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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Nam-gyu has always struggled to see humanity in the people around him, so the three-hundred and fifty-six deaths following Mingle mean as much to him as an exterminated colony of roaches. The money accumulated from them means everything to Thanos, as leaving the games with anything less than 1.5 billion won is essentially a death sentence.

    But the vote after Mingle terminates the games. With the hope of changing their lives ripped away, Thanos and Nam-gyu are forced to return to the world outside. Thanos is back to square one, with over a billion in debt towering over him, and not nearly enough winnings to cover it. Nam-gyu holds on to the one person in the world he can care about, but Thanos is slipping back to where he was before the games, stepping back toward the bridge. Haunted by the traumas of their pasts, pursued by new foes from the games, can they find enough strength in each other to win their battles?

    or: game ends after mingle, character study of thangyu as their relationship develops

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    19 Jun 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    “Cool, alright. So what would you like to order?”

    Oh god, does he have to just come out and say it? Or is he supposed to talk in some kind of takeout-themed secret code? What kind of noodles translates to non-sexual cuddling? Is there even a code for something that pathetic? Subong tries to put some words together, but what comes out instead is a choked sound, horrifically not dissimilar to a death rattle.

    “Dude, you sound like you’re dying,” Semi says. “Chill out. Just tell me what food you’d like.”

    Is that a code word? This is so awkward. Subong stutters out, “Like. Food food, or…?”

    “Yes, food food,” Semi chuckles. “This is a Chinese restaurant. Typically we send food in our deliveries.”

     

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    Subong's emotionally fragile and in desperate need of being held. His friend, Gyeongsu, recommends an escort service.

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    11 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    The middle ground between acceptance of the lost cause and an insistence on fighting for a better world anyway is blowing everything up and running away.

    Direct continuation of my story Empire of Light from Gi-hun's POV, with a lot less art and philosophy talk and a lot more action. The title (and every chapter title) comes from another Magritte painting.

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    11 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Doing, doing, doing – no thinking. More questions: where was he staying now? Did he need anything? And again, was he well?

    He could laugh just recalling it. Rotates the words in his head until they hardly even make sense anymore, the sentiment of Su-bong and doing well never quite sticking together. Feels the way the words warp and wind and weave their way into every beyond fucked up part of the last few months – the months that clump together in this strange and unspecified period of after – and shakes his head, because, really, what the hell is he supposed to say to that? Is he well?

    Thanos: Nam-gyu’s to scar, to soothe, to see.

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    10 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    The night after the first game, Thanos crawls up onto his bed.

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    10 Apr 2025

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    Thanos wouldn't exactly classify himself as a good person. There are a few too many people he's screwed over a few too many times for the words to leave his mouth confidently. That being said, there is a select group of people that he can say with 50% confidence—on a really good day— that he would not throw in front of a moving vehicle for a vape charger if he were drunk.

    But hey, that's what they're getting themselves into when they decide to be part of the Thanos World. And it's not like they aren't using him, too. For drugs, exclusivity, sex, whatever, it's all transactional at the end of the day, and he doesn't play with that messy relationship shit anyway, so it's all good with him.

    That being said, he sort of is in the middle of that messy relationship shit all because he got himself a fucking fanboy.

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    How Thanos realizes that he's not good, but he's not all bad.

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    06 Mar 2025

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    "You seriously expect me to believe you don't remember?" Mina sneers as she takes a fucking aggressive bite of chicken. "It was weird. Even for you."

    Um... Ouch. The fuck? He'd take it more offensively, but he thinks he remembers his high school teacher saying all geniuses are a little eccentric. Same shit. "Girl, no. You know what molly does to me!" He slaps his hand on the table in frustration. He wishes she'd just fucking tell him what he did so he can eat her out, and they can move-

    "So, you don't remember busting in me when your little roomie walked in on us?" She interrupts his train of thought, her words causing him to drop his chicken because whaaattt? That did not happen.

    He says as much. "That's crazy!" he defends with both his hands up. Is this one of her mind games?

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    5 times someone tried to tell Thanos the truth +1 time he accepted it

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    23 Feb 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 80

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    Fist fights, strobe lights, ecstasy bites, and drunk nights...

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    Five times Thanos doesn't say "I love you" and the one time he almost does.

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    16 Feb 2025

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    “Brother, my man, my guy. Listen. Hold up. I might be going cray, but this was the hottest moan I’ve ever heard. I want it on my EP.” Nam-gyu turned around, laying flat on his back. He met his friend's gaze. “I’ll grant you any wish. Wishes. Have my firstborn.” Thanos begged. “You not answering actually makes it weirder so please answer. Nam-gyu?”

    All coherent thoughts that came to his mind were replaced with Omg spank bank is gonna be STOCKED. 

    “Why not?” he heard himself say, in some sort of an out-of-body experience. “I have nowhere to be.”

     

    OR: rap arena's underdog thanos is recording his new album, and what he really needs is a badass sample. luckily, his best friend is glad to provide.

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    04 Feb 2025

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    "Yeah, he supplied him with drugs, but that was it. Nam-gyu was all too aware Thanos could not give less of a shit if he lived or died. The thought tugs a bit at his heartstrings, but Nam-gyu knows the truth behind the statement no matter his feelings on it. The bastard couldn’t even remember his fucking name, for God’s sake, no matter how many times he corrected him. It just felt like a cruel joke at this point, just another way to get Nam-gyu begging for any inkling of attention Thanos was willing to spare him.

    And, fuck, did it work. Nam-gyu would be an idiot to even try to deny it. Thanos had him like a dog on a leash, punished with a sharp tug on his collar and rewarded with a pat on the head, both actions just making him come back for more and more. It was desperate. Pathetic. But Nam-gyu couldn’t help himself, he wanted to be everything Thanos wanted him to be, even if that was his fucking dog. His good boy."

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    Nam-gyu might just be a little too desperate for Thanos's attention.

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    20 Jan 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 82

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    Something has built up inside Nam-gyu. Something he cannot bring himself to ignore any longer.

     

    Or these two dorks hate fuck in the bathrooms but ooh turns out they might have feelingsss for each otherrrr.

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    18 Jan 2025

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