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Teivel's Story
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A horrified look and the snap of a temper
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After the cold winter months settle in, wouldn't you also go to drastic measures to survive?
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A quick look into Teivel's backstory
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Worlds come to an end quick
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It is precisely three-fifteen when Alhaitham’s world tips twenty degrees off its normal axis.
It is three-fifteen when Alhaitham excuses himself from work early for the first time in years, collects his key and Kaveh’s that’s still tangled up with his, and makes haste heading home before sunset.
i’m movingAlhaitham receives news and goes through the five stages of grief. Or, Kaveh says he's moving, and Alhaitham realizes he can't move on.
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29 Oct 2025
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“This way, Arakasyapa show you. Nara-friend sad.”
“Sad?” Alhaitham asks, following along behind the forest creature, watching as the orange leaves on its head bounce with every step it takes. “What do you mean by sad?”
“Nara-friend sad, drink lots of funny smelling water, now can’t move. Need Nara-Haitham to make happy again.”
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What if the reunion between Alhaitham and Kaveh that fateful night at Lambad’s Tavern was brought about by a particular little forest creature instead of purely by chance?
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28 Oct 2025
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If love was a place— by Intensely_Reading for Ae_rynn
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
01 May 2024
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Al-Haitham’s hand comes up to hold onto Kaveh’s. Within minutes, his breathing evens out and deepens in his sleep—only broken intermittently by his wheezes in between. Kaveh continues combing through Al-Haitham’s hair, up and down and up again. He slides his fingers through his bangs, rubs away the slight wrinkle near his brow, trails his fingers down the bridge of Al-Haitham’s nose, and traces over the curve of his cheek.
Al-Haitham shifts, mumbling in his sleep—hand tightening over Kaveh’s wrist.
Something painfully warm clicks in the softest parts of Kaveh’s heart.
(Love, in the form of unconditional touch.)
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27 Oct 2025
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Your Philosophy Invokes Fatality by OreoTheDogCatx
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
23 Sep 2025
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The mysterious resurface of a familiar thesis leads to the consequence of Kaveh and Alhaitham's rebirth into gods. Now, they must protect Sumeru from the incoming threat of demons while balancing relationships, fate, and death altogether.
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A lore intense work surrounding a study of Haikaveh's relationship between themselves and the rest of Sumeru as godhood emulates their characteristics.
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Major character death, but I promise all is well!!
This work is lore accurate through Version Luna I.Bookmarked by despairingly
18 Jul 2025
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“She’s all alone, Haitham. She has no one to care for her, no home, and we don’t even know if the word on the back of her neck is her proper name.” He met Alhaitham’s eyes, his own wide with fear and uncertainty. “You gave me a home,” he spoke so quietly that Alhaitham strained to hear him, “Can’t we give her one too?”
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Kaveh returns home early from a desert expedition with a child he found in a cave. Not wanting to abandon this girl who has clearly been abandoned before, he asks Alhaitham to help him do one thing: Give her a home.Bookmarked by despairingly
16 Jul 2025