deprived
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Chanyeol stages deaths. He stages death and he stages happiness - at least at that last moment, last flicker of life. His clients are his source of income and his clients are his victims. He - he is their tool and their savior, a hand of a merciless God or whatever they believe in. Some don't believe in anything, and it's just them and the bleak world and no consolation at all. But that's where Chanyeol steps in.
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You're Home Free As Soon As No One Knows Where to Find You by birdbrains
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
23 Feb 2015
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Steve and Bucky are trying to have sex for the first time (Steve's first time ever). Bucky wants everything to be normal and nice for Steve, but ends up having to admit that his relationship to his body and sexuality is pretty far from normal after being the Winter Soldier.
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- Part 6 of Old ERF
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12 Jan 2026
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On His Watch by pissxcaca
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
31 Dec 2025
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Bucky gives a slow shake of his head, eyes dragging up and down Steve. “No.” He tilts his chin toward Steve. “You liked what you saw in the showers? That why you came back? Looking for more?”
Steve’s throat goes dry. Heat crawls up the back of his neck at the memory. “That’s—no. I mean—what are you even talking about?”
“Sex,” Bucky says, blunt. “I’m talking about sex. Figured maybe you wanted to… spark some old memories. I get so lonely in here. I miss getting touched. Can’t you do something about that?”
“Stop,” Steve says, voice firm. “This is harassment. I could write you up for this. I could throw you back in the SHU.”
“Oh, yeah?” Bucky purrs, grin widening. “Go ahead, then. Punish me, captain.”
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Steve’s new role as prison captain shatters when he discovers Bucky imprisoned. Wanting him back might be the most dangerous thing Steve’s ever done.
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03 Jan 2026
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The Winter Soldier Archives by buckybarnesdeservestobehappy (hutchabelle) for TheologyDiscography
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
10 Jul 2025
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After Project Insight falls, Steve is desperate to find any information about Bucky, but all he can find is the records of the horrible things Hydra did to him.
Then he finds the videos, and Steve discovers new levels of depravity he's never known.
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Rumlow and Rollins have fun with the Asset. That's it. The tags will tell you all you gotta know.
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- Part 29 of Bingo Entries
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09 Nov 2025
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There Is No Shortage of Blood by alby_mangroves, Dira Sudis (dsudis)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Jan 2019
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The long slow recovery of Bucky Barnes after his escape from HYDRA.
(And the longer, slower recovery of his sex life.)