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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    In a move that has become simultaneously less (since ‘08) and more (since ‘25) prevalent in their lives, Matt throws himself bodily on top of Jay and wakes him up. It’s April 20th. What, in the aftermath of the 4/20 of yore, circa 2017, has become the most important day of the year. Closely rivaled by the day they finally got together, which, like, hasn’t swung around again yet. But when it hits this year, Matt has plans. Biiiig plans.

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    22 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    In the throes of temporary blindness, Matt asks Jay for some help. Jay obliges, after a fashion.

    "This is a trick," Jay says, wrenching his sleeve out of Matt's hand and crossing his arms. "You're just, uh, trying to get me to touch your dick so you can call me gay. I bet you don't even have to pee."

    "You're gonna find out how bad I need to pee in a second," Matt says, oddly threateningly.

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    19 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Matt is keeping a secret, and Jay is determined to figure out what it is.

    Occasionally when Jay goes out, Matt stays home alone, and he’s always clearly excited about something even though he tries to hide it.

    Jay hatches a plan to figure out what’s going on, and ends up finding out more than he bargained for.

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    19 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    Lipton shares a foxhole with Dike in the Bois Jacques. Later, Speirs asks him about it.

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    16 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    “It’s a bit of a stereotype,” Don says, doubtfully, “you know. About inverts, getting off on dressing up as women. You know, perverting marriage, or whatever.”

    So, it’s a fetish. Of course, it’s one he would have, Don thinks bitterly, that would be his luck.

    He turns it over in his head, looking at it from every angle. He probably shouldn’t, but it’s like a loose tooth in his mouth, something he can’t stop drifting back to. There’s something magnetic about the idea of it. There’s a stirring, a waking excitement, an irritatingly physical response that denies him control.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    felt like crying at one point. god I love queer historical stories