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Mark takes the stairs down and gets back in his car. He holds the steering wheel like an anchor, white knuckled. The second he settles down the thoughts start popping into his mind, flashing behind his eyelids like a movie.
It had taken him a second to recognize what he was seeing. It was obvious, but it also didn’t process for several seconds. He just… didn’t expect it. Why the fuck would he? Who expects to walk in on their friends fucking?- Language:
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24 Jul 2026
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Renjun looks at Mark so much, he begins to feel like he knows him as well as his own reflection in a mirror. Some days, Mark stares past Renjun like he can hardly stand to look at him. Some days, his gaze is soft, and falls upon Renjun like the first few gentle flakes of snow.
When Renjun feels affection for him like this, he knows he paints him better. He thinks maybe it hurts them both, every time he brings the brush to the canvas.
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30 Apr 2026
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“Do it.” Jude says with finality.
A terrible premonition washes over her body when the words leave her lips. Now that her stance is birthed into the world, naked in front of the Living Council, it sours like overripe fruit. She wishes she could eat her words. She would swallow them whole, and they could disappear back inside her forever.
Cardan is a statue.“You wish me to marry Nicasia?” He asks so quietly it’s little more than a whisper. “You wish me to marry her and make a babe?”
“No,” Jude says hollowly. “I wish you to make an heir.”
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26 Feb 2026
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They didn’t really lose, Charles supposes; not in the traditional sense. There was destruction, but there almost always is. They lost a jaeger, but no pilots. They killed another kaiju. Not a perfect day, perhaps, but a victory in the broader pattern of war.
It doesn’t feel like victory.
(Or; two washed-up rangers walk into a Shatterdome. A jaeger walks back out.)
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- Part 1 of pacific rim au
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26 Jan 2026
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"Rhaenyra had a duty, and she must not forsake it. Both she and her husband’s house depended on her. She would not allow Lady Alicent Hightower more reason to alienate her from court.
Her children must be of unmistakable Velaryon descent."(Rhaenyra will do her duty, she will not birth bastards and sully her family name. Her sons will be of undeniable Velaryon blood, one way or the other. Laenor shares this sentiment, let it never be said he is not his father’s son.
or: Rhaenyra and Laenor put their thinking cap on and the greens were gagged.)
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07 Dec 2025
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“Well... whip it out, Verstappen. Let’s go,” Charles said, smirking at him.
Max hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his stretchy shorts and pushed them to the floor, taking his boxers with them. He could feel Charles’ eyes burning into his skin like somebody was holding a lighter to his flesh and willed himself not to blush.
This was fine; everything was fine.
He had his cock out on a Wednesday night in Singapore, but everything was fine.
OR: After a hook-up gone wrong, Charles asks Max to critique his blow-job skills. Neither of them expected to fall in love on their knees, but reality can be... hard to swallow. (The friends with benefits to lovers fic that has haunted me for months.)
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26 Sep 2024
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“Red Bull Racing have announced that Gianpiero Lambiase will not be returning as Max Verstappen’s race engineer for the 2023 season. Taking his place will be Charles Leclerc, former Scuderia Ferrari performance engineer.”
His hands had shook around his phone as he read the announcement, his breath firmly lodged in his throat. Charles has known he had the job since he first sat down across from Christian Horner and accepted the offer, alongside a Red Bull polo, with hands that felt bloodied. But reading it from the official F1 socials is something else entirely. It is real.
“At twenty-five, Leclerc will be the youngest race engineer in Formula One history.”
He had barely managed to get to a trash can before vomiting up his lunch.
Or:
The Engineer!Charles AU no one asked for
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29 May 2024
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Max 22:17
Are you hard?He hesitates a moment with his thumb over the lock-button on his phone. Max’s last text is the only thing he can see, so bright and insistent that it feels like it burns at Charles’ corneas. He can’t really explain to himself why he’s hesitating, but some part of him wants to see how far Max is willing to take this. It is the same part of him that didn’t understand breaking when he first started karting, only speed. The same part of him that has always found it almost impossible to back down from a challenge if it comes to Max, that has always wanted to push him back, that has made him never want to be the first one on the breaks when they battle on track.
