16 Works by dandrogynous

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    T makes sex so much more intense. Like his whole body has been reduced to the four centimetres of skin and nerves between his legs and the heat that’s been bubbling in his stomach all morning.

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    Dan has been in this office for four hours. He's had his blood pressure done and his paperwork filled out and his vaccinations stuck into his arms. His bloodwork was filed two weeks ago. The finish line is just there - he can see it when he closes his eyes.

    (Dan starts T)

    (a sequel to Let The Salt Dry but can be read alone if you feel like it)

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    “Cuddle me,” Phil says. Sleepy, petulant, drunk. Dan loves him.
    “Cuddle me, let's get drunk, stay longer in Florida or I’ll miss you,” he teases as he pulls his shirt up over his head. “You are so needy.” Phil makes a face at him without opening his eyes.

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    At Phil’s feet, Dan closes his eyes and tilts his head back and takes a deep breath. Opens his eyes again.
    “What if you married me today instead?”

    (the Dan and Phil take on that episode of Black Mirror that everyone loved)

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    “Well, but you're brave,” Phil says. Dan smiles slightly and leans his head on Phil’s shoulder again. “Braver than I am.”
    “I’m scared of the dark,” Dan tells him. “Not brave.”
    “I’m scared of putting new shoes on top of tables. Even more not brave.”

    2011 slice of life - moving in and dropping out
    title from Seigfried by Frank Ocean

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    "We sat together in Chemistry," Dan whispers, and Phil says, "yep," and that's how it starts.

    (a high school au where Dan finds Phil and Phil finds his footing)

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    “When I look at my old pictures, all I can see is what I used to be but am no longer. I think: What I can see is what I am not.”
    - Aleksandar Hemon

    2009 except Dan is a trans boy

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    "Ready?" Dan asks, letting out his hit in a constant stream of smoke through his mouth and nose.

    "You look like a dragon," Phil tells him. Dan bares his teeth in a snarl that turns into a wide smile and a laugh. "Okay. Ready."

    (Dan and Phil get stoned in the tour bus)

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    They don't talk about it for a very long time. It's too much, at first, too strange and specific to fit into any one category, the lines between best mates and something else, something other, blurry and undefined. Phil refuses to call it something better because it isn't. It's not. Nothing could be better than the way it feels to hear Dan tell him, his voice quiet and heavy with fondness and sleep, “you're the best friend I’ve ever had.”

    (the love story of Phil Lester in 2010)

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    Phil spends a lot of time talking to Dan. They text and they talk on the phone and they skype for hours and Phil’s always left a little lonely when Dan signs off at the end of the night to go to bed. He's never felt this attached to someone, and he's certainly never wanted to protect someone this much. Sometimes he wants to tuck Dan into the space behind his ribs and keep him there, safe and sheltered and warm.

    It's not that he’s in love with Dan, because that sort of love doesn't really happen to Phil. But he does love Dan. He loves him fiercely and ferociously. He'd walk to Reading for him if he had to. He'd walk to the moon.

    (or, the one where Dan breaks up with his girlfriend and Phil tries to pick up the pieces)

    (title from Through The Dark by One Direction)

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    “You've got, um.” Dan reaches over and brushes his gloved hands across Phil’s shoulders, then down his chest. “Like, sorry, snow? It would have melted I guess but then, like, you would have gotten wet, so.” All his smoothness has disappeared and his cheeks have gone pink. Phil can't tell if it's from the cold or from how they're standing nearly on top of each other in the tiny lift.

    “Thanks,” he says. His voice is slightly raspy and his body feels very warm where Dan touched him. The lift door opens and they pile out. Dan nods, smiling just enough that his dimple pops as he fumbles in his pocket for his key. He shoves it into the keyhole and rattles the doorknob until it twists and the door falls open.

    “Welcome,” he says, gesturing his way into the flat dramatically, “to my humble abode.”

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    They keep swaying to the music as it pours slow and rich through the record player and Dan wishes they could stop time and stay in this moment forever. He’s so in love. He’s so in love and Phil loves him back and this is more than Dan had ever dreamed of back in Nebraska, more than he could have imagined ever happening to him. He never would have anticipated feeling this steady and safe in the arms of someone else, and now it's being knocked away.

    (or, the one where Phil gets drafted and Dan gets left behind)

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    Dan has his window down slightly and it's ruffling his hair and he thinks maybe it should bother him but he can't bring himself to mind, somehow. His phone is plugged into the sound system and he's got The Shins on, New Slang playing quietly as they pull out of the edges of London and start heading south towards the coast. Phil's bobbing his head slightly, his fingers tapping along to the easy beat of the song, and he's wearing a black t-shirt under his rust-red bomber jacket and he's beautiful, breathtaking in the grey midday light.

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    Comments:
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    337
    Bookmarks:
    25
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    3,098
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    Phil is looking at him with a melancholy calmness in his eyes and it makes Dan's chest ache. They feel things very differently, it seems. Phil grieves quietly, alone, and Dan needs someone to listen to him whine.

     

     

    He wishes, not for the first time, that he were more like Phil.

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    Bookmarks:
    11
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    There are probably words for this, if Dan were to go looking for them.

     

     

     

    (genderfluid!dan)

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    "Yeah," Dan says, one corner of his mouth twitching up in a pathetic imitation of a smile. "Can't get rid of me that fast, mate."

    "I'm glad," Phil whispers, and those two words are heavy and dangerous and Dan thinks that if the sun were up they wouldn't be having this conversation at all. He definitely wouldn't be tempted to move closer, but it's dark and he's lonely and he's only known Phil for two and a half days but he feels safe with him. And he's drawn to this tired boy whose eyes are brighter than the sky is most days, drawn like metal to a magnet, and he can't pull away, even though he wants to.

    Or, the one where Phil rescues Dan in a zombie apocalypse and they accidentally fall in love

    Language:
    English
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    22,146
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    1,038
    Bookmarks:
    140
    Hits:
    13,952

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