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listen to the wind blow (watch the sun rise) by dovahkiining
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
13 Nov 2023
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“Fuck do you want,” Andrew says, bland as ever. His eyes trail over Aaron, accessing for damages that aren’t there. Splotchy bruises that once had a place on her skin, gone to the wind and to the past. Still, he looks, despite knowing he'll come up empty.
Aaron only blinks at him, slow, long, and unmoving, and does the same.
the twins, routine hauntings, and the mortifying ideals of being known.
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and the tears still stained your cheeks by dovahkiining
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
27 Sep 2023
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It's a pungent sort of thing, the blood. Vile against your tongue in the same breath that it is divine. It clings to your senses in a desperate sort of fashion. It feels familiar—like the wisps of a family you cannot, still cannot, recall.
You hope your family is not only blood. That would be sad, you think. Sad and lonely, and you are enough of those two things anyway.
“We have healers, my dear,”
The words startle you, making you jolt and sputter—red-tinged saliva spreading across cloth and skin as your sharp inhale leads to a hacking fit.
The Many Ways of Wanting to Eat a Man’s Heart, or Something Similar - hit think-piece by the Sword Coast's most mentally ill motherfucker, Tav "Dark Urge" Baldur's Gate III.
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“I think I’m trans?” Aaron says, without thinking, and then, “No—no I know I am. I’m trans. By the way.” Neil pauses, digesting the words as he pours coffee into his mug. The kitchen is quiet, because Aaron has not slept, Neil has just gotten up, and their schedules only line-up in twisted little ways like this. It's nice, Aaron thinks, if only due to the fact they're both too tired to start shit with one another. For the most part.
“Oh,” says Neil, as he leans over to grab the creamer. He pours so much it nearly overflows. Gross. “Cool. I—I thought about that too, ages ago? But, like. I’m in debt to the mafia, and I’m going into Exy professionally so… I don’t have a lot of time to think about it.”
Aaron can only stare at him. “What?”
or, aaron comes out to the monsters, and only hates like, 95% of it. a new record.
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“Birdie,” Ramy echoes his trill, as always. It’s almost enough, just to hear his name spill from his lips. Almost, but Robin finds himself a hair away from becoming a creature of desire, because he wants—more. Embarrassingly.
Robin doesn’t know what that more entails. He doesn’t know if he ever does when he’s with Ramy. It’s all burning and bright and nothing. It’s all freezing and dim and everything. Ramy gives it, though. Impossibly, every time, every interaction leaves Robin sated whilst knowing he’ll be back for more, like clockwork.
robin swift and the conflicting & humiliating feelings of desire.*
(*also known as: being dramatic will always get you romantic entanglement. trust). -
you'll laugh like the warm sun (cuts through me like the only one) by dovahkiining
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
04 May 2023
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Inej averts her gaze. “No,” she says pointedly as Jesper laughs. “He’ll find out when he finds out. If he didn’t want this, he wouldn’t have given me access to all of his information.”
“It’s cute, how insane you two are,” Jesper says, sounding beyond delighted. “Like, ‘Nej? That sentence was insane. That wasn’t normal. Is that your type of foreplay? Tax fraud and identity theft?”
Inej stares at Jesper. “Yes.”
Jesper still looks far too cheery. “Of course it is,” he says, fondness seeping into his words.
or: the five times jesper tries to propose, and the one time something works out.
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i may match the symptoms (but there's nothing to treat) by sunwurm
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
09 Dec 2025
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A bee doesn't live long without a queen, and good things don't last in Galloway.
Bookmarked by dovahkiining
09 Dec 2025
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"Don't touch him," Andrew warns, glaring at Betsy.
"Can you stop calling me that?" Aaron asks, close to tears. She's so tired. "You keep calling me that. Like I'm not here, but I can hear everything and I hate it, just please-"
Both of them flinch at the word.
"Stop calling you what? I said, Don't touch him. The only thing I called you was him." He looks at her, stares at her, really, as Aaron sits and shakes, teeth biting into her lip. "You missed your haircut." His mouth twists.
"I don't want my hair to be short," Aaron says, voice still shaky and uncertain.
"Why?"
It's a simple question. It makes Aaron want to cry because now Andrew has to know. And she has to confirm. She isn't ready.
"I think you know," She says, finally, wiping her face with the sleeve of her jumper. "Don't make me say it."
And Andrew leaves.
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Bookmarked by dovahkiining
25 Apr 2024
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oh so deeply incredible and so so so mind ruining. will be thinking about this for the next seven years
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baby, what's your blood type (is it mine) by unojuno
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
15 Dec 2023
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Three times Emizel resists the urge to feed on Soda, and the one time he doesn't.
Title taken from Vampire Boys by Trillian
Bookmarked by dovahkiining
15 Dec 2023
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"It's open-mouthed and messy, blood gushing out from the wound fervently, hot and rich. There's so much, and there's a primal instinct deep in Soda's gut to fucking run, that Emizel's a threat, because god knows he is– but that bone deep terror builds until it floods through him as desire. Whatever wires are crossed up in his head pull him towards Emizel like a lamb to the slaughter, until he's kneeling in the puddle of some stranger's blood and brushing Emi's hair out of his face as he feeds. His hands are uncannily steady, despite his jackrabbit pulse, and for a moment, Emizel's gaze flicks upwards, hazy with bloodlust. Soda- Soda feels like prey, and it's the most addictive thing in the world. He knows, without a shadow of a doubt, that his best friend would never lay a finger on him, despite how much he hungers for it." mfw my best friend was turned into a vampire and it irrevocably alters my bdsm test results for the rest of my life
ozzie writing man what else can i say this shit is peak. gay little vampires too. ugh. favorite
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Guide to Beta Reading (for Authors and Beta Readers) by theirprofoundbond
Fandoms: No Fandom
30 Mar 2021
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A thorough guide to beta reading for both authors and beta readers. Neither exhaustive nor definitive, but hopefully a good starting point that covers the basics and explains how to get the most out of an author-beta reader relationship.
[February 2025: Minor edits and additions throughout the guide.]
Bookmarked by dovahkiining
03 Aug 2023
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you're still a mystery by its_tortle
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
16 Apr 2023
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“It’s fine,” Wylan says quickly. “I don’t want to talk about it.”
And Jesper understands, he still does, but the part of him that itches to press him on it has grown more incessant. He wants Wylan to trust him, to reveal himself to Jesper and let him see all of it, even the parts that might be a bit ugly. He wants to understand Wylan better, to know him, and unravel his history and the years before he met Jesper.
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five times jesper wondered about wylan's past and the one time he found out
Bookmarked by dovahkiining
18 Apr 2023
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"Wylan closes his eyes for a moment. He swallows. “Look, I- Kaz was wrong about my father, Jes. Yes, I’m Jan Van Eck’s son, but I’m practically disowned and I’ll make horrible collateral. My father doesn't care if I live or die.”
“What?"
“Correction,” Wylan adds wryly. “He cares, and he’d prefer I die.”"
spinning this around in my mind endlessly ohhhh I am so deeply obsessed