creaks. His canines pulse. What is happening?
—Or, the shame-hunger-restlessness of idol life catches up to Chan all at once, and the wolf howls itself awake.
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09 Dec 2024
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Trust Han Jisung to catch feelings for his longtime best friend. But the quarter-life crisis can wait… for one thing and one thing only.
The roadtrip of legend, years in the making. An entire epic month of summer on the road with all his best friends from college crammed into a camper van with booze aplenty. And… all time in the world to forget about that silly little crush on Minho. Because regrettably, Minho won’t be joining them. He has plans with his boyfriend.
Until they break up two weeks before the trip and Minho decides to tag along.
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24 Nov 2024
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Lee Minha might be a very proud person, but when it comes down to it, she’s really just trying to live her life. It's hard, though, when her reputation is tainted by her less than stellar ex-boyfriend. Enter: One Han Jisung.
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11 Nov 2024
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Renjun hooks up with Donghyuck, the only omega son of the leading pack family. As a beta, Renjun will never be approved as his mate. Renjun knows this. Donghyuck knows this.
It doesn't stop them.
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04 Nov 2024
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A challenge is handed to Taeyong like the offering of a lamb to slaughter. One wrong word and Jaemin will retreat, dooming Taeyong to a long night of silent mind games that will inevitably end with him getting fucked anyway. Years of trying to be the best and prove himself above all has done nothing but stunt Taeyong’s growth, leaving him flailing and helpless under the soft leadership of a man who could be tyrannical should he wish.
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09 Oct 2024
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Raising a child can be difficult, but for Hyunjin, there's the addition of his three man-child best friends and now growing feelings for Jeongin's new teacher... things may get worse.
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- Part 1 of Baby Jeongin
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22 Sep 2024
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Seungmin's eyes are trained on Hyunjin, captivated, dazzled. He looks some combination of fond, proud, and bewitched. He looks, quite frankly, like a man in love.
or, Hyunjin and Seungmin's relationship through the eyes of ONEUS' Hwanwoong.
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21 Sep 2024
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how the water moves when the tide is low by conclusions (introductions) for february14
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
19 Jun 2023
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Donghyuck looks up and immediately feels a hysterical laugh bubble up in his throat. It’s fucking Mark Lee, ex-best friend, ex-love of his life, standing and looking at him with stupidly gentle concern. He looks good. He looks better than he did last summer, somehow. It shouldn’t be possible.
He holds himself with that same easy, athletic grace. His blonde dye job, which Donghyuck had seen on his Instagram a few months ago, is growing out at the roots. He’s wearing a windbreaker and jean shorts, and when Donghyuck looks at the strong, built lines of Mark’s legs, he wishes the meteor would hurry it up.
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Donghyuck dreams about the end of the world, and also about Mark Lee.
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04 Sep 2024
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Tossing and turning at night, worrying about a man who doesn’t think of him as anything more than an acquaintance is a downright demeaning way to live, he inherently knows this. It doesn’t stop him from losing sleep over whether or not Mark has already moved onto the next big thing.
It doesn’t hurt any less when he watches Mark eat breakfast across the table the following morning, never losing eye-contact with his phone.
(Mark wants to be friends, and Donghyuck is tired of running in circles.)
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11 Aug 2024
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“So, I know this girl,” Yizhuo began, leaning in slightly as she spoke to Aeri. “She studies law, and she's a regular at the esoteric association I founded in my neighborhood. I do energy cleansings and tarot readings for her every week because she always has some really bad energies around her. Jimin's are of envy, not like Minjeong's ugly energy… Yours is dirtier…”
Aeri's interest was piqued as she listened intently, her eyes widening with curiosity. “That sounds fascinating, Minjeongie… she got you figured out from the start.” Aeri laughed. “What is she like?” she inquired, pretty much interested about her potential model.
Yizhuo continued, painting a picture of the girl she knew. “Well, she's kind of become like a TikTok influencer, you know? She used to upload short vlogs about her travels during World Youth Day, and one of them went viral. Now she has a huge following both online and in real life.”
or socially inept film student Kim Minjeong falls in love with resident catholic influencer Yu Jimin.
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24 Jun 2024
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“Hyung.”
Minho kissed him again. Once. Twice. Soft and wet, dew on a rose. “Hm?”
“This won’t change things, right?”
“No, jagiya,” Minho said. “This won’t change anything, not for me.”
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14 Jan 2024