Charles is typing before he can decide if it’s a bad idea or not, heart so far up his throat that it feels like bile.
Charles 23:18
yesMax 23:18
What’s your room number?or; the one where sending a dick pic to the wrong person leads to a lot of realisations.
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17 May 2024
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Logan grins, and the glint is still the same, and the crooked angle, the braces-straight teeth. “Oscar,” he says. He adjusts his sunglasses, still too big for his face. “Man, it’s like we can’t get away from each other.”
Oscar smiles, too, a bit softer, a bit too wide, lips sealed firmly together. “Never really wanted to, mate.”
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13 May 2024
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"Besides, he’s damaged goods…"
He couldn’t move. Would have spat at the man’s face if he could. Would have scratched those fat cheeks with his dirtied nails, painting there the little crescents he had dug on his own palms.
But his owner was smiling, fat ringed hands resting on the curve of his belly, lips shining, and all Charles could do was refusing to lower his gaze.
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Max comes back to Rome after a decade, only to fall for a pleasure slave who has suffered the blows of the very Empire which had given him everything.
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13 May 2024
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i take my whiskey (neat) by delicate_epiphany, starzzach for drunkenmonologues
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
18 Sep 2024
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rafael's sound asleep in charles' lap when he finally feels eyes on him. lo and behold, in the doorway stands carlos, arms crossed with his sleeves folded up. he swallows around nothing, glancing back down at his sleeping son. "you missed dinner," he says, as neutrally as he can manage, which isn't very much at all. "and the match, too."
carlos strides over until he's standing right in front of charles and now he has to crane his neck up to look at him. he swoops rafa up into his arms, and his baby doesn't even flinch, snuggling more into his father's neck. "was he very upset?" he asks charles. "did he miss me?"
"yeah," he says simply.
there's a fire in carlos' eyes, the same ones he's passed down to rafael and sophie. "and you?"
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13 May 2024
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Unfortunately, Seonghwa knows what his new neighbors sound like before he ever meets them.
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Helping Renjun with his heat is both dangerous and a privilege, but Donghyuck is sure that the fantasy of sleeping with his best friend's mate will crumble down sooner or later.
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10 Mar 2022
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once upon a time i started this and i thought it would be light and fun but then suddenly its 3 am and im full on sobbing in my bed
a study in angst, spiraling, pain
it hurts so good
anyway i love it
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“Did you know that shirt was mine?” San asks from under the covers. He has the blankets pulled up to his chin; his head is all that’s visible.
Good. No legs.
Yeosang looks down. “This shirt?”
It’s just a soft, well-worn shirt. It’s been in Wooyoung’s drawers for at least a year now, and he’s worn it several times before.
“Yeah. I left it here because he liked how soft it was. I guess you do too.” San is smiling, but Yeosang blushes.
(San is Yeosang's boyfriend's boyfriend.)
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21 Feb 2022
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“Isn’t there something about seeing the way someone loves a person you love?”
y e s and this is why im in love (/platonic...?) with all my friends' so's and WHAT ABOUT IT
the slow, unnoticeable, then all at once falling in love is so beautiful deep sigh
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i've always been a coward (and i don't know what's good for me) by whomstisthis
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
01 Jan 2020
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mingi sneezes again, his face scrunching up.
“bless you!” the weird little voice says again. mingi looks to his right towards the sound of the voice, and suddenly there’s this sharp-looking little dude with a mullet (?) and a book in his hand leaning over his table and he’s smiling huge, like what a wolf’s smile would look like if the wolf were a human, and fuck, is mingi experiencing a monster energy-induced hallucination?
(or: minjoong college au!!!!!!!!)
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15 Feb 2022
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pointy hongjoong in my brain rent free
study in how to incorporate humor and inner train of thought in writing
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In which Yeosang has a run-in with a car while skateboarding and somehow bags himself totally-not-a-sugar-daddy.
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14 Feb 2022
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dont ask me why i love this so much idk
(writing style and characterization on point that's prob why!!)