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  1. Public Bookmark 98

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    In the calmer, quieter moments, Harry and Cooper have taken to stealing a bit of alone time. That alone time usually ends in one or the both of them a bit messier than is strictly speaking appropriate, but that’s just part of the draw. Harry loves seeing Cooper shaking and covered in cum. Cooper loves seeing Harry grinning predatory and dangerous.

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    20 Jan 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Link gets diagnosed with DID. As he struggles to come to terms with this and all its implications, Rhett and Link's alters work together to make Link's adjustment easier.

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    12 Aug 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    "However, for each thing like this, where Stewy knew exactly how to deal with Ken, there was always something else which would come up and demonstrate very clearly to him that he still did not really know or understand this other man. Sometimes the thought was exciting; other times it was fucking infuriating."

    Stewy and Kendall don't quite know what their relationship is; adding another layer to it might just be what they need to understand one another better.

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    15 Jun 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Going public with Logan's involvement in the cruises scandal had been a part of Kendall's plan.
    Coming out as a trans woman on live TV had not been.

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    11 Jun 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    “When Shiv is thirteen, she cuts off all her hair in the bathroom sink. After dinner, she takes her mother’s fabric shears (which is a joke in itself, as if Caroline would spend her time pleating and ruching and creating- she owns no sewing machine, no spools of thread, just the shears) and locks the door behind her.
    A month later, she has to choose between her mother and her father. It’s not a hard choice to make.“

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    11 Jun 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 95

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    As a teenager, Kendall sometimes found himself wishing his father would hit him.

    In a lot of ways, it would make things simpler. It would be clear-cut. Something solid that he could lean on, something he could point to and say: You see that? That was not okay. He hit me, and it was wrong, because – and I really can’t make this any simpler for you – it’s wrong for a parent to hit their child, under any circumstances, no matter how annoying the child is being or how tolerant the parent has been up until this point. We can all agree on that, right? Right?

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    Kendall has always had an unusual relationship with pain.

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    11 Jun 2023

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    “Oh, fuck you,” Roman says, not maliciously. He looks down at the ground and buries the toe of his shoe in the sand. “I just… like, I missed you guys? Is that a crime?”

    Shiv feels tears spring to her eyes, feels something heavy in her esophagus. She clears her throat, blinks back the hot tears brimming in her eyes.

    “Mhm,” she says, “Yeah. Federal punishment.”

    Kendall nods, solemn. “Death by firing squad.”

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    Two years post-finale, Shiv and Roman find Kendall in Iceland.

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    11 Jun 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 48

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    “I dunno, dude…one person takes a photo, shares it around? My dad would die laughing. He’d probably publish it himself.” Kendall squeezes his arms tighter. He doesn’t know where to look.

    Stewy’s expression sours at the mention of Logan, rolling his eyes. The liner intensifies the movement tenfold. “Oh, sure. We wouldn’t want daddy to find out,” he scoffs.

    “I’m serious, dude. He’d never let me live it down,” Kendall says, hotly. “Not everyone can get away with this shit.”

    “Not everyone waits for permission,” Stewy shoots back, pushing himself off the wall. The folds of his skirt move hypnotically. “Will you come dance with me, at least?”

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    09 Jun 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 28

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    There's an after for Kendall, whether he wants it or not.

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    08 Jun 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 25

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    In which Dennis has noticed something about Charlie for a while, and he watches it all finally come to light

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    "Y'know, the more I think about it, you're less like a cat and more like a caterpillar," Dennis said into the quiet of the room.

    "Huh?"

    "Well, you're always eating cat food and gluing fur to your neck, taking cat tranquillisers. Shit like that," Dennis mused. "Like a cat, y'know? But now, you're more like a caterpillar. Because of transformation stuff, and gender and woman stuff. Like, you'll totally have a cocoon, soon. Then, you'll be a whole butterfly. That's like, so cool."

    Charlie's lips tugged in a gentle, hazy, amused smile. "What have you been smoking, man?"

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    13 Dec 2021

  11. Public Bookmark 14

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    Charlie steps out into the cold night air outside Dee's apartment complex. His breaths are deep and rapid, and he doesn't know how to make them not be.

    He starts walking, and he isn't sure where he's going, but he needs to get away. There's a lump in his throat, as if a bunch of spiders are crowding together there for some sort of spider party. His skin feels like it's crawling, so the spiders must be running around under there, too. It feels like there are more of them than there used to be. There probably are. He feels like there should be.

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    Charlie survives, but he doesn't get better.

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    04 Aug 2021

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    At some point Dean stopped believing that this is all gonna get snatched away from him. At some point he got so comfortable in this life they've built that he was able to ask himself questions he's gotten through his whole forty-odd years without asking. He doesn't recognize himself when he looks in the mirror, and that's a good thing. There's no reason to hide anymore. There's no reason to hide anymore.

    (Dean and gender, over forty years.)

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    03 Jul 2021

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    title pretty much says it all huh guys and gays

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    02 Jul 2021

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    “You don’t need to say anything,” Cas says. “It’s all right.”

    Dean bristles at that. Cas doesn’t get it. He doesn’t understand. Dean does need to say something. If he had just been able to say something to his mom, maybe she would have stayed.

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    02 Jul 2021

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    whatbaby
    [checks post history] uh… is this the m30s friend that everyone thought was your boyfriend?

    LiketheGun79
    Yes but that's not relevant

    Dean's on Reddit.

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    02 Jul 2021

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    And Dennis doesn’t- he doesn’t ask, doesn’t even acknowledge it, because he knows. The trauma that’s settled itself deep in Charlie's bones is clear to him, and he wants the world to pay. Wants Him to pay.

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    27 Jun 2021

  17. Public Bookmark 49

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    “Mac,” Dennis said. “Do you ever miss having feelings?”

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    27 Jun 2021

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    “Dennis,” Dr. Eddy says, still writing, still smiling. “I want you to take some work home with you from this session.” She finally looks up at him and nods encouragingly. Dennis can’t help the way his eyes roll all the way back into his head.

    “Great,” he mutters.

    “I want you to track your impulses,” she says. “I want you to track your impulses and I want you to put the intention behind that impulse in one of two categories.”

    She stands, goes to her desk. She opens a drawer and pulls out a second notebook. She opens it to the first page and begins to write in it. Then, she comes to Dennis, stops right in front of him and presents the journal to him, still opened.

    She’s drawn a table. A question looms at the top of the page: What is my intention with this action? And there are only two columns. One labeled growth and the other: stagnation.

    Dennis decides that there should be a third column: destruction.

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    26 Jun 2021

  19. Public Bookmark 16

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    She comes back into his life a few months after the pub crawl

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    24 Jun 2021

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    Reverse French Mistake. Jensen Ackles travels to the Supernatural universe because he hates the season 15 finale and wants to save Dean's life. Okay fine, and fix Destiel.

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    20 Jun 2021

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