eleventhfatui
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In the finite moments between work and duty, Ajax overindulged himself in the feeling. He gave into every passion that clawed at him and ripped him apart from the inside out. The desire to be held and the dream of being safe beneath someone — the hope that he could be loved, though he knew it would never come true. Sex. Passion. Hands intertwined, bodies pressed together, the touch of lips on his own, and the struggle for dominance. Love. Crooked and jagged, misshapen and mishandled, but the kind that Ajax could enjoy. The traditional kind of love, the type full of warmth and kindness that slotted together so perfectly, would never fit him. Ajax never fit the mold of a star-crossed lover. But, if given the opportunity, Ajax was sure he could have fallen in love
(aka a study of the moments of intimacy in Childe's life between his duties as a Harbinger and the slow-mending of his heart as he copes with a violent breakup, his feelings, and trauma he had long locked away.)
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So far, their dynamic has been disjointed — uncertain as both of them are used to being in control. Sunday is too used to being expected to perform. Though he’s disappeared from the limelight of Penacony, the mannerisms are still etched into his soul. He expects to focus on someone else – to love them in whatever way fits them best and to leave his pleasure forgotten. He has spent his lifetime filling this role, but his mind still lingers on a new concept.
Gallagher dominating him.
He could ruin him. Even in the dark, the outline of his thick muscles is visible and Sunday is hyper-aware that Gallagher is everything he is not. If Sunday is the light, fragile and waning, then Gallagher is the dark, constant and waxing with every moment.
(aka sunday struggles with depression after his fall from grace, so he breaks into gallagher's apartment and they have sex.)
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- Part 1 of Paradise Lost (Gallady Collection)
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His very existence should have been caged in Pantalone’s arms from the moment he was born. In his grasp, Childe’s years of misery seemed to melt away. His eyes grew blurry – scleras wet with tears of love. The pale lips, draining of their color, were opened in silent, breathless prayer. More. Harder. Crueler. Childe didn’t need to speak for Pantalone to know that he wanted it – needed it. His youth returned to him. Without the capability to vocalize his words, his mouth pantomimed reverential pleas.
(aka pantalone drugs and fucks childe, convinced that they're meant for one another.)
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- Part 1 of opium dreams
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In the afterglow, Kaveh rests against Alhaitham. He listens to the man’s heart beat, counting the pulses absently while a hand cards through his hair. Lips press sweet kisses to his warm skin, and Kaveh feels more love than he ever had in his miserable life since his father died.
He feels like he is whole. After twelve years, Kaveh’s soul is finally pieced back together.
But reality isn’t kind.
(aka the au where kaveh is a burnt out artist with many hobbies, mental health issues, and no money which culminates in falling for a statue he sculpts, which later comes to life. angst and pining ensues. updates every two weeks)
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His fingers wrap around the underside of the head, and Childe’s grip brings a low, deep exhale of air from the Chief Justice’s mouth. The touch is a bit too tight, the skin a bit too calloused, and the pace that Childe strokes him with is a bit too slow and rough. But, somehow, it’s perfect, and Neuvillette struggles to keep himself in check. His tongue rolls over the tops of his teeth – the taste of his own blood and the sharp sting of his fangs warn Neuvillette of how close he is to losing his centuries of calm.
Something about the Harbinger completely unravels him.
(aka an unchronological continuation of "adjudication" where Neuvillette fucks Childe during an opera)
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- Part 2 of Absolution
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Paradise Lost (Gallady Collection) by eleventhfatui, wrecking
Fandom: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
12 Jun 2024
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Neuvillette punishing Childe after the Harbinger is arrested and sentenced as a guilty man. Implied slow-burn, denial of feelings, and internalized homophobia/internalized homosexuality. Slowly, over time, Neuvillette discovers that Harbinger unravels him in a way he hasn't felt for years, and he's determined to never let him go.
(all works follow a non-chronological order and can be read separately/out of order.)
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childe wants off mr bones’ wild ride (tar one-shot fics) by eleventhfatui
Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
09 Nov 2022
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a series of one shots centered around Tartaglia / Childe and various other genshin characters! (usually with a healthy dose of angst, hurt, and smut, but some other stuff too)
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unholy are we (arlebina oneshots) by eleventhfatui
Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
28 Sep 2022
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For Hearth and Home (I'd burn down the world) by Anonymous for eleventhfatui
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
01 Sep 2022
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For almost every day of her centuries long existence, Sandrone has cursed the Gods. None more so than the Geo Archon.
OR: Zhongli was not kind to Childe and Sandrone is contemplating murder
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- Part 3 of Abyssal Hearts
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01 Sep 2022
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im in love with Sandrone as a protective sister/sibling
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Catch Me I'm Falling by kisstheboy7 (chickenshithypocrite)
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types, Les Misérables - Victor Hugo, Les Misérables (2012)
21 Mar 2013
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Besides, he's not one of those girls in health-class videos pinching the fat on her hip and looking helpless. Enjolras is not helpless. He's in control.
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June 1st. The news of Lamarque's passing is spreading across France like wildfire. All of les Amis de l'ABC know what it means, they've all heard the news, and are already preparing for the rebellion. All except one.
Standing at the crossroad between Death and Liberty, Enjolras and Grantaire have to decide what to do with the time separating them from the imminent storm.