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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Podfic for i know that you need it by midnights

    "to say Buck is pent up would be an understatement.

    so Eddie gives him what he needs."

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    “I told you my partner was coming,” the man says, shifting awkwardly. He turns and gestures towards Buck. “Here he is.”

    Oh shit. It’s happening. It’s happening. The Universal Rom-Com Allocation System has finally found him and deemed him worthy.

    He’s going to be the best Fake Boyfriend this beautiful man has ever seen.

     

    Or, Eddie needs a fake boyfriend. Buck is about to deliver the Oscar-worthy performance of a lifetime.

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    03 Apr 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    “Hey, you’re finally awake.” An unfamiliar voice says, breaking him out of his thoughts. Buck’s eyes follow the voice and land on a tall, tan, muscular man.

     


    Maybe I did die. This man is too beautiful for Earth.

     

    OR

    A year in the life in fourteen thousand eight hundred and twenty six words.

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    oh my god. like. jesus christ.

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    I didn’t know what it meant when you kissed me up against that counter, Buck wants to say. He wants to name every place that’s hurt to see for the past three years. Wants to remind Eddie of the way they used to be in bed together, quiet and all-consuming, the way their hands would curl together on Eddie’s stomach in their sleep. Wants to ask why Ana isn’t there anymore, why Eddie doesn’t tell him to get out when Buck’s spending the seventh consecutive night on his couch.

    Buck wants, and wants, and wants.

    Isn’t that the story of his life.

    or the one in which, a couple of weeks after meeting each other, buck and eddie fell in love, broke up, and then forgot to fall out of it.

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    29 Mar 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Recovery isn’t easy, or linear. Eddie lets Buck get him one of those old fashioned button-up pyjama tops because they’re easier to slip his arm into without moving his shoulder, but he doesn’t ask him for help with shaving until he cuts himself trying to do it himself and breaks down crying in the bathroom. Not because it hurts – he watches the blood trickle down from his cheekbone for a few seconds and suddenly feels completely overwhelmed, like everything is way too much.”

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    A fic on Eddie’s recovery after 4x14.

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    29 Mar 2026

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