12 Bookmarks by eisoe

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    what the fuck, ricky thinks. instead of his usual dick and balls, there’s a pretty pink cunt sitting at the intersection between his thighs. he blinks a couple more times at his crotch, then pulls his pants back up and down again, just to double check.

    yup. that was a pussy alright.

    “what the fuck,” ricky groans out loud, unable to process what he’s seeing. he tries to remember if paying an ebay witch to curse him with swapped genitalia had been one of the weirder gifts one of his friends had surprised him with last night.

    when ricky is fifteen, he discovers that he likes boys. when ricky is nineteen, he realizes that he only likes one boy. and when ricky turns twenty-one, his whole world turns upside down after he makes the stupidest wish of his life in a moment of weakness and pining over gyuvin, his best friend……who is painfully, undeniably, straight.

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    11 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 79

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    “You know,” Ricky muses, “If you want to swim more than during free swim, I could help you.”

    Gyuvin cocks his head to the side. Up close, Ricky looks more boyish, less scary.

    “What do you mean?”

    The song changes suddenly, a cheesy pop song playing instead.

    “Some perks of the job, you know. Not that hard to sneak in after hours if you have keys to the building.”

    Gyuvin meets Ricky when he's floating into outer space, when he's learning how to breathe again.

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    06 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ricky Shen has been struggling to make a career out of his art for years. All he has to show for it is an unsupportive partner and a collection of overdue bills.

    Enter Kim Gyuvin: author turned accidental celebrity, offering a chance that could change Ricky's life forever.

    or: Ricky, Gyuvin, and a fantasy that becomes far too real.

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    10 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    “I don’t want to have sex with you!” Kim Gyuvin blurted out from his incredibly strange position perched on the armrest of the couch.

    Ricky blinked as his AI adjusted to the new information provided to him, the human’s unexpected skittishness suddenly making much more sense than it had moments before.

    “You don’t have to have sex with me you know.” He replied calmly, his hands raised in the air in a placating gesture, hoping to soothe the human’s fried nerves.

    Kim Gyuvin balked, squinting at Ricky dubiously, “What do you mean I don’t have to sleep with you? You’re a sex android. Isn’t that like your whole…” He gestured vaguely at Ricky’s entire body, “Thing?” 

    Or, Specialized Android Unit SR-2171, CODENAME - Ricky, ends up breaking his mundane everyday routine when he gets hired by a rather unexpected client.

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    05 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    Ricky’s pulse quickens, mouth dries. If he doesn’t find the balls to do this now, he may never. “If I asked you something, would you be honest about the answer?”

    The way Gyuvin smirks unsettles him. He doesn’t answer immediately — just shrugs the strap of his bag higher up onto his shoulder and shuffles his feet. “Of course, gorgeous. What’s up?”

    His volume is usually low, restraint keeping him from being as rowdy and boisterous as the rest of his friends. When he finally speaks, Ricky thinks he can barely hear himself. “It isn’t— You aren’t you anymore. Are you?”

    AKA: Ricky spends way too long contemplating something verging on necrophilia.

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    03 May 2026

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    Gyuvin's shirt is still distractingly wet. The lake light catches on the bridge of his nose, the water on his eyelashes, the flush still high in his cheeks. He looks like every version of himself Ricky has seen so far got poured into one person: baseball boy, son in the kitchen, homecoming favorite, idiot in a bathroom, beautiful wet thing on a platform trying not to look scared by his own wanting.

    Gyuvin has a fastball, a slider, a changeup, and no idea why he can’t seem to leave Ricky alone. Ricky has an art portfolio, a bad attitude, and no idea why he keeps saying yes to Gyuvin.

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    02 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 15

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    gyuvin's never cared about doing the wrong thing in the past. why should he care now?

    they can't be together. gyuvin knows it. they both do. but he just can't shake the feeling that something between them must be different.

    is he imagining it? imagining that there's something there, something more?

    gyuvin fights to make a choice between what he wants and what he knows is right, and for the first time in his life he learns how easy it really is to shatter a heart made of

    glass.

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    15 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 42

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    “You ever wonder what God thinks of love?”

    Taerae stiffened, hands buried in his pockets, the heat of the evening wrapped around them like a second skin.

    He answered too quickly. “Love is from God.”

    Jiwoong nodded, like he’d expected that. “Yeah. But I mean all love.”

    Taerae didn’t respond. Instead, he kept walking. Jiwoong didn’t push either, he never did. But the silence between them changed and thickened. Taerae could feel it pulsing, like a second heartbeat.

    After a few steps, Jiwoong said, quieter this time, “Sometimes I think people confuse God’s voice with their own fear.”

    And Taerae—without turning, without breathing—whispered, “Then what do you believe?”

    “I believe God is love. And I don’t think love makes us dirty.” Jiwoong answered, soft and certain.

    Taerae, a devout church boy, learns too late that love was never the sin.

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    13 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ricky crosses his arms, “Gyuvin, I know it’s you.”
    “What the fuck?” he blurts out. Then he realises his terrible, damning mistake and follows with: “…Who’s Gyuvin?”
    “Oh my God, that was so dumb.”

    Gyuvin is Spider-Man, Ricky is the Black Cat, and neither of them are making it out of this the way they were before.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    "Nothing is wrong with you, Qubing.”

    It’s too much. Gyuvin wants him to stop talking. This is only their second session and already Ricky has opened him up and found every tiny little bit of darkness he’s been hoping would go away on its own for months, and he feels too exposed.

    “I think it’s a bit too soon for you to make that assessment,” Gyuvin says, and they both know he’s not talking about his body.

    “I think I would say that regardless,” Ricky responds, with a bit of an edge to it.

    or: Ex-Olympic hopeful Gyuvin attempts to move on with his life with physical therapy. Ricky is his physical therapist.

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    03 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 46

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    three years after ricky leaves his hometown, he gets the call no one ever thinks they’re going to get; he’s been orphaned, a car accident. his childhood home is just a thirty minute drive from his apartment. he’s there by nightfall.

    there’s something viscerally disconcerting about being in a place he knows he’s not welcome. being back in his hometown, being around kim gyuvin pushes him constantly to crossroads. in the wake of his family’s deaths, as he grapples with his resentment over the circumstances that forced them apart years ago, ricky faces the dilemma of embracing his cardinal sin, or leaving old wounds behind.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    On paper, Gyu Vin seems to have his life together: a generous monthly paycheck from his nine to five office job, a lavish apartment on the seventh floor of a skyscraper, tight-knit group of friends and family and a girl he's supposed to spend the rest of his life with.

    Yet, there's an aching hole in his heart that no one has managed to patch up. Something about his life feels manufactured, hollow.

    In a fit of desperation and curiosity, craving for a scandalous adrenaline rush to feel among the living, Gyu Vin tries something new, and hires an escort by the name of Ricky. Ricky's everything Gyu Vin isn't, and maybe even more, yet he seems just as bereft of life. Something about him feels so wrong, it's right, and for the first time in Gyu Vin's life, he feels like his existence is more than just a sharp intake of breath.

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    01 Mar 2026

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