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    All fics in this series are standalone and may be read independently or in any order.

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    ✅ freak4freak hollanov
    ✅ heavy kink with tons of consent
    ✅ good bdsm practices
    ✅ extremely, embarrassingly in love
    ✅ autistic shane representation

    welcome to penalties, baby

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    Shane liked being fucked. He preferred being fucked, and he knew Ilya liked fucking him, too. Quite frankly as soon as Ilya got his dick in him Shane lost the ability to think about anything else, least of all consider doing something that would deprive him of the pleasure of it.

    But now that Ilya had actually verbalized the possibility of a role reversal, Shane suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about it.

    Could he make Ilya lose himself, like Ilya could do to him? Could he make Ilya come hands-free, with just his dick? Could he make it so good for Ilya that he felt like he might die, like Shane always did?

    “I– maybe”, Shane manages, clearing his throat. “Is it– do you want to–?”

    “I want what you want”, Ilya says easily. “But sometimes I think about it. Sometimes–” He trails off, his teeth grazing against Shane’s ear, itching for a bite. “... sometimes I want it.”

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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