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    Ilya could count the number of times they had met on one hand, and they had only been playing in the NHL for a few months, so he had to have misheard him. He grabbed the remote and went back a few seconds, and he was certain. Shane had just said “Ilya”, on national television, in French, and Ilya was sure he was going to die from the massive rush of blood that shot to his dick.

    This made no sense. Why would Shane, who had never called him anything except Rozanov, start calling him by his first name to a random French lady on some Wednesday?

    TL; DR: 5 times Ilya interpreted the French translation of “there is” (which is il y a) as Shane Hollander saying his first name and one time Shane actually did say it.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Shane is in Ilya's body, desperately avoiding Svetlana Vetrova, throwing out his cigarettes and battling his depression.

    Ilya is in Shane's body, playing with Hayden Pike's children, being smothered with love by Yuna and David Hollander, and wondering why Rose Landry is trying to set him up with her gay actor friend Miles.

    Boston travels to Montreal in two weeks.

    Everything is fine.

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    19 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    Post-canon, In-ho decides to cook dinner for Gi-hun to cheer him up. In-ho failed to account for the fact that he's a complete and total clueless disaster in the kitchen.

    Thankfully, Gi-hun is a better cook than he is a business owner.

    Just a short and sweet little domestic fluff oneshot briefly exploring In-ho, Gi-hun, and Jun-ho's daily life post-canon, when the three of them are all living together in the Pink Motel.

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    19 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    In-ho has always loved the sea. Has always adored boats.
    It’s the safest refuge he can imagine:
    Tucked away in the cabin of a cozy secondhand hobby trawler. Bobbing gently on unspoiled open water. Miles and miles from any other human soul.
    For the first time in weeks, when In-ho opens his eyes to the faint glimmers of morning sun, he doesn’t feel anxiety.
    He turns over to see Gi-hun, gently curled around their little daughter - the baby neither of them could let go. The glue that, by necessity, cemented them together as a unit.

    -_-_-

    A month and a half after the destruction of the island, In-ho wakes up with his found family.

    A short and sweet oneshot to give 457 + baby some happiness.

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    11 Jul 2025